COLOR MY LIFE WITH THE CHAOS OF TROUBLE

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[haibrandonbear]

It was your birthday again I think.

I had such a weird dream.

[understands]

[silly-luv]

[xvtvi]

[wonders-of-the-cosmos]

Artist’s impression and illustrations of ancient observations of Planets, comets, eclipse, moon, constellations, etc. (Images taken from the book: Astronomy for the use of schools and academies, Astronomy for amateurs, Elements of astronomy, A short course in astronomy and the use of the globes)

Credit: Internet Archive Book Images

[jp]

[especially]

[haibrandonbear]

Please stay out of my head

[haibrandonbear]

I’m so very tired....

[haibrandonbear]

Idk if you can see this

The other day I finally had our photos in my hand. I finally ripped them up into shreds with no hesitation at all. It felt really good. I’ve been feeling quite lost lately in my own mind and thoughts. About the future about friendships and relationships. I don’t really know how to describe it. It’s like a huge uncertainty. I keep pressing on though in my goals. I feel very alone and lost lately. It’s not like I’m unhappy it’s just different.

[recaption]

[gunseli]

[haibrandonbear]

[haibrandonbear]

Woke up to what I thought was a dream

Deja vu

[haibrandonbear]

I feel lost

I turn 24 in 9 days.

Nothing feels wrong yet everything feels wrong and out of place to me.

[missydunaway]

[recaption]