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if you know me irl please respect my privacy and do not scroll on this blog!! it's basically like a diary so yeah

please don't

i'm so fed up of constantly having to worry and be around people who are only ever sad

it's not like i can tell anybody that i need a break because that will only make it all worse but also it's making me miserable

LIARLIARLIARLIARLIARLIARLIARLIARLIAR

either my scales are broken or i've lost 1 kg in a week or two which is crazy?

I want to go to sleep and never wake up, not even in a suicidal way, but in a I'm extremely sleep deprived way

taking advantage of people's obliviousness feels awful would not recommend

sometimes i think my life feels like the heavy angst tag on ao3

i feel like i need to post things that aren't depressing on here so i get to make friends but idk what

lovely now i know that i accidentally made my bf cry one time

aren't i just the best boyfriend /sarcasm

how do i always fuck everything up

how is it always my fault

what is wrong with me

i don't even think i can tell what im feeling maybe that's why i don't feel like shit because i just don't even know?

i hate that i don't know how to help him

why i don't i loathe myself

why don't i want to throw up when i see myself

i should i should i should

i'm a fucking liar and i'm an awful person and i don't even believe that's true but at the same time i do

i hate myself for not hating myself

i hate that i don't have it the worst

i SHOULD

hurt :(

i think i hate myself.

this is probably a problem.

never take for granted the moments when you’re not nauseous

literally just saying shit