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nipping at my arm, my cat negs me in a pee coated room. i miss my sleepy friend, i miss their warm bed and stylish clothing. those days were precious and safe and miserable

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lovely, is it  not

the warmth of piano keys’ echo, grazing the skin of your jawline with my fingertips 

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nothing matters, nothing has to happen, but i can dream in secret

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you’re nestled in, honey adhering you to my heart

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i want your happiness and selfishly, your hand

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Im in love with you

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I feel a small, tentative dance in my feet. I smell little salty waves from the sea

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maybe On top the hill by your house I can look look look over the horizon And see all the beauty in the world And think: maybe im beautiful too

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Nothing more than another knot in my back and a crick in my step.

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For what is worse or better than living?

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This moment here alone, I am made

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As beautiful as things are. Sometimes it is hard for me to swallow.

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I surrender my heart to the void and I hope you find my love

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dive in the water bubbles rising in my neck i'm living for you

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My pool is filled with the nectar of

Desperation and Wonder

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It is here, walking to work, listening to beautiful music, brushing hair out of my face, that i find myself.

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My heart fell over.