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As her breathing remained rapid, vision clouded and dark, Hadley stumbled her way down the hallway from her room. She needed to be outside, in the fresh air. Somewhere Parker wouldn't find her. With a cigarette hanging between her lips, she lit it once she had escaped the confines of the facility. "G-Get off of m-me," she yelped, feeling hands on her from behind. "Pa-Parker get o-off!"

#elstarter #she had a nightmare yep

text;; everyone

hadley: its kind of really super fucking cold out

hadley: anyone wanna bring me a blanket?

#she spends her slepless nights on the roof not sorry #im also too tired for max's bullshit

jaymcadams

How does that make you irresponsible?

hadley-jae

Apparently, allowing a boy to dictate your happiness is frowned upon and extremely irresponsible. I say they haven't heart Matty's voice, nor have they met you.

#shes flirting w him what is this #shes such a flirt i love her

jaycemarwick-deactivated2015020

How come? I know who he is, I swear…I just…why? You don’t have to answer.

hadley-jae

He's got the greatest voice. I dunno why I love it so much, but when Matty goes acoustic, he makes me melt.

#i need a matty fc so bad but #effort

Matt Healy is actually my lifeline and you can't tell me how irresponsible I am for saying that!

#me me me me me same #elstarter

jaymcadams

"It’s just another year that we’re all closer to dying. That’s a morbid thing to say, though." He squeezed her hand as he felt it slide into his. "I tell you about it one day." He stamped out the butt underneath his shoe. He looked down at her with an bright smile. "The clock keeps ticking and nothing changes. The fireworks go off and nothing changes. People are kissing in the streets of New York and still nothing has changed." He sighed, running his hand through her hair.

hadley-jae

Hadley couldn't help but smile as he held her hand tight. "I dunno, the kissing part is fun. If you're kissing someone nice and handsome," she nudged his side carefully, letting out a small giggle. "Speaking of which—where's my new years kiss?" She faked a pout as she sat up, carefully climbing into his lap to keep herself warm. "I didn't even get one!"

#i know youve probably texted me but i cant find my phone

decprice-deactivated20150723

"I think, sometimes it's comforting to think of this as a new start." Declan shrugged, arms crossing over his chest. "But I'm with you. New year doesn't mean shit to me. I'm still still the same fuck up I was yesterday."

hadley-jae

She smiled, turning her head to blow out her smoke before returning the cigarette to her lips in the same breath. "It's just another year. Another chance to make a billion and one mistakes."

jaymcadams

"My mom used to talk about how it always felt like a huge weight was lifted off her shoulders every single time that clock struck twelve." He laughed to himself and flicked his ashes towards the ground. "As I kid I believed it. Then the accident happened and every year after that felt the same." He placed the cigarette back between his lips and took a long drag. "People act like they’re going to completely change within 24 hours and I find it a bit hilarious. It’s just another day in my book."

hadley-jae

Hadley watched him carefully, memorizing the words as they formed at his lips. "It only signifies another year we age," she started, her hand still in his after reaching for it at the mention of his accident. Carrefully, Hadley flicked the ashes away from the both of them, turning so her head was in his lap, looking up at him. "It's a change, but personal change takes time. Over the course of a year, yes, people may change..and maybe that's why some people really love new years, but, you can't change at a snap of a finger. It's impossible."

#he makes her heart ache when he talks about the accident and she doesnt even know the story

"I guess once you age passed ten, you realize how silly staying up until midnight is," Hadley laughed. She had a cigarette hanging between her lips as she laid back, bundled up in layers against the cold. "Especially when you've reached the age when your thoughts keep you up well passed midnight on a regular basis. Then, it's pretty silly. 11:59 rolls around and you're sad, but once midnight hits on 2015, you're still there in the same spot. Still so damn sad. Still so damn trapped by this place."

#elstarter

jaymcadams

"I’m not the best cook so I just made some sandwiches. People do that a picnics right?" He stepped towards her and wrapped his arms around her waist. "I thought this might make up for when I didn’t show up last time." He said, looking down at her. He kissed the top of her head. "Do you want to sit down?" he asked.

hadley-jae

Her arms found their way around him, holding him closer for warmth. Taking the first move, Hadley pulled Jay down carefully as she sat. "I think it's perfect, sweet and oh so very thoughtful," she gushed, curling comfortably into his side. "Thank you. So much," Hadley giggled, leaning up to press a kiss to his cheek.

#she'll take small bites and she'll keep him happy #she'll just 'please dont leave me alone tonight' so she doesnt throw it up

jaymcadams

His hands were shaking so much that he had to grip the hem of his jacket in his hands. He hadn’t been on a date since the accident, and he was finally getting the chance. Jay had a blanket, some pillows, and a picnic basket set up in the middle of the roof. He lit a few candles around the area he had set up as it was slowly getting dark. At the sound of the door opening, he jumped and turned to see Hadley.

hadley-jae

Hadley watched him for a moment from the doorway, a fond smile on her face. He'd taken the time and effort of setting something so thoughtful up..just for her. When Jay jumped, the girl frowned for a moment, but quickly turned it back into a smile. "Jay," she grinned, pulling her sweater tighter. "This is..This is so lovely."