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This one was requested by @thrillflysworld and basically it's my version of when gurjin and Rian met again after the carriage rescue.....
Buuuuut I wanted to make it when they have a moment to talk about it and have a heart to heart, so enjoy!
(sorry this is so late!! 😭 I was SO busy!!! 😞)
Also it's in gurjins pov
" = speaking
'Relearned Losses'
It had been a few days after naia and I rescued Rian from the Chamberlain and I couldn't miss the shock on rians face as he saw me again, I don't blame him for it, I thought I was done for as well considering the torture and..... getting drained of some of my essence...
I tried to convince Rian that it was nothing but he saw the way my hands shook, how my breath ran ragged, the way I staggered while walking and he basically forced me to take a rest from everything for a while as my body healed..
But the damage was more than just physical
When I was being drained I was not only losing my essence... I was losing my memories
Small memories such as things from my childhood that didn't have any importance
But as the draining became worse so was the removal of my memories to where I could no longer remember things about myself or my family and worse of all..
I had nearly forgotten about Rian
After one 'interrogation' I forgot his name... and I tried so hard to remember the name of this beautiful stonewood I saw in my remaining castle memories
The reason I remembered his name was when we rescued him and naia said it as we made our presence known.
I've been keeping this to myself to keep him from worrying, he already has enough problems as it is.
"babe?" Speak of the angel, "are you alright? You've been staring out the window for half an hour, come to bed with me" how can I deny going to sleep cuddling my lover?
Walking over to the bed that Rian was laying in, i quickly got myself situated holding Rian and kissing his face as he giggled from how it tickled
Once we settled down I found myself staring at the wall, stuck in my thoughts, when I felt Rians hand come to rest on my cheek, making me look down at him
"dear, is everything okay? You've been so out of it since you and naia rescued me.." my love said with worry in his eyes as he tried to understand what was wrong
At that statement I just couldn't hold it in anymore and started crying, stuffing my face into Rians hair as he whispered affirmations to calm me down
Once I managed to calm down enough to talk without breaking down I told him the truth
I told him about how the general drained me, how it made me lose memories, and how I couldn't remember his name or things about him
In the middle of telling him what had happened I started to break down again and sobbed loudly into his chest as he held me
Once I managed to calm down again Rian gently grabbed my face in between his hands and kissed me, making me momentarily forget why I was crying before
After breaking the kiss Rian looked me in the eyes and pressed his forehead against mine, holding my hand in his, "well how about I share mine"
I was confused for a moment by what he said until I was suddenly pulled into a dreamfast
I watched as memories that had been stolen from me flash in front of my eyes and voices free of misery filled the quiet
beautiful moments between me and Rian pass by and I feel as though I found a piece of myself I hadn't known I lost
As the dreamfast ended I could feel tears running down my face but not from pain
From joy
I held Rian tightly in my arms as we fell asleep knowing that no matter what happens we will always be there for each other
Heres an actual argument I just had with my 4 year old nephew
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Me: (to my sister) maybe he wants another blanket
Me: (to my nephew) do you want a blanket?
*no response*
Me: do you want bacon?
Him: yes!
Me: WE DON'T HAVE ANY BACON!!
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This argument started because he wanted bacon that we. don't. have. I even showed him the bacon-less fridge and that made him have the biggest temper tantrum EVER
We managed to calm him down by giving him an orange just for him to have another tantrum about not watching sonic right away and having to wait for my grandma and sister to finish their show before he could watch his
I hate being an aunt....
side note: the reason why I thought he was asking for a blanket was because he's four with the classic slurred speech four year olds have and I believed we were misunderstanding him...... We weren't......
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: The Dark Crystal (1982), The Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance (TV)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Gurjin/Rian (Dark Crystal), Gurjin & Rian (Dark Crystal)
Characters: Rian (Dark Crystal), Gurjin (Dark Crystal), Naia (Dark Crystal), Laesid (Dark Crystal), Bellanji (Dark Crystal), Pemma (Dark Crystal), Eliona (Dark Crystal)
Additional Tags: Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Forced Marriage, Running Away, Protectiveness, Healthy Relationships, Slow Burn, Past Child Abuse, Secret Relationship, Alternate Universe - Gender Changes, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Royalty, Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, AFAB Rian (Dark crystal), accurate siblings, no skeksis, terrible grandparents, Angst
Series: Part 3 of Alternate au fics
Summary:
A drenchen prince avoiding his responsibilities gets stuck in the rain and takes shelter in a, somehow still standing, treehouse and meets someone who'll change his life forever.
⚠️TW⚠️ THIS FANFICTION DELVES INTO SENSITIVE TOPICS - READ WITH CAUTION!⚠️TW⚠️
Y'all I am so sorry I've not been posting 😭 ive been really busy
But worry not, for me and my friend @nasueaz are working on an au project we are sure you'll love but it will take some time for it to meet both of our standards so I ask that you please wait some more until we show it to yall
