sometimes i feel so stupid reading character analyses because like. of course gyro is the 30 pieces of silver to johnnyâs judas. how did i not think of that! im a chudâŚâŚ..

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sometimes i feel so stupid reading character analyses because like. of course gyro is the 30 pieces of silver to johnnyâs judas. how did i not think of that! im a chudâŚâŚ..
mutual over on insta requested âgyro w his silly bangsââŚâŚ.. you gotta be more specific!!!! heâs never had non-silly bangs!!!
Gyro Zeppeli, In Godâs Domain (my attempt at an analysis of this wonderfully layered character)
in the context of sugar mountains transaction:
if jesus is jesus
and johnny is judas
then gyro is the 30 pieces of silver.
my friend who hasnât finished sbr but is very invested in the characters asked me, since we were talking about how gyros sacrificial nature made him something of a âchrist-like figureâ (literature-wise), if johnny ever had a moment of betrayal like judas did.
initially i couldnât think of anything, but then, obviously, sugar mountain came to mind. johnny looking away as gyro is taken by the tree. that sentence in itself is a very biblical allegory... however thatâs not gyros choice to be taken.
johnny ends up exchanging the life of christ for something he selfishly values more than it falling into the wrong hands (as well as overshadows his desire to walk). therefore, gyro is the 30 pieces to johnnys judas iscariot, his vice, and human weakness.
and then, during the final d4c fight, gyro flips that around. he makes his choice to become the sacrifice. choosing to be fatally hit rather than let misfortune fall upon lucy, johnny, and strangers he doesnât even know - when he very well could have redirected those attacks.
gyros conflict with trying to control fate ends here. heâs searched for consent to settle his soul, struggled to accept his own shortcomings, and let go of inherited ideologies to find a golden path. the golden path happens to culminate in his own demise; he becomes the detour when he gives himself to the survival of lucy and johnny.
the ball that hit the net - the spaces in between. the coin flip. Godâs domain. fate. gyros lived a life dictated for him. itâs why he brashly reached for control in such a contradictory way to his fathers teachings. tried to predict fate. itâs when he finds the space between, using his ancestral knowledge of the spin to attain ballbreaker, yet using it for his own, unclouded purpose, that he truly puts himself at the mercy and at the helm of Godâs domain.
although at any time he could have escaped, gyros willingness to suffer and die at the hand of someone who (wrongly) claims a same unclouded doctrine, means that gyro is truly the one who controlled the situation, not valentine. the free will he exercised, as the one who gave johnny a final teaching, means that he found his place as a mentor, friend, spin master, and savior of multiple people, including people he didnât know - and ultimately gave johnny what it took to defeat valentine. johnnys dead-shot, coldly calculating determination against valentines redirected, entitled chaos. forcing open that space inbetween, the space only valentine inhabited.
itâs why i think gyros story couldnât have ended any differently. it requires him coming to those final moments to truly see himself as himself. his death is so quiet and beautiful that itâs almost gentle, ending gracefully, claimed by water. and he even says, if thatâs how it has to be, heâs ok with it. heâs those thirty pieces of silver returned, another transaction, gifting johnny with a new kind of life.
this is something iâve been musing on for a while. gyros certainly not a perfect man, heâs not even all that nice. but his combined distaste for authority, spirit of service, and overall kind soul.. i donât think itâs crazy to analyze him as a âchrist-likeâ figure. in the end, that part doesnât even matter as much to me as simply gyros richly detailed individual storyline. johnnys character growth is inspiring and relatable, but gyros is utterly fascinating.
iâm writing this at 3am trying not to forget what i talked about with my friend, so hopefully itâs coherent and not too scattered. i may have strayed from my initial thesis but i think i got my thoughts down. if you read to the end, thanks for reading!!
if you tell a trans woman she is "enforcing passing culture" by wanting to pass and expressing it i honestly hope nothing good happens in your life ever after that
Crazy that once I'm passing and starting to feel good about myself, fake allies are trying to tell me that being bricked tf out is actually the best.
This is why I'll never shut up about the part of Whipping Girl where Serano says we gotta stop calling it "passing." It pretty directly accuses us of 'hiding' or 'fooling people into thinking we're women.' We aren't "passing as women," we are women, we're being correctly gendered as women. When people deride us for "passing", they're blatantly saying that they don't think we're women. Afterall, nobody says cis women "pass as women" when they're correctly gendered as women.
and what the fuck is wrong with the both of them. like in general
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if kissing the night sky, could the spin and the star ignite a supernova?..
âactually gyro should have a very small dick because thatâs more interesting âď¸đ¤ why should the bigger guy always have the bigger dick? why not be subversive?âď¸đ¤â kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills you kills
fuck everything. whats the media people ASSUME youre into. what are people surprised that you havent watched/played/whatever
so. due to a Terrible Side Effect, i had to dive headfirst into investigating some underlying health issues, and the more i uncover the more miserable i get. i didnât think it could get this bad, i honestly donât know what i thought, but then i saw the results of the first round of bloodwork and realized the values i have were four times higher than normal, so much so that itâs even out of range for the specific issues i might have right now.
i have another round of bloodwork tomorrow morning, while my arm is still heavily bruised from the last one, i have a specialist appointment next week and two MRIs booked for September. a lot of this out of pocket because of urgency and the fact that itâs almost august.
the root cause could be anything from a tumor in my brain to cysts in various places of my body, an autoimmune disease, or a combination of these. itâs (probably) nothing fatal, at least my gp told me so, but sheâs not a specialist. she was very kind at least to help me start the process of referral to a gender clinic, but she was also very honest about the fact that before i even THINK of getting on T i need to figure out why my body is producing every hormone possible at levels so out of whack that itâs almost like i donât have a thyroid anymore.
i have started a very bland medication this morning just to put a bandaid on it before my specialist visit next week. i havenât fully grasped what is happening to me yet. i wouldnât say that im scared just yet, but i do feel the fear sneaking in creeping in and starting to whisper in my ear. but i have to get up go to work and pretend that everything will be fine until the results come in, and then i will be able to freak out.
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