♡today be lazy♡

just some day6's one shots or drabbles here (she/her)

[brianskangs]

“your eyes hold all of the stars in the night sky. the galaxy must shine brighter because you’re in it.”

[hagefree]

Let Me or Let Go // Jae

Genre: angst

This one is from Jae's POV

Tick tock.

All I could hear was the clock ticking.

I remember her words clearly, "let's just end this."

All I could feel was my own heartbeat beating so fast as if a hundred of zombies wanted to eat me alive.

She got out from my bed and picked up her clothes.

All I could see was my tears were about to stream down. I stayed silent.

From that moment, I never knew a girl would've had an impact to me.

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"I— we can't do this anymore, Jae," she uttered.

I sighed, "why?"

"Because—" she was wearing her hoodie back,"—it leads nowhere! Don't you see it?"

She's right tho. We're in the middle of nowhere. No one states that we are an item yet we just keep coming back for each other.

Or it's simply called no string attached.

This kind of attachment was like time bomb. It kept ticking until one of us couldn't bear it anymore and would explode. And today was the day.

The day finally she said we better end whatever we were doing.

Frankly, I haven't figured out my feelings yet.

But if the feelings towards her were still blurry, why did it pinched my heart when she asked to quit?

I thought I'd prepred but apparently it hurts.

I opened my mouth, "are you, by any chance, seeing someone else?"

"No, no, no—" she leaned on my desk, "—let me get this straight, Jae. We kept doing this nonsense for almost a year. That's it. Nothing more. You seem not interested bringing us to the next level. I'm jaded."

I could see despair in her eyes. For half an hour, none of us spoke; too busy to ponder what the fuck was happening between us, and what would we do next.

One thing for sure I won't let her slipping away yet I am not ready for any kind of commitment.

Hence, she has the score to leave me whenever she wants.

The frustation punched me in the guts. I'd like to level up whatever we're doing but not today. Not when I'm still dealing with my past relationship which brought me to insecurity.

Little did she know, I have bitter memory with my previous love story.

Now I'm standing face to face with her, "look, I'm gonna be brutally honest with you. You want to believe me or not, it's up to you."

I gazed her teary eyes.

"Your presence is helping me. A lot. Once, I was dating someone back in high school."

To be honest I want to keep this all by myself. But I can't help it, I think she needs to know. If this makes everything between us getting better, I'll do it.

I inhaled as much as I could.

"Jae..." she advanced closer and reached my hand.

"I was so in love with her. She made me like the luckiest guy, to have her as lover. Long short story, I overlooked her chat with her classmates. You know what? It turned out, she made me as a bet. At that time, I felt my world crashing down. She doesn't love me. At all."

Tears began to tear down, I couldn't hold it anymore.

"Stupid me, back then I still fought for her. I refused to believe what was happening. I still chased her, texted her, begged to come back. But of course she blanty ignored my whole existance."

"And from that moment, I build my walls up high, have some trust issue, and tend to keep what's in my head all by myself. Then you came, you....get the best of me...."

She reached my cheeks to wipe some tears, I continued, "I want you. So bad. I don't want to share."

I held her cold hands, "so please, can you stay? I—we can make this work. Heck, I can't even guarantee anything but, please?"

I let my guard down just to make her stay.

We were still holding hands as she uttered, "I want to believe you but if you can't guarantee anything, how am I supposed to believe?"

"Here, you can feel how I'm feeling towards you," I brought her hand to my pounding chest. She blushed.

"Now you know how I feel, I'm not lying..." I hugged her and caressed her head.

"I won't let you go then," she said.

She removed my arms, looked up at me. Then slowly, she closed the gap between us and captured my lips.

Somehow, our kiss was incredibly different this time. No rush as if we had all the time in this universe. I sense chastity through it.

I let her exploring my mouth— tongues clashed, she bit my lower lip. I just hummed in response until my back hit the bed.

She detached her lips then moving down to the crook of my neck, inhaling my scent. Geez, this girl is driving me crazy.

"You always smell nice," she blurted.

I smirked, "I know" and proceeded to kiss her on lips that I've never had enough.

My body hovered her and it didn't stop us from kissing. I slipped my right hand beneath her hoodie and drew circle there.

I nuzzled my lips to her temple, "let me..." to her nose, "be—" to her left cheek, "with you," to her chin, "we can take this slow—" to her neck, "but sure."

"J-jae...." she whimpered beacuse of my recent attack. It's a pleasure knowing the effect on her.

I blew her ear and nibbled it.

Guess all she could do was just whimpering underneath me, "Jae, we—" I bit her earlobe once again.

"—we should sleep," oh finally she could finish her words.

I chuckled and fell onto my back next to her.

"Alright babe, I admit having that dispute was pretty worn me out..."

"Yeah, me too," she rested her head on my chest.

I pulled her closer as we both drifted into sleep.

[hagefree]

Obviously Oblivious // Sungjin

Apologize in advance for any typos and grammar mistakes. Feel free to correct me on message box!

"You can borrow my notes if you missed a thing or two from Mr. Lee," I said as Sungjin was still catching up with his notes although the class had been dismissed.

He looked up at me, then taking my notebook. His calloused fingers grazed mine. I swear at that moment I wanted to pause everything.

"Thanks a lot! Will give it back to you soon," he held my notebook as if holding it for dear life.

I beamed my best smile, "just take your time, Sungjin."

It took a lot of encouragement to talk to him at the first place. This afternoon I just pushed my luck and thank God, it worked. Sungjin and I had an interaction! I wasn't brave enough to have a chit chat with him despite his warmth towards everyone in our class.

After all this time I just watch him from afar, with me sitting at the back of class and him on the second or third row.

Yes, I've had feelings for Sungjin since...the 2nd year, I think. We took cultural studies class back then. He couldn't be more perfect with his intelligence and pretty eyes. FYI, this semester we take creative writing class.

Sungjin was gathering up his belongings and I watched him as if it was the most appealing art in this world. But yeah, what could I do when the best guy on my version standing gloriously in front of me???

He caught me staring at him and chuckling. Damn, even his chuckle is attractive.

"Why are you still here?" Sungjin asked as getting up from his seat.

Dumb me, I just stood few meters away from him and said nothing.

"Hello?? Anybody here?" I jolted back from my reverie when Sungjin waved his hand right on my face. Good, way to go to make myself looking like a fool.

Then I heard him chuckling again. Please, do more. I'd like to hear it everyday.

"I think you need coffee. You seem lost," he blurted.

Don't you know that I'm completely lost in your eyes, Sungjin?

Having a crush on someone surely makes me corny.

Honestly I'm more tea person than coffee. But hell, as long as it involves Sungjin, I'll definitely go.

We both headed to a cafe just across the campus.

"It's my treat. You can order whatever you fancy," I was kinda surprised with what Sungjin uttered.

Today I was sitting in a cafe with Sungjin and he even treated me. Guess the universe was being nice to me.

Sungjin had iced americano and I picked hazelnut latte.

We sat there face to face silently with some lo-fi tune playing in the background.

"Thanks anyway, for the drink," I broke the silence between us.

He nodded and sipped his drink, "so, tell me about yourself..."

Did I hear it wrong? Sungjin wanted to know me? My forehead puckered.

He cleared his throat, "you know...you tell things...anything make you intrigued these days??"

He seemed flustered with his own words. I've never seen this side of Sungjin. Him dressed up with confidence was gone.

Now it's my turn to chuckle.

"Out of the blue, you want to know me? Why?"

"Because, I see you frequently yet we barely talk." Sungjin fidgeted on his seat. He didn't even look at me when talking.

"Well, we just meet once in a week for....only two months in this class plus we're not doing any project together and you expect us to have a conversation?"

As I looked up, I met his sparkling eyes. I can say that beautiful is an understatement for his eyes.

"Actually—" he ate one of ice cubes in his americano, "—I saw you often at the library, alone. Or with your mate. Way long ago before this semester began," he stated

I was startled with his confession. The fact that Sungjin seeing me often in the library was overwhelming.

Sungjin cackled, "you're oblivious."

I furrowed my brows, "what?!"

As if this day couldn't get any more overwhelming, he added, "I have an eyes for you since freshman year."

And those words left me puzzled.

a/n: I may or may not write this story from Sungjin's POV. As you can read, this chapter is sort of cliffhanger and I do hate the cliffhanger lol

[hagefree]

A Peeking Tiny // Young K

I apologize in advance for any typos or grammar errors.

Corrections and advices are always open on my message. Anyway, enjoy the ride!

"Notice something different?" Younghyun asked me once he entered my unit.

I was completely clueless with his sudden question, "no??"

He clicked his tongue and drew nearer, "are you sure?"

I challenged myself to look up then finding out something new from him.

After that, I chuckled.

Younghyun furrowed his eyebrows but in split seconds, he joined me.

"So now you know...what do you think?"

We stood still in front of my unit door. Neither of us moved our feet.

I starred at his beautiful face, "did it hurt?"

He held up my chin so now I faced with his sparkling orbs. "Ummm...lil bit. Actually, it still does."

He stuck out his tongue. A silver metal was attached on it.

I didn't know he planned to pierce his tongue. I wondered, did he just pierce other body parts? And it is hidden? Well, I can't tell yet. Kang Younghyun is full of surprise.

"Hey, you haven't answered my question! What do you think?" He pouted. A hand cupped my left cheek. This man can't be more any cute.

Honestly, at first I felt kinda uncomfortable and worried with his piercing. I mean, it is safe? Will be his tongue doing alright afterwards? Has the metal been sterilized? I started to overthink.

But at second glance I pushed aside my thoughts. Younghyun knows what's good and bad for him so he must've come at the best piercing in town. And yes, the piercing does make him look zillion times hotter. Especially when he started to speak and there was tiny silver peeking as if asking to be seen closer.

I snapped back to reality when Younghyun's face was mere a couple inches from mine. He titled his head, "guess you find it weird, huh?"

"Of course not, babe. It's just..." I didn't want to admit yet that his piercing had an impact on me.

"What?" He smirked. I assumed he already knew what was on my mind.

I was about to open my mouth when Younghyun's lips just ghosted over mine, "I know what you're thinking, honey...."

And he nuzzled my right cheek, then my forehead, and stopped at my nose.

"You wonder, how the hell are we gonna kiss now? Am I correct?"

All I could do just admiring him. Not a single word came out from my mouth.

"Why are you not answering? Hello??"

What was I supposed to say when we were in this intimacy?

The next thing happened, Younghyun distanced himself and threw his body on my sofa. Ugh, what a tease!

"C'me here," he said as stretching his arms. I froze on my own feet and shot him a glare.

His laugh echoed all over my place. He pulled me into his lap. Afterall, I couldn't stay mad.

"Do it now," Younghyun's whisper tickled my ear and gave me goosebumps.

"D-do what?" I stammered.

"Tsk, you're thinking too much." And that's the last sentence from Younghyun before crashing his lips to mine.

Despite his fresh piercing, Younghyun's tongue began to invade any space in my mouth. I could taste the cold metal brushed my tongue yet I burned. Burned with all the lust and love.

And butteflies in my stomach fluttered.

Gently, Younghyun lay my back down without breaking our kiss.

He played with my bottom lip, nibbling and licking it. We do countless making out but still, every little touch always sends me to overdrive.

Younghyun pulled away his lips. We both panted and took our time to calm down.

I thought the session was over but hell no.

Or hell yes.

Younghyun continued his attack. He started kissing my jawline, slowly making a trace with his hot tongue along to my ear. The cold metal was on my collarbone and earlobe. I shivered against his touch. In hoarse voice he uttered, "how was it?"

His breath tingled my neck, "you still keep quite, should I do something to make your talk? Or even scream?"

"S-stop!" I swatted his chest. Whatever he was about to do, for now, I didn't want to go beyond kissing.

"Ah, I must be left you speechless. Right?"

I was flustered with his question so I just croaked, "yeah, indeed. To be honest, your kissing has leveled up."

"Has it?" I heard exciment and pride in his voice and automatically smiled at him.

"Yes, baby. Should I say it out loud?"

"You should! Or..."

"Or what?!" I didn't realize I had the guts to dare him out of the blue.

"Or I will make you scream my name next time."

Oh, no.

Whenever the next time is, I won't be ready.

[mydaystan]

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