Never fear death

//Independent selective roleplay account for N'Doul, from Jojo's Bizarre Adventure: Stardust Crusaders. Please do read the about and rules page before interacting. M!ANON: None// Accepting

[guidedbyagod]

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Send me a ✺ for my muse’s reaction to yours knocking on their door in the middle of the night

It didn’t take much to wake the blind man, the noise close to the door was enough to make him blink awake. Staying the night at the mansion was unusual enough for him, but having someone come to him at this hour could only mean trouble. Not wanting to make whoever was outside wait, N'Doul didn’t bother dressing his shirt or fetching his cane, finding his way easily to the door.

“…? Who is it? What do you need?”

[rubbersoulrero-deactivated20160]

When N’Doul let him in Casimir saw the cane on the floor now. Picking it up he handed it to it’s owner with a small smile and hope he hadn’t put his friend into a panic.

“No…No, no one didn’t hurt me. I was in my room the whole time. I had a nightmare N’Doul…More like an old memory. Flashes of ice, darkness…Gaudy feathers and a lot of pain.” He didn’t want to say the pain was the ‘Punch in the face or stabby’ kind but more of a pain his lower body is never going forget feeling no matter how it will heal over the next few years.

“I…Almost was thinking of breaking my promise..BUT I DIDN’T! Just…The feelings are still there.”

[guidedbyagod]

Taking his cane, the blind man moved his head up quietly, paying attention to what Casimir told him. It was easy to tell what he was talking about, how he despised his ‘other friend’ for how he hurt him. N’Doul clenched his cane close to his body, frowning. Everything was easier when he didn’t care about other people...

“... Do you want to stay here for the night? Maybe it will be easier to rest.”

[guidedbyagod]

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Send me a ✺ for my muse’s reaction to yours knocking on their door in the middle of the night

It didn’t take much to wake the blind man, the noise close to the door was enough to make him blink awake. Staying the night at the mansion was unusual enough for him, but having someone come to him at this hour could only mean trouble. Not wanting to make whoever was outside wait, N'Doul didn’t bother dressing his shirt or fetching his cane, finding his way easily to the door.

“…? Who is it? What do you need?”

[rubbersoulrero-deactivated20160]

He didn’t mean to come to this door so late at night but it was like his feet automatically knew where to take him and would not let him leave now. Honstly this was the only place he could turn to without the fears of judgement for what he was about to say.

“N’Doul, it’s me…Casmir. I’m sorry to wake you so late at night but I need…Someone to talk to about something.”

[guidedbyagod]

“I think I understand...” 

Something in Casimir’s voice worried him, and it certainly showed. Stepping back, the stand user gave his friend enough space to get inside quietly, closing the door behind them. Taking Rubber’s hand, N’Doul walked carefully back to his bed, sitting down and searching for his cane.

“What happened? Did someone try to hurt you?”

[guidedbyagod]

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Send me a ✺ for my muse's reaction to yours knocking on their door in the middle of the night

It didn't take much to wake the blind man, the noise close to the door was enough to make him blink awake. Staying the night at the mansion was unusual enough for him, but having someone come to him at this hour could only mean trouble. Not wanting to make whoever was outside wait, N'Doul didn't bother dressing his shirt or fetching his cane, finding his way easily to the door.

“...? Who is it? What do you need?”

[lewdandunnecessary]

And I trust you to kill me with your love Your words mean nothing at all

[guidedbyagod]

N'Doul, how do you know how golden Lord Dio's hair is? Let alone what the color of gold is?

“I don’t think I ever said anything like that... I can’t ‘recognize’ colors for obvious reasons.”

[inboxstuff]

Send me a ✺ for my muse's reaction to yours knocking on their door in the middle of the night

[badlydrawnndour]

//I wasn’t around during the stand swap craze, but I thought it would be at least interesting to share my design for Geb. So, here he is. The quiet, cocky water son.

[guidedbyagod]

♠:Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.

The stand user moved quickly, more than most people would assume he even could, blocking his friend's passage with his cane. "Aren't you forgetting something?" He grinned, showing the hair tie Rubber used to wear most of the time. They were spending some time together drinking that evening, but the taller stand user had to leave earlier than usual and ended up forgetting about something so characteristic of him... It amused the blind man, to be the one to remember details like these.

"Be still for one moment, Casimir." N'Doul spoke softly, leaving his cane aside to touch his friend's face with both hands, lightly so. His fingers moved to tie Rubber Soul's hair as it usually was, something he couldn't forget after undoing it a first time. He was strangely careful, almost a little unsure, but the result felt familiar. After so his smile dimmed slightly, more comfortable being close. "There... Please be careful on your way back."

[guidedbyagod]

♟:Patching up a wound

"I said I'm fine." Even with his tone and the frown in his face, the blind man couldn't help but hiss at the sudden pain when the young woman placed the clean cloth over his wound. Rarely any of his victims even had a chance to be face to face with him, but the last guy got lucky, slashing his arm before having his head ripped off.

He refused to thank her so soon though, keeping his head down in embarrassment for being caught and even more to be seen bleeding. It took him a long moment of silence before N'Doul could stop her for a moment, sighing. "If there's... any way I can repay you, just say it."

[guidedbyagod]

nonsexual acts of intimacy - select from the following for my muse to respond to:

♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes

♕: Holding hands

♖: Having their hair washed by your muse

♗: Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse's lap.

♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort

♙: Sharing a bed

♚: Head scratches

♛: Sharing a dessert

♜: Shoulder rubs

♝: Reading a book together

♞: Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which)

♟: Patching up a wound

♤: Taking a bath together

♧: Your muse playing with their hair

♡: Accidentally falling asleep together

♢: Forehead or cheek kisses

♠: Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.

♣: Back scratches

♥: Your muse crying about something

♦: Slow dancing

[caocaowearsprada-deactivated202]

[guidedbyagod]

caocaowearsprada:

n’doul in the stardust crusaders ova cause he’s flawless

[ishi-no-maru]

"Remind me why I should care."

A good question. He couldn’t just come up with some bullshit answer, so he remained silent for a little moment before he rubbed the back of his neck. “Because Dio’ll kill you if you show up back at his doorstep? I don’t know, I can’t tell you to stay here, but I’d really like you to.” Oh, that sounded a little odd didn’t it? A light blush dusted the older man’s cheeks. “I-I mean– I wouldn’t want anything to happen to you because of us.”

[guidedbyagod]

The blind man blinked a few times, worried about the old man’s change of tone. This didn’t make any sense, he wouldn’t want to leave the group after all they’ve been together. Brushing his fingers lightly over Joseph’s beard, he wanted to get his attention fully. “He’ll do the same to you though, so I want to be there. I promised I’d help you through this and I meant it.” 

N’Doul smiles. “I don’t care if I die, but I would never forgive myself if I backed out now.”

[guidedbyagod]

☻ [JUST FUCK ME UP]

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“Most of my sweet memories were buried in the sand. The fire and the pain will now be coming to an end…” 

He smiled, standing before his friend but not daring to move closer. Soon, he’d be leaving to fulfill his task and face the Joestars, so this might be the last time they meet, an odd way to say ‘goodbye’.

[guidedbyagod]

cookingvampire:

He couldn’t bare to divulge any information he knew from his timeline. He survived when others didn’t. Perhaps his friend could do the same? The knot that forms in his gut makes it difficult to reply, eventually he rests his palm against N’doul’s shoulder, gripping tight for a moment. 

“I am sure you will perform to the best of your abilities, and that is all he could ask from you, my friend.”

There’s something in Ice’s voice, something in his touch that sends a chill down the blind man’s spine, though it barely lasts a second. He could only smile at this point, his friend’s words were valuable after all.

“Yes, it’s all I can offer, isn’t it?” He chuckled, “...Do you think you’ll miss me?”

[guidedbyagod]

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“I’ve learned love is like a brick you can build a house or sink a dead body.”

The blind man stopped as he spoke, moving his head up to face the other man. Talking about past problems wasn’t always pleasant, but his conclusion after that terrible experience had to be shared.

[guidedbyagod]

rubbersoulrero:

“We can learn a lot from Judas…I wonder if our fat little Judas will follow the same path after what he did and how to solve it…Repent and forgiveness is rare in these parts even if asks for it.” Rubber said nonchalantly.

“... I trust your judgment most of the time, Casimir. Do you think there’s anything to gain by forgiving him? It won’t make me feel ‘noble’ or better and I don’t care about what he feels anymore. Whatever he does with his life is his problem.”

[guidedbyagod]

☻ :3c

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“I'll let you set the pace, 'cause I'm not thinking straight...”

It might sound like a lousy excuse, especially coming from the grinning stand user, but he still kept both hands over the older man’s chest for support as he giggled between his words. It had been a while since he drank that much, but it was an oddly interesting change to do it with someone else.

[guidedbyagod]

☻

Send me a ☻ for me to post a starter using a line of the song I’m currently listening to.

“I’ve learned love is like a brick you can build a house or sink a dead body.”

The blind man stopped as he spoke, moving his head up to face the other man. Talking about past problems wasn’t always pleasant, but his conclusion after that terrible experience had to be shared.

[guidedbyagod]

☻ [JUST FUCK ME UP]

Send me a ☻ for me to post a starter using a line of the song I'm currently listening to.

“Most of my sweet memories were buried in the sand. The fire and the pain will now be coming to an end...” 

He smiled, standing before his friend but not daring to move closer. Soon, he’d be leaving to fulfill his task and face the Joestars, so this might be the last time they meet, an odd way to say ‘goodbye’.