Swollen Absence
The night didnāt begin with urgency.
It unfoldedāslow, deliberateāas if both of them understood that rushing it would somehow make it end sooner.
Tyler lingered close, orbiting Jake in small, quiet ways. A hand brushing his arm when he passed. Fingers catching the fabric of his shirt, not quite pulling him back, but asking. Always asking.
Jake answered every time.
There was something unspoken in the way they moved togetherāless like desire, more like recognition. Like memorising. Every glance held a fraction longer. Every touch pressed just a little deeper, as if trying to leave an imprint beneath the skin.
āStay,ā Tyler murmured at one point, though neither of them needed to hear it. The word lived already in the space between them.
Jake didnāt reply. He just drew him closer.
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Week three of the trip
Tyler: Babe⦠I took three tests this morning. All positive. That last night before you left⦠the way you fucked me so deep and raw⦠it happened. Look at this tiny bump already starting š„ŗ Miss you like crazy.
Jake: Holy shit Tyler⦠youāre pregnant? With our kid? That night was insane, you were so tight and begging for it. You look so fucking cute already. Iām counting the days till Iām home. Send more pics, I need to see every change. Love you so much.
Tyler: I will⦠every day if you want. Come home soon, daddy.
Week five of the trip
Tyler: Itās growing so fast already⦠I can feel it when I move. Rubbed lotion on it thinking about your hands instead. Still canāt believe that one night knocked me up like this š©
Jake: Fuck, look at that bump on you. My twink with a belly⦠hottest thing Iāve ever seen. I keep replaying how I came so deep inside you that last night. You okay? Any morning sickness?
Tyler: A little, but itās worth it. Wish you were here to feel it.
Week seven of the trip
Tyler: Babe itās popping so much this week. Clothes are already getting tight. I stood in front of the mirror for like twenty minutes just staring⦠itās all because of how hard you fucked me before you left.
Jake: Jesus Christ Tyler, itās actually getting big. That little belly is killing me. Iām so turned on and so far away. You still feeling okay with how fast itās growing?
Tyler: Yeah⦠itās weirdly hot. Makes me horny thinking about you seeing it in person.
Week nine of the trip
Tyler: Two months down⦠and look at me. I had to buy new pants already. Itās getting heavy when I walk. That passionate night really did a number on me huh?
Jake: Tyler⦠that belly is no joke now. You look so pregnant and itās only been two months. Iām equal parts worried and so fucking hard. You sure everythingās okay?
Tyler: Doctor says itās healthy but growing faster than normal. I like it though⦠makes me feel full of you.
Week eleven of the trip
Tyler: Itās so big now I have to hold it when I walk. People are staring in public⦠I just tell them itās from one insane night with my man. Miss your cock so bad.
Jake: Tyler⦠holy fuck. That belly is HUGE. Iām actually a little worried itās growing too fast but damn you look incredible. Only two more weeks and Iām on a plane.
Tyler: Good. Because I donāt know how much bigger I can get before youāre back š
Week twelve of the trip
Tyler: Three months exactly⦠and look at what you did to me that last night. I canāt even wear normal shirts anymore. Itās so big itās actually kind of scary⦠but I love feeling our baby move.
Jake: Baby⦠that belly is insane. You look like youāre overdue with how huge it is. Iām packing my bag right now. I canāt believe how much youāve grown. You okay? Really?
Tyler: Iām okay⦠just really full and heavy. Need my man home to rub it and fuck me gently.
The final week of the trip
Tyler: It wonāt stop growing even though youāre almost home⦠I had to sleep sitting up last night. Still canāt believe one night of you pounding me raw turned me into this.
Jake: Tyler Iām on the plane tomorrow. That belly is fucking enormous⦠Iām in awe. Youāre the sexiest pregnant twink on the planet. Hang in there baby.
Tyler: I will⦠but hurry. I need you to see it in person and tell me itās gonna be okay.
The night before Jakeās return
Tyler: Last pic before youāre home⦠itās alarmingly big now, isnāt it? I can barely move. But every inch of it is because of how passionately you fucked me that final night. I canāt wait for you to come home and feel your son kicking against your hands⦠and then fuck me again.
Jake: Tyler⦠Iām landing in the morning. That belly is the most beautiful and insane thing Iāve ever seen. I love you so much. Get ready⦠Iām coming home to worship every inch of my pregnant twink. See you so soon, daddyās on his way. ā¤ļø
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They come back together not with urgency, but with a quiet gravityāas if the space between them has been carrying weight for months. Tyler folds into Jakeās arms like he remembers the shape instinctively, his body softer now, fuller, changed in ways neither of them can quite name out loud. Jake holds him tighter than before, one hand resting low, almost reverent, as if trying to understand what time has done in his absence. Thereās heat beneath the stillness, a slow-burning recognition that this is not the same moment they left behindāitās deeper, heavier, threaded with something unspoken. Tyler tilts his face up, searching Jakeās eyes, and in that closeness thereās a quiet kind of hungerānot rushed, not frantic, but lingering, as if they are learning each other all over again, piece by piece, breath by breath.











