he wasn’t buying it . or maybe he was , but only because it was coming from her . just look at her . toying with that dainty gold piece on her neckless , struggling to make eye contact . she was clearly nervous and that wasn’t exactly the kind of feeling he stirred up in the girls he brought back to his place . “ i don’t , actually . ” know the lot of things she hadn’t done before but he wanted to . he was curious , damn near mesmerized that she’d made it to this point in her life so — untainted . was that even the word for it ? he shook the thought from his mind before relaxing back against the cushion . pausing to glance over features . “ you could tell me , though . ” yeah , that sounded safe enough . “ saying stuff like that out loud , sharing it with someone else , that’s about as intimate as intimacy gets . ”
this feeling is so foreign to her . feels like it’s been a lifetime since someone made her nervous in a way that actually made her feel good. “ oh come on , you know “ she knows in the back of her head that he wants her to say it out loud , to admit that she’s untouched in ways she’s sure he’s been tens of times over — but she can’t , too afraid her innocence will scare him away like it has in the past. “ i don’t think you really wanna know “ she deflects , scooting a bit closer to him as his body leans back into the couch. “ i don’t know i just … i’ve always wanted to feel like someone wants me — like really wants me , and i’ve never felt that way until … “ gaze lifts to meet his , “ you “ and just like that the , eye contact breaks just as quickly as it came . “ unless i’m reading all of this wrong ... but i really hope i’m not “
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