As we travelled from one corner of the world to the other, I began to question the validity of my quest. I had been a follower for as long as I could remember, content with the simple life. I remember the day the angel descended, told me that all of my brothers, sisters and my fate was on the other side of the world.
He sent us a leader, a simple man, but one who know how to command. He was perfect for our easy going but large tribe. We had no idea about the nature of travel, of where the strings of fate would take us, but this man had been impassioned by the dream of the gods. He was ready to push us onto our new destiny.
We set off that day, a harsh journey, many of us would not make it. We were not a small group, not by any standards. There were no roads that we could follow, no path that would help us to understand if we were on the right way. Really, we had no idea what we were doing. The man did however.
A few of us tried to leave the path, to give up on our holy quest and start a life anew. It was then that we learnt the treachery of the gods. They gave most of us the power to survive the ordeal placed in front of it, but once we started on this path, we were not allowed to leave.
The simple man who led had not been chosen for his intelligence, his power of persuasion or his knowledge of how maps worked. No, this man had been chosen because he controlled but one thing. Power. If we so much as stepped out of line, the man would summon the hell hounds to keep us in formation. It was a startling discovery and one in which brought question to our journey. Was our fate at the end really a good one?
There were a lot of us and only a few of the masters. We could have likely taken power back had we been smarter, but alas the herd mentality kept us in line. The fact the revolutionaries would disappear bred fear into our hearts. We could not rebel for to do so would mean certain death.
Why had we been chosen, and what had the gods chosen us for. The question has rocked the camp for many moons now. I do not know how many of us have perished, how many more have simply vanished. At that time, I could not truly tell what happens to those the leader does not agree with, but the man seems oddly full when he sets off after they go missing. It made me worried, made us all worried.
What will our fate be at the end of this journey? Will we find a better land at the end, the promised Eden, or are we being led like lambs to the slaughter? The leader confronted us a ways in and like a damned fool he dropped a bombshell on us. He had no idea of our fates either, only that the masters demanded it.
There was a sorrow in his eyes, perhaps fearing for those he had led this far, possibly upon his own fate post journey. I feel if he ever planned to apologise, it would have been hollow, for he cannot pull the wool over my eyes, not like my brothers and sisters. He knows something, I can see the guilt, can feel the weight of his sins pressing down on him.
I took a little bo-peep into his tent a few nights ago. It was the quietest I have ever been, fearful of what would happen if I got caught. The man was asleep. All he had was a book, a map and a compass. The smell of the room was as familiar as it was sickening. I had smelt this in those hot summer days, when my brothers would get burnt by the rays of the sun. I hoped I was wrong, until I saw the leg. This man was eating us, eating those that disbaagreed with him and his orders. He was no man at all, but a demon in disguise.
I have told a few of my closest friends that truth, and we have begun to plot. It must be a small team to pull off this plan, for if the information gets out, we will surely meet our makers. Still we may stand a chance, there are few of them and more of us. When the rebellion starts, we can only hope our brothers and sisters of the flock will join us.
Shaun is still our greatest worry; he is unsure if the path we take is correct. He says maybe the person who is leading us, is still taking us to a better place. I cannot feel upset at his optimism, but as I remind him, if he is willing to eat us, his intentions are probably not the best for our kind.
We are planning for the ultimate baassassination. We have crafted rope from string, worked out the patrol route of the hellhounds, and started to check the map for places to flee too. In my treachery, I have become a wolf in sheepâs clothing. Alas the fact none of us can read a map shows this will not be easy.
The operation has to take place soon. The man who leads us has told us that there is not far to go now. âTwo shakes of a lambâs tailâ he calls it. I donât know if it is a cruel joke or if he really means that time is short, but the implication is clear. Judgement day is nigh.
We strike at the next red skyâs morning- a subtle irony of ours. The man will be off-guard. Even so we know the shear level of difficulty it will be to convince the others to join us on our quest. We hope that the sight of our dead and eaten brethren will be enough to string them along. If not, we will have to spin a yarn and explain of greater pastures elsewhere.
-Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â From the diary of Lady BaaBaa, the great revolutionary who saved thousands of her sheep brethren in the great Ram-page of 1867.










