éclair fair

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[guliskdemir]

its not fair

[thoughtkick]

“It’s funny how you can forget everything except people loving you. Maybe that’s why humans find it so hard getting over love affairs. It’s not the pain they’re getting over, it’s the love.”

— Melina Marchetta

[guliskdemir]

“this is a very fickle and faithless generation.”

-william kidd

[peachy-faery]

you are my peach, you are my plum

[guliskdemir]

10/27/21

I haven’t written in a while, which was a huge mistake to be made. I felt like I never had anything to write which is not something normal for me. I feel like it’s time to come back. To my old self. To re-think. To write my feelings out. That’s what helps me. Having nothing to talk or write about is frustrating. I never really thought about what would happen if my mind was just blocked. I’m just glad to write again. That’s all! 

[shutteredbits]

Daily Motivation 

[guliskdemir]

You don’t have to be perfect, nobody is perfect. You are just doing your best.

[guliskdemir]

Courage does not mean you don’t get afraid. Courage means you don’t let fear stop you.

unknown

[amanita-house]

[guliskdemir]

Beauty.

[guliskdemir]

The way I see it, things don’t always turn out the way you expect them to. Like coming back from vacay and thinking that your life is going to be all fixed up when you come back, a ‘’fresh start’’. Let me tell you, as I am experienced. It will never be fixed. It will never be wiped out completely. Think of it like your life is a wall, and the mistakes you’ve done throughout your life are red paint. A single splash of red for every mistake and everything you regret. Until one day, you decide to cover it all up and ‘’fix it’’. So you take white paint and paint it all white. Will the white paint cover the red up? Even if it does, the red is still underneath. It will always be.

[guliskdemir]

Remain happy, trust yourself. Love yourself.

[guliskdemir]

If you focus on yourself, you grow.

[rihennalately]

[guliskdemir]

Never care what other people think. It’s your life, it’s now or never. Like Frankie said just do it your way. You ain’t gonna live forever.

it’s my life - bon jovi

[guliskdemir]

Greetings! It’s me again, as always. There’s something I want to say. These past couple of weeks have been kind of rough for me. However, this ‘’rough’’ that I’ve been through has taught me a lot. Made me realize that you can’t know anything without actually going through it and trying. Everything you live and experience teaches you a lesson. If you didn’t experience it, would you know how to take caution now? How to react now? Plus, you only live once. Live and experience while you are alive. Let me go grab a cup of tea now. Good luck, take care!

[awakeningthevioletswithin]

Hailstorm

Watercolor and Gouache on Black Paper

2021, 11"x 14"

Purple Plum Blossoms

[guliskdemir]

i will never ever understand how my best friend thinks she is not pretty, never understand no matter how good i am to someone the more i get hurt, never understand why people dont look at me the same way i look at them, never understand why time passes by so fast, never understand why i am never enough.

[guliskdemir]

It doesn’t matter who hurt you, or broke you down, what matters is who made you smile again.

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