No Blood, No Bone, No Ash

Hello i’m 22. I like being creative. My inbox is always open

[umujacha]

fef sakura except…ccs 

[rowletchespin]

Guys I need help

Hello, So I know there are a lot of these posts out there and I don’t blame you for being tired of them.

So I’m currently working a retail job and living in my friend’s living room, I sleep on their couch. I was living under an abusive single mother and she kicked me out of the house for not staying at home one weekend I was supposed to go on a trip she knew of months in advance.

I recently took a job as a sales person to try and move out of my friend’s into my own place but that didn’t work. I ended up losing all of the money i had saved from the retail work on trasportation to get to this place and I walked out with nothing. Outside Sales employers are not legally obligated to pay you base if you can’t meet production abd I didn’t make enough to sustain the cost of trasportation.

So now, I don’t have money to buy food or get to my other job. I ended up walking home tonight, about an hour walk home after 10pm, on an emoty stomach, and my bank account is overdrawn thanks to Lyft, (I can’t drive because of my vision)

So I know this is probably a lot to ask but if you could help me, even if it’s just a few cents, honestly, anything helps. My friend’s been kind enough to share some of their food but i still have to walk back alone at night and i’ve gotten creepy strangers offering rides.

Here’s a link to where you can donate.

https://paypal.me/pools/c/854aj3NzCw

I just need some money to hold me over until my next paycheck in two weeks. I understand if you don’t have anything but please reblog.

If you have any questions do not hesitate to PM me.

[rowletchespin]

If you want to treat this like a loan I can even repay you when I get things squared away. I swear to you this is legit and a matter of safety more so than anything else.

Please please PLEASE reblog it would really help.

[hagakureess]

So I honestky have no idea how posts like this make it to thousands of notes but PLEASE help my friend. It’s NOT SAFE to be alone at night or to not have any food so for the love of whatever God you believe in reblog and/or donate. Please.

[daddyschlongleg]

sometimes I forget how much I love Dragon Age … :U  and then it smacks me right in the feels

[avoidantproblem]

over-explaining everything because you’re scared of not making sense or people thinking you’re stupid

[wildwood-faun]

the thrilling sequel: under-explaining everything because you’re afraid of being seen as a rambling mess

[princeheathen]

the stunning conclusion: wildly varying between both based off the most recent way you’ve fucked up 

[sapphiccore]

i love seeing best friends goofing around in public. i love seeing couples laughing together. i love seeing little kids walking hand in hand with their parents. i love seeing dogs running happily back to their owners. i love seeing closeness and positive relationships, and knowing all that love is out there

[marauders4evr]

Friendly reminder that Vincent van Gogh willingly checked himself into an asylum so that he could get better, resulting in him creating some of the most iconic paintings of his entire career, done in the asylum, when he was being treated 24/7, because he finally didn’t have to struggle with his demons and could instead focus on his muse, WHICH WERE TWO DIFFERENT THINGS!

Remember this little insignificant painting?

How about this one?

Check this one out:

All of these and more were painted in the asylum when he was receiving treatment for his mental illnesses and I know I just said that but I said it again and I’m saying it a third time until you dramatic abled assholes understand!

VINCENT VAN GOGH

- KNEW THAT HE WAS MENTALLY ILL

- WANTED TO CHANGE THAT

- WENT TO AN ASYLUM

- GOT THE HELP HE NEEDED

- PAINTED SOME ICONIC MASTERPIECES AS A RESULT!

SO DON’T YOU DARE COME OUT HERE WITH THIS, “I WISH I WAS DEPRESSED SO I COULD BE AS CREATIVE AS VAN GOGH” BULLSHIT BECAUSE EVEN HE KNEW THAT HIS DEMONS WERE HARMING HIS WORK, AND MORE IMPORTANTLY, HIS HEALTH, AND HE DID EVERYTHING WITHIN HIS POWER TO FIGHT THEM EVERY SINGLE DAY OF HIS LIFE, UNTIL THEY ENDED UP WINNING! 

[asexualmew]

This is also incredibly important for any creative persons dealing with mental illness, and their parents.

Receiving mental help improves your craft, not hurt it. Before getting put on medication for the first time to treat my mental illnesses, my mom expressed to me how she’s worried about my getting treatment because of my art. Regardless, your mental health should be more important anyway, but, honestly, it’s a lot harder to produce good art when you struggle getting out of bed, let alone creating masterpieces. When you’re in more health, improving your craft comes much easier!

[grandparomeaskblog]

Personally I think the most beautifull painting of him was this one:

He made it when he heard about the birth of his nephew who was named after him. Still in the asylum but really happy for his brother! “How glad I was when the news came… I should have greatly preferred him to call the boy after Father, of whom I have been thinking so much these days, instead of after me; but seeing it has now been done, I started right away to make a picture for him, to hang in their bedroom, big branches of white almond blossom against a blue sky.”

[justasillynerd]

Oh I have sucb rants about how “good” art comes while suffering.

No.

look at me.

The idea of the “suffering artist” comes from bunch of alcholic, drug abusing, womanizers trying to justify their bad life choices as some sort of artistic angst.

IT IS 100% BULLSHIT

Take your meds, get your therapy, be happy, and live life

The art will be there.

[magicianmew]

Kill the myth that artists must suffer.

[muck-raker-deactivated20181222]

“of van gogh had anti depressants maybe he wouldn’t have painted like he did” if van gogh had antidepressants maybe he would have lived longer and painted MORE

[willowenigma]

I have realized that Steve Rogers would have gone into the ice after The Hobbit was printed but before The Lord of the Rings was released and now all I want is him finding out about The Lord of the Rings and being so excited because “Wait, you mean there’s a sequel?!”

[willowenigma]

please please please just imagine the following:

Steve reads The Hobbit in the 30s/40s. Maybe Bucky saves up and buys it for him one year for his birthday. Maybe he picks up a copy while on the USO tour. Maybe Peggy lends it to him.

He reads it. He loves it. He goes into the ice.

He wakes up and rereading it crosses his mind but “It’s an old book now, no one’s probably heard of it.” and there are so many new things to read that it gets pushed aside.

(Or maybe he knows that they’re making The Hobbit into a movie and he’s so happy about that but he doesn’t really read into it, you know? It’s going to be a movie, that’s good enough for him. He doesn’t watch interviews, he doesn’t read articles- he hears about The Lord of the Rings, of course, but no one ever makes the connection for him.)

(“I’ll reread The Hobbit before the movies come out,” but there’s still so many new things that it still gets pushed aside.)

Someone (Nat or Sam, in a hotel somewhere while they’re looking for Bucky, or Bruce in the Tower, or whoever) flips through channels and puts on The Lord of the Rings movies and Steve is only half paying attention. Maybe he’s sketching. Maybe he’s reading reports. Who knows.

Then he hears “hobbits” and it catches his attention because wait, is that…? But this isn’t The Hobbit, he doesn’t know this story, but he’s invested now and he’s watching a little bit more.

Gandalf appears, and Bilbo, and wait he definitely knows these characters what’s going on, what’s happening here, what story is this?

“Well, yeah, it’s The Lord of the Rings, it’s the sequel to The Hobbit-”

“He wrote a sequel? There’s a sequel!?”

“…there’s technically a prequel too, mostly put together by his son, but-”

“HOW MANY MORE BOOKS ARE THERE?”

“…three in The Lord of the Rings, plus the Silmarillion, and a lot of history/meta stuff too…”

“I WANT TO READ THEM ALL.”

Steve does read them all. 

(There’s a moment of loud indignation when he reads about the riddle game because “It didn’t happen like that!” He has to have the changes explained, and then it’s the funniest thing in the world to him.)

Please just imagine Steve Rogers in his office at the compound with a tiny book shelf that’s just full of copies of all of Tolkien’s works. And tucked in a corner is a first-edition copy of The Hobbit that Tony bought for him, and Steve knows that it has to be ridiculously expensive but he dosen’t care, because it’s almost exactly like the copy he used to have. And even though he knows he probably shouldn’t handle it too much, sometimes he picks it up and rereads the riddle game scene. (The original is still better, in his opinion.)

[willowenigma]

But please also imagine Steve reading, specifically, The Return of the King.

Steve reading about Frodo and Sam nearly dying on the slopes of Mount Doom, saving the world by the skin of their teeth, and it’s exactly the epic fantasy ending he was expecting. Aragorn marries Arwen, and the hobbits are heroes, and everything is right in the world.

And then they go back to the Shire.

They go through literal war, and they try to go home… but it’s not home. It’s been ravaged by the war, by technology, and “in your heart you begin to understand: there is no going back.”

And Frodo sails. Frodo sails, and even though you know that Sam still has Merry and Pippin, look at what he’s lost. He lost Frodo, he lost Gandalf, he lost the innocence of the Shire. And Sam is left behind, left to return home to his wife and family alone, and its an awful, terrible moment, that moment when you’re confronted with the reality that “We set out to save the Shire, Sam. And it has been saved, but not for me,” that winning the war can mean losing in other ways, that sometimes you don’t get your happy ending-

But that’s not the ending you’re left with. Because the last line of the book is “Well, I’m back.” and Steve, sitting in his apartment, surrounding by a future that never expected to see, that he understands and embraces but still sometimes doesn’t feel like his own world- Steve sits back, and sets the book down, and innately understands Sam’s feeling of pushing forward and finding happiness even in the light of a great personal loss. Steve has literally lived through his own Scouring of the Shire, has tried to go home only to realize that there is no going back, Steve would have every reason in the world to be Frodo and to decide to step back and find his own peace because damnit, he deserves that.

But Steve isn’t Frodo, Steve is Sam, Steve is the stouthearted and steadfast and he keeps moving forward, because he gets home and doesn’t just see the broken edges of the world- he also sees the pieces that got put back together. He sees everything he survived, and everything that the people around him survived, and when he finishes reading that book and sets it down he looks around his apartment and realizes for the first time that he’s finally managed to come home again.

[brutus-87]

Headcanon accepted

[feliciates]

Guys, this is pretty much canon!! There’s an old comics panel (I’m pretty sure @jayleeg has posted it) that shows Steve reading Lord of the Rings!!!  And saying he loves Tolkien.

[jayleeg]

Yup, that was Avengers #46 by Roy Thomas…

And to add more food to the fodder, from Cap #255 by Roger Stern…

Steve Rogers is a big ol’ geek, just like the rest of us. ;)

[moved-nerf-this-you-clods-deact]

Steve and the Silmarillion tho

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

Someone please draw a flashback of Steve seeing Asgard for the first time and being like “I AM NEVER LEAVING HERE EVER”

[between-stars-and-waves]

:-D

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

“WHERE IS FRODO LET ME HUG HIM”

[goawfma]

this is what being racist and not staying in your damn lane does to you

[peachysuggest]

you are not unloveable just because people have treated you poorly

[rexthebait-archive]

reblog if you respect ships you don’t like. 

I wanna see how many of you actually reblog this.

[flashy-uzui]

i just really need everyone to see this

[rocket-sith]

Reblog if you write fic and people can inbox you random-ass questions about your stories, itemized number lists be damned.

[bananadreamers]

[dailymarvelheroes]

#derps

[wombshaker]

Thanos could’ve killed 100% of all mosquitos and racists, but he chose not to, and for that reason, he’s a bitch

[theodoredimas]

Do you ever see a character and instantly think, that’s the one…the one I will die for.

[l-u-m-i-n-e-s-c-e-n-c-e]

“To me, you don’t have to have yourself completely figured out, but if you wanna find the right person, you have to know yourself. It’s learning to be able to be alone. You don’t always need a boyfriend and you don’t always need 20 girls surrounding you telling you “you’re great”. It’s learning to love yourself. You know, I really respect myself and I think if you respect yourself, you’re not gonna put yourself in a situation because you’ll have that little voice inside going “you’re worth something.“”

— Danneel Ackles