Young at Heart

This is an online diary of a girl living in a younger body, heart, and soul. She writes and documents the things about her, dressing up like a doll, photographs that capture her heart, random things that run in her mind, and the fairytale she ever dreamed. Who is she?

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My love ❤

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I maybe black and white in your eyes but Im sparkling gold inside

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Dear young man, I wish someday you’ll be able to reach my blog and found out that most of it was all about you. I miss you so much. I miss how you can eat ¾ of the whole pizza because I thought I can finish the half of it but I just ate ¼ of it. I miss your sillyness and the way you make fun of your face to make me laugh. I fell in love most with your face distorted because it represent the whole you. How imperfect you are but there are a lot of good things in you. I love how you made my heart skip a beat. How you surprise me in the middle of 12:37 midnight just to give me the big peppero. I love every effort and every fine of you.

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Who's the spoiled girlfriend here? ✋✋

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When your creativity hits in the middle of the night? Already in my pjs and scarf made it up!

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Are we out of the woods?

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One day you will realize that studying is much easier than working.

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4 moods: Peach and Orange - My everyday wear. I like its shade because I can wear it with any outfit and everytime I want to look cute and nice, any of these two shade is the first lippy I'll surely pick. Maroon and Violet - The shades I'll wear during weekends and night out. These two shades are very strong so whenever I want to look strong I wear one of these.

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Let's talk about stress

Because I am stressed currently with my job. As I remember the last time I was stressed like this was during my college when we were doing our feasibility study. It's been a year now and ngayon lang ulit ako nastress ng ganito. Overload of work. Before I am asking "Ano ba feeling ng stress?" kasi I am not aware of stress until last week narealize ko na stress na pala nararamdaman ko. Yung parang di ako makapag focus sa works ko and di ko siya magawa ng maayos. Then I remember na same din nafeel ko nung nagfifeasibility study kami. So stressed na nga ako! Actually di naman ako palaging naiistress kasi I dont usually entertain stress. Why would I stress myself (for example in work) if I can do it right and on time. But ngayon, iniisip ko na makakaya ko din to and makakapag adjust din ako sa dami ng ginagawa ko, pero minsan naiisip ko bakit nung estudyante pa ko kahit mastress ako feeling ko worth it sa end yung stress ko. I can see the light. Pero ngayon how hard I try to imagine the light at the end, I vaguely see it. Still Im thinking positively!

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Monochrome and nude plus red lips.

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Gift for my man! ☺💙📱

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"Happiest birthday to the guy who made me feel so special. To the only man who I will love for the rest of my life. You are that someone who I dreamed of. I always prayed for someone who'll treat me so special and love me until God knows. Someone who will never break me again and who will never leave me. Baby, i know our love is indeed a roller coaster ride but thank you for not giving up. I admit it is so hard to be with me but you still keep holding me. Tho it is a roller coaster ride Im having fun. I still enjoy this ride baby. I will always be here for you when nobody does. I will be your shoulder to cry on and I will lift you up when you are down. I love you with all your edges." Simple dinner with my boyfriend last night. 🎉

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My man is as sweet as these chocolates. He never fail to surprise me. 💑💓🍫 #vscocam #ferrerorocher

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Still holding on ☺💞🌞

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