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did it ever occur to you, that i’m only human? with a heart that’s stronger than me. what should i do then? when my blood’s turned into mercury. don’t drag me out if i go down. —— BORN 8/16. REBIRTHED 5/17.

#NEW BLOG !!!#moved to here boys

iv decided to restart this blog and move it over to a new one to actually do stuff this summer . its been almost a year that iv been on jesse and just feels nice to start new . while the blog isnt near to done , you can find me here ( @westaim ) !!

#ooc.#thanks to everyone whos been with me so far i still remember my first url and everything #my first promo that was a mess n theme so bad

#ooc tag.#tbd.#fandom: ommg gabes like a father to jesse x3333 he saw him like a son #canon: gabe calling him n ingrate n telling him he was never a good student #me: :*)#jesse didnt want a fatherly figure imao u rly think a 17 year old fresh outta a gang #even after a few years wanted a father figure

thinks about how jesse would never willingly return to route 66 and the amount of trauma it would bring back to him to see deadlock again and be reminded of how he was ripped away from one of the only things he knew. the ideas that deadlock locked into his mind as okay at a young age coming back even after years of therapy and being told how awful all those things were. starting to miss the thing that fucked him up so badly and disassociating for days or weeks.

#ooc tag.#tbd.#deadlock gripped onto him at a young age and fucked him up real good.#yall im sweatin #talk to me about deadlock before i remake this blog.

sublimepoint

#queue tag.

okey by why is there a lazer aim on mccrees gun like what happened to expert marksman jeffery

#ooc tag.#tbd.#like ????#is it jsut to make the gun look cooler #its just to make the gun look cooler #this just in jesse mccree is a fucking cuck

❝ don’t talk like you’re coming back. ❞

six words | accepting

his lips purse together around the cigarette as love speaks , holding it there as iris’s avoid meeting each other . lucios right , but the cowboy wished thoughts had just stayed thoughts . a conversation well needed had been put aside countless times , and so would be again . it would be easier to act as if things were still in that , now all too embarrassing , lovey-dovey phase , at least for him . with an exhale of smoke , solemn look is replaced with forced grin , pushing up from where he sat . pretending nothing had been spoken was easiest . ` we’ll be back in a week or two , pretty sure . ` eyes still looking anywhere but the musician’s face, still wrapped up in bed sheets . ` goin’ to venezuela i think . bring ‘ya some frog souvenir or some shit . `

#riobeats

kamiusings

SHORT STORIES, my favorite kind of poetry ( meme ).

SIX WORDS .

❝ i heard you were doing good. ❞ ❝ you don’t grow your horns overnight. ❞ ❝ i promise, it gets better eventually. ❞ ❝ & we never talked after that. ❞ ❝ am i really, truly, that unlovable? ❞ ❝ don’t talk like you’re coming back. ❞ ❝ my most dangerous habit is trusting. ❞ ❝ we’re made of stars & stories. ❞ ❝ you didn’t have to do that. ❞ ❝ everything is poetry when you’re drunk. ❞ ❝ did i mean anything to you? ❞ ❝ real feelings don’t just go away. ❞ ❝ you came & changed the weather. ❞ ❝ when can you just be mine? ❞ ❝ there was no love, only lust. ❞ ❝ darling, stop wishing on dead stars. ❞ ❝ art is another form of screaming. ❞ ❝ silence is the most painful goodbye. ❞ ❝ what the fuck did you do? ❞ ❝ i’m drunk, dizzy & missing you. ❞ ❝ kiss me like you’re losing me. ❞ ❝ i don’t feel like smiling today. ❞ ❝ not all good people are innocent. ❞ ❝ we’re a disaster in the making. ❞ ❝ some things are better left unsaid. ❞ ❝ we really should’ve talked about it. ❞ ❝ i’m so glad i met you. ❞ ❝ i wish i knew you earlier. ❞ ❝ i fucked (pronoun/name) to our song. ❞ ❝ i dreamed of you this night. ❞

TEN WORDS .

❝ you saw the messed up parts of me, & stayed. ❞ ❝ all i’ve ever wanted was for someone to save me. ❞ ❝ since you left, i have no one to talk to. ❞ ❝ i apologize for the nights in which i cannot breathe. ❞ ❝ everytime i look at you, i want to kiss you. ❞ ❝ we said no strings attached but now we’re in knots. ❞ ❝ there’s a difference between missing someone & missing having someone. ❞ ❝ for which f are you drinking? fuck, forget, or fun? ❞ ❝ my biggest mistake was thinking i could live without (pronoun/name). ❞ ❝ whenever (name/pronoun) rose to kiss me, i fell even more. ❞ ❝ i wish that ‘goodnight’ was followed by ‘i love you’. ❞ ❝ let’s smoke a pack of mentholds & talk about love. ❞ ❝ your deep, sleepy voice makes me feel like i’m okay. ❞ ❝ i read both of our horoscopes looking for an answer ❞ ❝ reality is the absolute last place i want to be. ❞ ❝ i didn’t expect that drunk kiss could mean this much. ❞ ❝ all i need is a late night drive with you. ❞ ❝ feeling pain is nowhere near as terrifying as feeling nothing. ❞ ❝ your eyes are the color of summer fading into autumn. ❞ ❝ you are the warmest home i will ever, ever find. ❞ ❝ the world is less scary when i am with you. ❞ ❝ i still can’t tell which of us was the victim. ❞ ❝ i just need an excuse to hang out with you. ❞ ❝ your expectations for me have been set way too high. ❞ ❝ i don’t want to feel this way about anyone else. ❞

daily reminder that im hetero for lucio.

#crack tag.#ooc as well but i lov my gf kyhxbai #tbd

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My ratings? 99 pace, 99 dribbling, 99 making this look good! PERSONALS DO NOT REBLOG.

#follow my babe kthxbai

* wipes my tears away * thank you jeffery

#ooc tag.#tbd.#IM SO #LIKE #HES NOT EXACTLY BUT LIE K #SO GOOD #SO GOOD MY BOY IM CRYIN

lipeka

Overwatch : Insurrection

#NUT Z #HSDDFSSDKJSDS #thank you jeffery

as much as i want this boy to be happy , i dont think this jesse would of lived to see 30 . own self becoming too reckless and overly confident of himself on missions , trusting own decision over that of gabes and getting a bullet through his skull . even if he had lived to see the fall of overwatch , at that point mccree would have most likely killed himself . entire life he knew having been taken away once more , nothing left of him at this point . believes that he’s lived a good enough life , evaded death far too many times that its finally time to just take the easiest way out .

#ooc tag.#suicide tw #he becomes so dependent on those like gabe and ana #anas death would have killed him having become even more attached to those still there like gabe but #when he turns his back to leave him its #the end of him #jesse becomes so attached to those around him #would just be so angry and lost on what to do with himself that he just #ends it

do you like piña coladas and or getting caught in the rain?

` only ever had a pina colada once or twice. don’t like pineapple all that much but it ain’t the worst . those pina colada flavor lollypops taste like shit though. and don’t understand how anyone could like gettin’ caught in rain. makes ya smell like a wet hound and makes yer shoes squelch . shitty . `

#pistolslang #jesse voice quietly: fuck pina colada lollypops... they trick u

send me questions/shit about jesse . iv been itchin to write this boy again .

#ooc tag.#or literally anything like poppin into my ims #i wanna do shit w dumbie

consider : jesse w a buzzcut when he first joins blackwatch

#ooc tag.#jesse with wild hair thats past his shoulders when hes brought in and thats so tangled and disgusting #gabe forces him to buzz it off #jesse tries to do it himself but just fucks up so gabe sits him down and buzzes his hair for him #just stares in the mirror for a while n pats his hair cus of the texture of his head #boy has to earn that mop of hair #my fav: jesse looking like an actual blackwatch agent for two weeks w buzzcut and the right uniform until he #gets the hat n belt buckle #it all goes down from there

bitchycode

u may think im a horrible person but deep deep in down im even worse

#musings tag tba.

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