Pocket Full of Sunshine

Han Haebin — 한해빈. Age 21. “Truth and reality hurt, but you need to accept it for what it is.” SNG 014 DNC 005 RAP 001 CHR 016 CRT 005 DBT 000

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pink with ruffles.

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chaeyoung covered her mouth to mask out the giggle that broke out at the response to her earlier question. she wasn’t sure if anyone was ever going for such a look, but it sure was something interesting. “ah i don’t think you should dress like that then. let your personality show it more than the clothes, yeah?” the younger woman crossed her legs over, leaning on her knees while taking in the image once more.

it was always true, that her facial expressions were like an open book, easy to read if she was around those who gained her trust. and not everyone had some kind of magic eye when it came to dressing, chaeyoung once grew into this weird lifestyle of her’s, using fashion as a way to break free from her parents while breaking their bank accounts as a way to get back at them. call her spoiled if you will, but she would never rub her backstory in someone’s face; nobody even knew about her parents after all. 

“i think bigger breast cause unnecessary stress.” she paused, head tilting as she took in her own words. only to laugh at how it rhymed before speaking again. “embrace them! they won’t do you any harm, not any more than that shirt. it’s taking away from your face, too much is going on and the attention is definitely in the wrong spot.” since when was she a fashion mentor? was it when she and jaewon started working together to make statements or just the small amount of bluntness she carried around with her lately? it was all still a mystery. 

chaeyoung bounced up on her feet, moving closer to her friend as she felt the ruffles underneath her fingertips. pursing her lips in thought, only to place both hands on haebin’s shoulder and resting her chin on tanned knuckles. “the skirt is a yes, but the shirt has to go because like i said before; it’s way too much and draws attention to the wrong thing.” 

She just sighed, looking at her outfit and honestly having no idea what to do next while wishing she had normal taste in fashion. Haebin really needs to start taking more tips or even look up some Youtube videos to make things work because right now she still wants the ruffles. She turned to Chaeyoung with a big grin on her face since the breasts stress rhythm was too damn funny.

Even so, Haebin was not going to ignore Chaeyoung and her words of wisdom. A hand went up to her face, touching her cheeks and then to the ruffle of a shirt knowing oh so well the other was right. “Yeah okay... It needs to go.” She had a pout on her face putting it back on the rack. 

“Okay! So what would you recommend to go with the shirt? Because obviously I’m stuck in the 80′s, a time I wasn’t even born in.” She knew Chaeyoung was just being the good friend she is and helping her out but going shopping for one outfit should not be this hard. 

Haebin leaned a bit back with the side of her head touching the other’s hand and just whined for about ten seconds. “Master... Help me. I don’t know what would look cute and I don’t wanna grow old in this store.” If needed she will pull out the puppy eyes and work the magic, “I need your guidance wise one.”

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I’m so sorry I have been M.I.A. Tomorrow I will kick my butt into gear and get replies done and other things promise!

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「 warm heart? 」

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rkhyunjae‌:

honestly jaehyun knew his actions would get him into trouble, especially disrespecting the seniors like this. however that was something he didn’t really care about, even if he disrespected them– he was somewhat of an infamous character either way. his father being alumni– the rumors of him potentially representing korea in the upcoming years. even if he rubbed them the wrong way– there was nothing they could do.

jaehyun made sure to stick by haebin’s side as they walked, feeling the glares in his back as he covered for the older female. turning his head he just smirked at the males, dmfounded they yelled some profanities at them… at him especially, before running away.

“ah,” he turned his head back as the female thanked him, jaehyun nodded at her– he had stopped using his facade around the volleyball team. however he didn’t want to let any of them close either, “no problem, if anything happened to you i think both joohyuk and kikwang would beat them up… i’d rather they don’t.”

She shook her head at Jaehyun’s words because it was probably true and that wasn’t something the team would need. “That’s true.”

They both weren’t very chatty with each other but then Haebin remembered what she was grabbing, pulling out some documents from her small pile, “I had to get grade reports and also the lineup for the practice games this weekend. Some of the players need to get their grades up or they won’t play.” It really worried her that some of the guys won’t be able to play and maybe they will actually listen and get their grades up.

“For someone who is super quiet I’m surprised Joohyuk and Kikwang have practically adopted you. Though you are a talented player anyway. Probably why they never leave you alone.” Giving the younger a big smile. Haebin was really just trying to get a rise out of him with her compliments as they walked back to the gym seeing that he is never harsh with her like he is with his teammates. 

It was a shame they weren’t in the same years.

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dance off.

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jisunrk‌:

as much as she tried to keep herself busy and studious, jisun couldn’t help but jump at haebin’s offer to accompany her to the market. after a high time after the holiday season of continuous ‘ treating herself ‘ she was back to looking at things with wide eyes, checking the price tag and running off without a second thought but at least she could treat herself to looking. but when they came across the chance to get something for free, she couldn’t help but jump at the opportunity with haebin – after all, everything always felt better when it was free ( or at least when jisun wasn’t paying ).

“of course we should!” she beamed, or at least she was until haebin was actually called out for it, flushing pink. it wasn’t as if jisun was against the idea, most of her was jumping at the chance for the prize but then again, she wasn’t exactly the most outgoing person in the bunch. “if you do it with me,” jisun nodded, looking at her for confirmation – if she had someone at least looking stupid next to her it wouldn’t be so bad, right? inching towards the small stage area, “i just hope no one else ever sees any evidence of us doing this – i’m the worst dancer, you’ve got my apology now if i step on your toes.”

“Bless it’s just us two.” Haebin was glad at this point now since it was Jisun with her and not any of her other friends who would be pulling out their phones by now. They both went up standing side by side with the small crowd and the employee of the establishment talking about their current deals if you purchases over 50,000 won. Guess it was a clothing store of some kind. Not like it mattered to them since they were in it for the movie tickets.

“Alright young ladies! You ready for the dance off of your life? Whatever song is next you gotta out-dance each other. Bonus points if you know some of the dance moves. This is the next track!”

Haebin was more than ready but the moment she heard the song her face went red. It’s been years since she heard this song since it was popular during her high school days. And it was all over the place that even she knew it by heart, and still does at least a little bit. Lord this is gonna be embarrassing. Even so, this was for the sake of movie tickets, win or lose. The first beats were already going and by now she had her knees apart in the funky fashion with adding a bit of hip shaking. Honestly she looked like a constipated penguin but she still went for it even singing the iconic lyrics and really feeling like a five year old. “You wish you had my moves!” smiling toward Jisun with her hands up as if she was calling upon the power rangers.

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What holds you back from achieving your full potential?

HonestyHour — CLOSED!

“My hesitation and fear of failing, hands down. I’ve already failed countless times and I’m worried that if I take another step I’ll meet with failure again and I’ll crack. Like right now I’m trying to figure out what I’m going to do with my future but… I’m hardly doing anything other hand thinking about possibilities that could end good or bad. Sighs.”

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kinda sorta unnie.

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rksoojung‌:

        chinese sounds good. so does fried chicken. which leaves soojung on a cliffhanger of indecision, “umm.” she’s sitting on the couch comfortably, still contemplating on what she should get until a good five minute passes by, she comes to a final decision. “what about some fried chicken? i could use some korean fried chicken.” not to be confused with kfc, an american chain for chicken which she doesn’t like much. “sorry, i’m not too keen on what to get because everything just sounds good to me.” she shrugs her shoulders nonchatantly.

        another sense of hesitation comes from the ice princess, with her nature to be blunt but trying to suppress it, especially right in front of haebin is so hard. “well.. i.. guess.. sort of, kind of.” she trails off her sentences, leaving the fact that she is lying quite obvious. “really not.” her tone more on the sarcastic side, a signature of her humour.

        the fact that haebin is such a caring soul melts the ice princess’ cold heart, “thank you. i appreciate it.” she believes in the young girl’s words. more than often not, too many people have left her with false promises which led to soojung’s cynicism, “i trust you.” 

A warm smile crept om her face, fried chicken it is. She had an idea what to order when browsing over the menu and thought a whole chicken would be enough for them both. “Don’t worry I know what to order for us.”

It was easy to call up and place a delivery, getting a while piece chicken was all needed since anything else wanted was in her fridge. While Haebin was on the phone, she would side eye Soojung. Not in the menacing manner but listening to her and happening to pick at what she was saying. Her brow arched, giving the other a look of “oh really?” while asking for a set of wings on the phone.

Haebin isn’t one to be nosy but sometimes she just wants Soojung to know that she is there to be an ear for her troubles. It’s known that the other has a tough exterior but she will order all the chicken she told to for her. The call was done and their chicken would be there soon. With a nudge to the shoulder Haebin got up to grab some drinks from the fridge, “I trust you too. I just worry.”

She spoke from the kitchen, grabbing a soda, tea and heading back with setting both on the counter, “Does this mean I get a hint on what’s up? Or shall I start going through Netflix? Let’s watch a documentary on oceans!” Haebin spoke with a overly sarcastic tone that had it hard for her to hold in her laughing.

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if anyone would like a question for honest hour please like this cuz idk who i sent and who i didn’t OTL. also i know some people are done with them and i dont wanna send accidentally~

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do you think we can ever go back to the way things were?

HonestyHour — accepting!

“I think so. Sure things are kinda weird with us and everyone but it’s not like we ignore each other. We are still children, young and dumb. I would wish for everything to go back no normal just right now we can’t. It’s won’t be like this forever just things take time. Noona still loves you!!”

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❪ Q! ❫ everyone that means something to you in this world has left you, but you have one wish to bring one person back -- who would it be?

HonestyHour — accepting!

“I uh… fuck. I hope no one feels bad about this but I would bring my dad back. I love everyone but he is my dad. He really has been my rock and just there for me constantly. I would never want to lose him to be honest and going through almost losing him once was not the business.”

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if anyone would like a question for honest hour please like this cuz idk who i sent and who i didn’t OTL. also i know some people are done with them and i dont wanna send accidentally~

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what is your pokemon dream team?

HonestyHour — accepting!

“Oh! I know this! Okay so my dream team would be Pangoro, Skitty,Gardevoir, Vileplume, Salazzle and Aegislash! God I love pokemon so much.”

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SuperStar KT Auditions ! han haebin —  chosen script ( 0:00 - 0:15 )

Date: February 22nd, 2019

It was the early morning and Haebin was tired but with a cup of coffee in hand as she made her way to Yongsan on the metro. She was lucky to leave just before rush hour to have a seat open and just breath easy. This was the first time to ever go to an audition in general. Haebin has signed up just for the hell of it and now she is a step closer to be part of a commercial for KT’s new app. Of course its a slim chance but just having the opportunity is enough to have just a nudge into a good direction. The script wasn’t too hard to remember but she knew just memorizing it wouldn’t get the part. 

After dodging through people heading for work she arrived at 8:00am. It wasn’t in her nature to take her sweet time, this was important. She went to the destination and went up to the receptionist with the proper information. It seemed she wasn’t the only one who came first thing and went to sit among them. Haebin didn’t really talk to anyone around, just gave a few hellos while she waited to be called next. It didn’t take too long to be called and directed to a small room where two individuals sat with a camera in the middle of them. She knew what needed to be done but it didn’t mean she couldn’t be a little nervous. Whether she does well or not, right now she just need show her lovely face and act out the script the best she can.It was going to be a bit weird acting out the actions but nothing too crazy.

“My name is Han Haebin and I’d like to thank you for this opportunity.” She smile was kept soft and then moved onto the acting out the script. 15 seconds felt a lot longer than the time actually was. Showing the shy side of her was not something she was use to even if it was being acted out but if one thing she was confident about was her smile since it was natural for her. Acting as if she were picking grapes and then talking to the camera was hard not to giggle but just channeled that positive energy to her body and relax a bit. As long as if felt it was over the moment after she whisked her hand in a circle motion and held her finger in the air giving off as much subtle aegyo as she could.

Simple and clean, the audition was done. She said thank you one more time and headed out of the room. Haebin wasn’t as nervous as she thought in the beginning and if anything, it was actually pretty fun. Of course Haebin wasn’t going to expect much but was glad she did this in the first place. It would be nice to get picked but hey, she wouldn’t have gone anywhere if she didn’t try.

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which convex member do you think is the hottest?

HonestyHour — accepting!

“Is it okay if I have two? Even though I’m just a casual fan I really think Jinki and Lay ar the hottest. I really like how Jinki sounds and when Lay dances which just adds to their handsomeness. I really hope they become successful I’m excited to see them how they transform and all that jazz in convex.”

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and what would happen if kikwang confessed to you?

HonestyHour — accepting!

“Pft! You so funny! Like that would ever happen. I am taking those feelings to my grave if I have too. Wouldn’t be that hard not so say anything since I made my decision no to say a word about it ever. If it means not accepting his feelings so be it.”

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"Why do you put up with all the shit I put you through?"

HonestyHour — accepting!

“We have been friends for years. You were with me when I was dealing with my dad’s accident, when I decided not to go to university. We been through hell by our own doing but it doesn’t mean I’ll ever just toss you aside. Besides I don’t want to search for new best friends.”

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Will you ever tell Kikwang how you truly feel about him?

HonestyHour — accepting!

“Probably not. I treasure our friendship too much. I know he doesn’t even swing that way so what’s the point of telling him. Besides I’m currently in the process of trying to get rid of these feelings so I’m not so damn moppy all the time. I would like to move on and go on dates without thinking about him.”

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What two questions would you ask to get the most information about who a person truly is?

HonestyHour — accepting!

“Ummm let me think for a second. First question would be; What are their plans for their individual future? Second question; Do they feel like they belong in this current timeline? Anyone could answer these with short answer or a lengthy explanation.”