dead thing, mute string

if you are viewing this with love in your heart then you may choose to believe me after all. if you are not viewing this with love in your heart nothing i can say will convince you.

[cihuiwugao]

The stage play is performed in whose body.

[cihuiwugao]

[cihuiwugao]

[cihuiwugao]

[cihuiwugao]

[cihuiwugao]

[cihuiwugao]

お兄様

[cihuiwugao]

I realized I got a bit lazy with the background at the bottom, so it’s kind of hard to see. Down there are Rolo Lamperouge and the phone charm.（（；w；

The one who knows everything about you and still loves you, and the one you wanted to protect from the very beginning… could they both be your family?

[pemprika]

enjoying the moon's delicacies 🌙🌴🍹

3 color riso printed in light teal, light lime, and fluorescent orange!

[gyakuken]

朧月の七月三日に恋に落ちた。数年前に。その日から、頭は妄想がいっぱい、いっぱいがあちゃった。でも、人生にその夢みたいな薔薇香り妄想は僕の一つの望みしかあった。

そのぐらい、その片思いはいいよ。それだけは正しい。

(僕の存在みたいの正しい「死」は「一人」の死だ。寂しい死だ。)

でも、何故かその夢の王子は熱っぽい目線に向かった。

目が合ったら僕は魂に見た。僕の魔術は視線呪いだ。それだから、魂の形を変える。僕はヒーラーだけど、ヒールは実は呪いだ。目が合ったら、魂を治せて、魂も殺せる。薔薇の王子様の魂は水海みたいに透明だ。

目が合う特に僕の魂は小さく小さくてなさそう。僕は奴隷だと思い出してる。僕が犬みたいん存在。逆犬 (キャクケン) 。人間の反対な犬。僕は王子様の目が合ったら、ぼくの魂を壊されるそうになる。僕は奴隷。お前は王子。天皇の子。お前は天皇になるおきてる。僕は犬だ。僕は犬。

I fell in love on the third day of the seventh month, under a hazy moon. Several years ago. Since that day, my head has been filled with fantasies. But that dreamlike, rose-scented fantasy was my only desire in life.

This unrequited love is fine, this alone. That much is true.

(The correct "death" for someone like me is a "lonely" death. A lonely death.)

But for some reason, that dream-like prince turned his gaze towards me with passionate eyes.

When our eyes met, I saw his soul. My magic is a curse commanded by the gaze. That's how I can change the shape of a soul. I'm a healer, but my healing is actually a curse. When I meet someone's eyes, I can heal their souls, and I can kill them, too. The rose prince's soul is as transparent as the ocean.

When our eyes meet, my soul seems tiny, almost nonexistent. Then I remember I'm a servant. I'm like a dog. An inverse canid. A dog, which is the opposite of a human. When I make eye contact with the prince, it feels like he's going to destroy my soul. I'm a servant. You are a prince. The emperor's son. You are destined to become emperor. I'm just a dog. I'm merely a dog.

[monster-k1d]

now people can stop asking me to draw antarc /j

[ghosthauni]

“I want to disappear into the sea,

I wonder what is waiting for me there”

[berezabolgarkp33]

[micheline2poke]

Let's go to the sea !! 🌊🌊🏝️

[sadisticssre]

It was a mistake for Sanlang to stay overnight at Xie Lian's temple during their first meeting.. 💕

[dialpaint]

Forever in debt to your priceless advice

[pemprika]

estranged love

in the end, they were always one step behind one another, never fully realizing what they both needed, despite having similar circumstances, conflicts, and desires 🥺💭 how it could have been different... oh someday, somewhere, i hope they'll be able to understand each other 😭

[gyakuken]

a book cover for my bilingual (jp/eng) toxic yaoi magic academy novel im working on. the color change ink is the sailor yurameku series.