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"WHERE ARE YOU, BEAST?!" Gurjin yelled, holding his sword in both hands, as he crept around the dark temple he was sent to in order to slay the dangerous gorgon that had made previous soldiers not come home
As he turned into a large room he was met with two sights, one he was sorta expecting and the other he wasn't
Statues of previous soldiers lined in a circle, some with their swords about to swing at something and others with expressions gurjin couldn't describe, while in the middle sat a statue of an older man in chains but instead of anger or disgust, the emotion he was expressing was the sight of a man in love
Gurjin quickly raised his sword in prepare for bloodshed upon seeing a creature asleep on the statues lap, the gorgon
His expression softened as he looked at the gorgon closer
They were wearing tattered rags that had clearly seen better days, their skin was a beautiful brown littered with lapis freckles, they were clearly his age, the only odd thing about their appearance was the brunette colored snakes on their head that were sleeping along with their host
In his moment of curiosity gurjin dropped his sword listening in horror as the clang it made upon impacted with the floor echoed against the stone of the walls and statues, the sound jolting the gorgon up from its slumber
He stared as the gorgon lifted its head but was confused when it turned to look away from gurjin, covering their face with their hands as they did
"p-please leave.... I don't want to hurt you!...." They said standing up and backing away into the circle of statues
"hey, wait! I don't want to hurt you either!" Gurjin said, too entranced by this gorgeous creature to realize his reason for being there in the first place
"y-you don't understand! If you look into my eyes you'll turn to stone!" They said as they kept their head down, a few stray tears escaped from their fingers onto the cold stone floor
That information left gurjin curious "is that what happened to.... him?" He asked, looking back at the statue in the middle of the circle
"no.......that's...that's my father......my mother was the one to do it...." The gorgon said approaching the stone man, hugging it as they sat down, "he looked into her eyes right before she was killed by warriors who didn't approve of their love.......I watched, unable to do anything other than hide...." They said looking at their father's stone cold face, turned away from gurjin, who's trying to adjust to this new information
After the initial shock wore off gurjin approached them, placing a hand on the gorgon's shoulder while kneeling down beside them, "well now you can tell me" he stated as the gorgon laid their hand on top of his
A semi-spicy fic for the arranged marriage au by @krabkave
(nothing is graphic and it's not NSFW, gurjin just accidentally sees rian naked after she comes out the bath and has a pansexual panic😁)
" = speaking
' = thoughts
~ = flashback
⚠️TW⚠️ NON-GRAPHIC DESCRIPTION OF NUDITY - IMPLICATIONS OF SH - ISOLATION - PROCEED WITH CAUTION ⚠️TW⚠️
PART FOUR: bathing in moonlight
"Where is he?....." Gurjin mumbled, kicking dirt at the base of a tree he's been waiting by for over an hour
"you know what? I'm going up there" he said as he looked up to rians balcony
After crossing the garden without getting spotted by the guards he made his way up to rians balcony
The curtains were wide open, everything in the room is visible but rian is not in there so gurjin waits on the balcony, believing rian will come from another place in the castle
Rian did not, in fact, come from another place in the castle but from a room connected to his bedroom
And the room was clearly the washroom considering rian came out dripping wet, rubbing his hair with a towel, and with nothing on
Gurjin stared at rian, too flustered and shocked to look away, as water droplets ran down freckled breasts, a scarred stomach and thighs
Soon rian felt gurjins gaze on him and stopped drying his hair to look out the window on to the balcony
When rian saw gurjin her entire face turn a beautiful scarlet color before sprinting into a door right beside the bathroom, most likely the closet considering Rian came out in a pink nightgown
As they opened the door to the balcony rian was repeating several apologies as she approached gurjin, who was still staring at them flustered
All gurjin did when rian approached him was grab their shoulder, gave her a light peck on the lips and quickly climb down from balcony into the woods, leaving rian to overthink the kiss while staring at the woods gurjin just escaped to
rians pronouns change alot because he is genderfluid in my au's (mainly he/him and they/them) and I ask that you pls respect that
' = thoughts
" = speaking
~ = flashback
⚠️TW⚠️ IMPLICATIONS OF SH - IMPLICATIONS OF DEPRESSION - ISOLATION - IMPLICATIONS OF EMOTIONAL NEGLECT/ABUSE - PROCEED WITH CAUTION ⚠️TW⚠️
PART THREE: Promise a Prince(ess)
"I can't believe I'm talking to you right now! It's.....it's like a dream come true....." Rian said after calming down from quietly laughing, caused by some dumbass joke gurjin told, saying as though talking to gurjin is the best thing in her life
"oh, really? Why is that?" Gurjin asked, curious for rians answer to this, looking at rian, who was fidgeting with the lace of his red nightgown
"Well......you're the first person from outside I've talked to since I was young....." They said finally with glassy eyes, looking up at gurjin with a small smile
'what? How am I the the first person he's talked to since she was a child?........' when realization finally hit, it hit like a train, gurjins eyes went wider then dinner plates
"you're the unseen royal....." Gurjin whispered, looking at rian in disbelief
All rian did in response was look down and mumble "indeed, I am..." As a few stray tears fell on his scarred hands folded in their lap
After the initial shock wore off gurjin gently grabbed rians cheek, turning rians head to look at him
"I promise to take you wherever your heart desires when you are ready, and to meet you here at this time until you are" he promised calmly, kissing rians forehead
After gurjins lips left rians forehead she latched onto gurjin and sobbed silently into his tunic, soaking it with their tears
As gurjin held onto rians trembling form he silently vowed to keep his promise, for however long it takes
Gurjins pov in the arranged marriage au by @krabkave
Also rians freckles are blue bc I say so
⚠️TW⚠️ IMPLICATIONS OF SH - PROCEED WITH CAUTION ⚠️TW⚠️
" = speaking
' = thoughts
~ = flashback
PART TWO: songs of sorrow
I can't sleep, I need to take a walk........
In all honesty I don't remember much of my walk, but there's one part I will never forget
When I heard it, that voice, that song filled with sorrow and hope, with love and despair
And without thinking I followed it until I came upon a sight only seen in dreams and fairytales
A somber gelfling sat at the base of a tree, their head was tilted to the ground where their brown and blue waves of hair covered their face
All though their face was covered I was able to see the dark violet, detailed in gold, night gown that went a little past their knees, the white bandages on their hands and the moon light enhancing the glow of their rich, brown, freckled skin of their arms and legs
By thra I would say they were made by the stars themselves
I stood and listened for awhile, enjoying the calm melody coming from this divine being, when I hear their voice break with a sob and turn to see them quietly sobbing, watching as tears fell onto their gown
After a few seconds I gain the courage to ask
"what's wrong?"
They whirled their head to me so fast I was scared they were going to get whiplash, but that worry and fear soon slipped my mind when I saw their face
Glowing Diamond eyes pointed straight at me, blue freckle laced cheeks soaked with tears, their forehead tinted with a lapis shade of blue that blended perfectly with their dark skin, and their plush lips parted slightly in a frozen sob
They were truly the embodiment of beauty itself
After a minute of staring at each other they stood up quickly but immediately stumbled and tripped over a root
In fear of them falling I shoot my arms towards them, grabbing their upperback, stopping them from falling and in a moment of adrenaline, and because I can never take things seriously, i joke
"whoa there, Slow down! Don't want you to get a concussion now, do we?" I say with a laugh, letting them go when I see they can stand without stumbling
I see them cover their face with bandage laced hands, clearly embarrassed
In the want and desire to see their face longer I grab their wrists as gently as possible and uncover their gorgeous face, now painted in a scarlet hue
"I'm gurjin, what's your name beautiful?" I introduce myself as I hold their gentle hands
I see a quick flicker of panic in their expression, its gone so fast it might've been in my head, then in a slightly shaky voice
"rian, my name is rian"
rian.....a perfect name for this ray of moon light
Still holding their hand, I say "well rian, I think you and I will get along" I say, kissing their bandage laced hand
Arranged marriage! Gurjian au made by the lovely @krabkave where rian is royalty (her input) and was born a woman but is genderfluid, mainly masc(my input)
Also anyone else get hella dizzy after standing up too fast😅
This is a multi part series so buckle up! (And it's in first person)
" = speaking
' = thoughts
~ = flashback
⚠️TW⚠️ IMPLICATIONS OF EMOTIONAL NEGLECT - IMPLICATIONS OF SH - ISOLATION - HOMOPHOBIA/TRANSPHOBIA - DEPRESSION - PROCEED WITH CAUTION!! ⚠️TW⚠️
PART ONE: hidden shame
'faceless'
'shy'
'scared'
'unseen'
'A royal hidden in a castle for their safety'
All lies.....
I don't want to be trapped here, I don't want to be isolated from a world I've never been
After mother passed, father ordered for me to never leave the castle gates, told me it was to keep me safe, but in reality it was to hide the shame
To hide me
His daughter? His son? Princess? Prince?
I don't know what I am and he's ashamed of me because I can't figure it out
I used be his little girl, Raine, but it didn't feel right, I didn't want to be just a girl, I wanted to be a boy and a girl
But father wasn't happy with it and soon after mother was gone he prohibited me from leaving and changed any portrait with me in it to just him and mother, saying it was to protect me from assassins but I knew the truth
I soon turned into a ghost in my own home and a myth in my kingdom, gaining the name -unseen royal- by thra
Only having the sliver of freedom that is night in the castle garden, mothers garden, and the will to sing my sorrows for the stars to be rid of the voices that haunt me, by the roots of a tree out of view of any guards
Tonight the voices are so painful, and my wounds from last time have yet to heal, so I sang until my voice broke from unshed tears and I have no choice but to cry through the pain
Through the sound of my sobs I hear a deep voice from behind me, causing me to freeze because instead of whispering snide remarks and insults like the voices in my head this one calmly says
"what's wrong?"
I whip my head around to see a tall drenchen boy around my age, he's wearing a light tunic and trousers, green and brown dreadlocks sit in a messy bun atop his head, his skin is a dark green color with very noticeable muscles underneath and beautiful amber eyes laced with worry and concern pointed towards me
Once I realize I'm staring I quickly stand up but immediately regret it due to the dizziness and blackened vision it causes, making me stumble and trip over a root
As I start to fall I feel him grab my upper back and stand me upright as my vision goes back to normal
"whoa there, slow down! Don't want you to get a concussion now, do we?" The boy says with a laugh as he lets go of my back once I'm able to stand on my own again
i feel my face heat up at his charming laugh and quickly hide my face in my hands
"I'm gurjin, what's your name beautiful?" He says as he gently takes my bandage laced hands and uncovers my face
I don't want to tell him my real name so in a moment of panic I blurt
"rian, my name is rian"
"rian, huh? Well rian, I think you and I will get along" gurjin says as he kisses my bandaged hand, looking at me as if I'm the most wonderous thing he's seen, and I have to agree with him
"holy....." Was all gurjin said as he stared at his love, rian, who was wearing one of the hottest outfits gurjins seen on him
The outfit in question was a pair of black 6 inch high heels, fish net stockings with white socks that went up to his calves, a dark purple mini skirt that is longer at the back and shorter in the front, a tight black crop top that has a heart shaped boob window, a dark green baggy jacket and black fingerless gloves with rainbow bead bracelets covering the wrist part of the gloves, every bit of his outfit showing that gorgeous tanned skin and thick figure
And thra damn did it look hot on rian
"oh, hi dear, is something wrong?" Rian said turning away from the mirror he was looking at, adjusting his skirt, "I thought I could try a new style..... I quite like this, think it suits me, what do you think?" He explained looking at gurjin, who was blushing so much his entire face was red
Without thinking gurjin grabbed rians waist crushing their lips together, smearing rians perfect red lipstick, and rian wrapping his arms around gurjins neck
after a few seconds they broke apart touching their foreheads together just existing in the serene of it
That moment was soon stopped abruptly by rians laughter cutting through the air after he glanced at gurjins mouth
Gurjins lips had crimson red lipstick smeared on them and the surrounding skin with rians looking the same
After some time gurjin started laughing too and they stood, holding eachother, laughing like maniacs
When they calmed down from their laughing fit, gurjin looked at rian and asked "you'll wear more clothes like this in the future, right?"
And a BIG thx to @krabkave for helping me with choosing teris as freckles name in this and the storyline of it also rian is chunky with double D's and presents more feminine in this
⚠️WARNING⚠️ there are a LOT of dark themes in this fic, I added TW's before the cut, if any of these trigger you I advise move on to something else but if you still want to read proceed with caution
Thoughts = '
Speaking = "
Flashback = ~
⚠️TW⚠️ *BODY SHAMING - MENTIONS OF SELF HARM/STARVATION - BULLYING - IMPLICATIONS OF ATTEMPTED SUICIDE - IMPLICATIONS OF DEPRESSION - VOMITING - IMPLICATIONS OF EATING DISORDER - SCARS - PROCEED WITH CAUTION* ⚠️TW⚠️
-Read story below cut-
After a grueling day of training new recruits to fight against the skeksis, teris and rian were relieved to be back in their shared cottage and started getting ready for bed
After teris got done dressing into his sleepwear he got in bed, grabbed the book he's been reading and waited for rian to finish so they could sleep
Close to about 10 minutes since grabbing the book and rian not joining him in bed, teris looked up and spotted rian in front of the mirror, staring at it, unmoving
Putting down his book teris got up and walk up to rian, hugging rian from behind upon approaching, and looked at him in the mirror
Rian was wearing the sleep clothes that teris had gotten him, a pair of blue shorts and a pink, thin strap tank top that started atop his breasts and stopped right above his belly button, showing off rians thighs, thick stomach and some of his gorgeous, scarred, sun kissed skin
It framed his torso beautifully in teris' opinion but the look on rians face showed that he thought otherwise.
And teris knew what that look meant but before he could say anything, rian mumbled something teris never wanted to hear from rians lips again
"maybe I should go on a diet...."
'NONONONONO NOT AGAIN!' teris' mind spiraled as he remembered the last time rian had gone on a *diet*
~rian was sitting on the edge of the bed hunched over a bucket, vomiting pure bile, when the pain of forcing himself to throw up and basically starving himself caused him to faint, fall off the bed and slam both his head and the bucket hard on the wood floor
After rian laid there motionless for about an hour teris came back and froze at the sight of his boyfriend on the floor, unmoving with a tipped over bucket of stomach bile next to him
In mere seconds teris unfroze, quickly but carefully picked up rian and rushed him to the healers tent, where the healer told him that rian had a concussion from the impact with the floor and was severely malnourished
From that day on teris made sure rian was eating normally and put an end to that *diet*~
After snapping out of the memory of that dreadful day, teris gently turned rians head to look at him and said calmly but stern
"absolutely not."
"but-" rian tried but teris cut him off
"no rian, you look perfect as is and do not need a diet. Why are you thinking of starting one?"
That left rian in silence until he looked down at the floor "I heard some of the recruits saying I could *lose a few pounds* and-" a small sob escaped rians throat cutting him off "and I just want to be beautiful...." After admitting that rian broke down sobbing and collapsed onto the floor with teris following him down, collecting rian in his arms as he sobbed, whispering words of affirmation, running his fingers through wavy rich brown locs accompanied by lapis blue ones
After rian had calm down from sobs to sniffles teris gently grabbed rians sun kissed hands and planted small kisses on the thin, pale scars of his wrists saying a variation of "I love you" after each peck
after a few minutes he gently put down rians hands and put one arm under rians knees, another on his back and swiftly lifted him up bringing him to their bed
Upon placing rian in their shared bed he climbed in and started kissing the scars on rians stomach and thighs that were identical to the ones on his wrists, saying more variations of "I love you"
After completing his task he laid down next to rian, bringing him closer, and kissed his forehead mumbling "we should sleep now" pulling up the blanket to cover them both
In a few seconds they were out like a wick, safe in each other's arms
What do you think Rian would think of Orihime's crazy stories? 🤔🤔 (Of like robots & fairies n shit LMAO she gets real into it, maybe she's talking about a book, but her friends act like she tells crazy stories all the time)
He would be SO interested in her stories and he wouldn't interrupt cause he wants to know what happens next and they would just talk for HOURS
Meanwhile their friends are watching the interaction both happy they found a friend that is just as "weird" as they are and curious to when they're going to stop
