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This is in my brain... have some BOM
Connor McKinley could remember the day like it was yesterday. It was, in fact, 9 years ago when Father Stevens tore his life apart. Father Stevens, a professor at his school, had noticed the looks that Connor gave Steve Blade. He wasn’t happy. Connor had sat in the professor’s office, terrified and ashamed. He knew he was different, he knew it was wrong, but he couldn’t help it. Father Stevens wasn’t angry, he was disappointed. That’s what he said, though he had seemed pretty angry to Connor. He told the nervous boy that he was lucky that no one else was being told, that he wouldn’t be cured by force. “I’m giving you this chance, Connor,” Father Stevens had said. “Sort this out now, and no one will know. If I ever notice anything like this again, you’ll be sent away for treatment.”
Connor hadn’t liked the sound of treatment, so he’d tried to control himself. “Turn it off,” he’d always say to himself, begging his mind to be quiet as he matured into a young adult. All his friends were having new thoughts and emotions towards girls, and Connor tried to replicate those. He was desperate to fit in, desperate to suppress his identity, and desperate to make it through his mission as a Mormon.
The time soon came, when Connor was 19 at last. He was sent off to Uganda with a group of other boys. Most of them were disappointed with the country they had received, they were all hoping for somewhere more similar to home. Connor, however, was delighted. He had finally escaped his parents and teachers and everyone else. He could be more honest here, with his housemates. Connor soon discovered that all of the missionaries were the same as him, broken and young and suppressed. He told them his mantra: turn it off, and after one long night filled with long-hidden emotion and unfamiliar tears, they all adopted his (unhealthy) coping method. It worked well, for 3 months. Then everything changed.
The new recruits walked into the house, tired and stressed. Connor’s eyes were drawn to the taller one immediately. He had beautiful, dark hair and eyes that Connor felt he could drown in. “Turn it off,” Connor pleaded with his mind. He put on a smile and greeted them both, before keeping a very professional mask on and discussing baptisms. Then he ruined it. Kevin said he was confused. Of course, Connor’s gaydar went off the scale. But no, he couldn’t allow this to happen. So he taught Kevin what he’d had to learn, ignoring the tiny glimmer of excitement dancing in his chest.
Kevin Price, the egotistical, narcissistic, cocky, adorable idiot managed to crush Connor’s glimmer of hope pretty quickly, first by declaring his lack of gay thoughts, then by grabbing Connor’s face, turning his glimmer into a heart attack, then turning away at the last minute and leaving him. Connor felt well and truly crushed, but he also felt alive in a way he hadn’t allowed hinself to feel for 9 long years. He had been reminded by Kevin what love felt like.
Of course, Kevin being Kevin, he and his companion, Arnold Cunningham, managed to completely mess up their mission and change an entire religion in a couple of days of being there. Connor was upset. He had disappointed everyone again, he would have to go back home and break the news. Back home, to suppression and misery and definitely no Kevin Price. Crushed and rejected, Connor led his fellow missionaries to the bus shelter. However, on the way, he was stopped by none other than Kevin Price, who looked oddly happy for once.
“Where are you going guys?” Kevin asked them.
“Home.” Connor attempted to push down the fluttering in his stomach that he felt whenever he looked at the beautiful Elder. Kevin looked at him, really looked at him, for the first time, and told him not to go. They didn’t have to leave. Connor could feel himself getting more and more excited, and after hearing Kevin Price swear, Connor didn’t even try to turn it off.
“Even if we change some things, or we break the rules...” When Kevin mentioned breaking rules, he looked directly at Connor. Connor looked back. Kevin was trying to stay neutral and calm, trying to pretend he didn’t feel anything at all. But Connor saw it. For the first time in 9 long and depressed years, Connor saw hope, dancing in the back of Kevin’s wonderful eyes, wearing a pink sparkly vest.
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I literally just get used by everyone like people only talk to me when they have no one else and they feel sad and I’m like 🤷♀️🤷♀️
I like talking to people and I don’t mind cheering people up and being there for them but it’s not great when they just ditch you when someone better comes back
Do you ever just feel
Really h e c k i n g alone
Because me too dudes
some things that happened in nic and brians last show
so I was lucky enough to see their last show at bom and wanted to right down all the things that happened that were just so special
-as soon as nic came out in hello there was like so much applause
-same with brian
-you and me but mostly me was THE BEST I have ever seen the two of them do it. nic HIT those notes
- during turn it off when nic took of his vest he asked brian if he wanted it and brian like grabbed it and hugged it
- I am here for you was so emotional like the whole audience was sobbing
- before man up when arnold like stands there looking at the audience before he sings, he stood there forevr in silences before it started I choked
-man up was just so insane and brian got so into and there was so much applause like wow
-I BELIEVE WAS INSANE!! there was a standing ovation for it and nic literally was going to cry after and literally people clapped forever
-also they changed thomas monson’s name to the new Mormon president Incase anyone was wondering
-brian called naba nic rouleau which got a lot of laughs and a very funny face from nic
-baptize me was so adorable like brian like closed his eyes and sang to himself and it was just so cute
-when brian comes out in I am Africa he literally got sm applause
-when nic gets pushed out on the hospital bed literally sm applause
-when arnold is supposed to say “of course you woke up you had twelve cups of coffee”, brian said “of course you woke up, you had twelve cups of ice” and everyone started peeing and he was like “shhm coffee” and laughed at himself
-so of course at the stage door nic was like guys I’m pretty excited considering I apparently had 12 cups of ice tn and everyone died
-in the beginning of tomorrow is a latter day when Kevin sings, nic got choked up and stopped singing and it was silent until brian came in and they both sang “I am here for you” and hugged sm it was so sad
-when nic and brian sing “I believe” during tmrw is a latter day literally people when crazy
-when brian does the big “helllllooooooo” people also when insane and that was my fav part of teh whole show
-final bow was so depressing and adorable and wow i love my boys so much and will miss them incredibly
-also brian came out the stage door in his shirt and tie I cried
-also for any corey hummerston fans out there, he was at the show and I met him at intermission and wow so sweet
wHaT iS rEvIsIoN
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