haiitear

19 | Transfem | silly/strangeposter | uma. SW: 140lb | CW: 156lb | GW: 170lb? (for rn)

[haiiitear]

hi! im haiitear and i've literally never used this site a day in my life!

i post mostly harmless content about my daily musings and things i find funny or charming, but do be warned,

this blog contains smatterings of NSFW content.

if you'd like to view only the sfw stuff, please scroll past content labelled with nsfw tags. if you'd like to get angry at me for posting what i want on my personal blog, please feel free to message me about it! i would (sincerely) love to hear your thoughts and engage in meaningful conversation. otherwise, scroll past it and look at all the silly stuff.

uma.

- haiitear

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You know when people get fat they say they let themselves go so when a feedee does it doesn't that mean they themselves in?

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god gives his strongest hunger signals to his largest eaters

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mcdonalds is a fetish material that i combine with ample free time and liberal use of my phone's camera to create what they call "nudes" that i then collect and file away in The Hidden Folder Where I Put My Nudes

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HEEEEEE'S BAAAAACK!!!!

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eat til you aint hungry no mo. then eat til you aint got no space no mo. then eat til u caint eat no mo. then eat a little mo. then eat a little mo. u kno?

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not looking at tumblr for weeks at a time to give my fyp time to ferment

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using my pip-boy to fast travel between the fridge and the couch to avoid having to get up to get food

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when ur talking to/interacting with someone and somehow u just know they're into feedism on some level but u can't prove it and ur scared of looking like a big weird pervert if u say smyh and ur wrong and u just kinda

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guess what i'm doing today!

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just had a thought.

idk the name of it but there's that one medical anime that takes place in someones body where all their cells are people and they got like. jobs and things to do and depicts the body as this kind of large multi-layered city. so, i thought, "what if it took place inside a gainer/feedee's body?"

immediately my brain jumped to the spongebob gif where its all the mini spongebobs running around in his head panicking and throwing stuff around, cause the digestive system would be under the stress of consistently eating more than is required for maintenance with little to zero exercise drastically reducing said maintenance requirements. all the extra sugar, cholesterol, etc in the bloodstream would also be a concern if they're eating unhealthily. but what would that look like? what would internal fat buildup look like? what changes as the person hits 300, 400, 500 pounds?

ive been racking my brain for the last 20 minutes trying to work it out

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chilling tf out is so great. my whole life i've been running running running doing things getting ready for career advancement and societal contribution and getting all this GODDAMN PAPERWORK DONE and its so nice to just. take some time to myself to rest

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checked the scale today and it read 160. that got me really excited, so i went to grab my phone to take a photo, and when i got back on the scale it read 156 (a single pound up from my last weigh in a month ago). my scale is ragebaiting me 🥀💔

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just finished my first cake shake ever!!! now stuck on bed lmao.

in other news, i have found a top a size too small that my belly pokes out of. i will be wearing it under a three-sizes-too-large t-shirt that i will be lifting whenever i pass a mirror to expose the chub.

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went out for lunch for the first time in a while and decided to get 2 meals and a massive ass milkshake (because i hadnt eaten breakfast) and oh my god i felt so FAT. eating two whole meals in front of my friends in a packed in restaurant (easter sunday, everyone had just gotten out of church) while trying to hide my euphoria was so hard. joking the whole time about me being careful on the drive home or else i might explode, having to make room for easter dinner, acting like i wasnt already planning on gorging myself on mcdonalds for dinner. wonderful experience. 10/10, will do again.

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mcdonalds on the way. woo.

just a 20pc nugget and a large fry, because i remembered i still had that big tub of ice cream in the freezer. gonna leave it out to melt and then chug it lol.

[haiiitear]

went out for lunch for the first time in a while and decided to get 2 meals and a massive ass milkshake (because i hadnt eaten breakfast) and oh my god i felt so FAT. eating two whole meals in front of my friends in a packed in restaurant (easter sunday, everyone had just gotten out of church) while trying to hide my euphoria was so hard. joking the whole time about me being careful on the drive home or else i might explode, having to make room for easter dinner, acting like i wasnt already planning on gorging myself on mcdonalds for dinner. wonderful experience. 10/10, will do again.