28 ✿ She/Her

Multifandom but sometimes I hyperfixate on one thing and that's all you're gonna see for the next couple months whoops. rp/ask blog: lazy-honmaru

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whoever sees this i need hizen pajama suggestions, the sillier the better (here's refs I'm using for mono and kasha)

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got the a-ok to post these so here's some (sorta) rimworld-ified monster hunter food I got commissioned to draw, via the rimworld mod market discord

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someone made a website where you can declare your favorite pokemon & why. let's all see if every pokemon is someone's favorite... Together

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Ooough I know I tend to switch from being yappy to silent for extended periods but I think fr i might need to just not touch tumblr for a bit after this

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MOVING DAY

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Well. Last day of my job.

It sucks. We found out less than two weeks when the store was closing, so basically when customers found out, we found out, because the higher ups kept being so wushu washy and vague. And it’s definitely bc they thought we’d quit (we didn’t btw. Everyone who worked here helped with packing since we were getting paid for it anyway so thanks jackasses.)

But I think what sucks the most is that I actually liked everyone at my job. They’re pretty much the main reason I stuck around beyond the pace being more manageable.

I’m going out to eat with some of them tomorrow, but after that I have to finish packing up so I can move with my grandmother. Which is an added source of stress in itself. I’m not sure if I can thrive on just the niche comms I do but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want to take a period to just. Be. And work at home.

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Lycurgus’ (EN) VA does a great job of making his voice squishable. Like a bug. I want to squish him like a bug.

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So a mouse gave birth in the glove department of my mom’s car

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Started Amphoreus yesterday and watching Dan Heng awkwardly deal with people while having only the TB as a buffer is funny af

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Okay so Tingyun popping up out of nowhere is just a writing fuck up cool

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Aight finished Penacony so thoughts before I conk out

Overall enjoyed it. The story was definitely longer than the last two and boy did I feel it sometimes, negatively, but more so for the extra padding in between than the actual story stuff. The curse of live service games I suppose.

- What the fuck do you mean Dan Heng’s dream was forever traveling with the Express Family and that’s why he woke up. Dont do that. Don’t imply the bitter shit either. Stop that.

- March sharing her fears during the goodbyes and me nervously staring at the Amphoreus plot from the little fandom osmosis I’ve been exposed to.

- I think the localization team had too much fun with Boothill’s “swearing”. Also, just a fun character in general I like him

- Genuinely like Acheron’s take on nihilism, which is essentially living your life how you will despite what may or may not be at the end. I might be oversimplifying it a bit but in general they could have made her edgier but nah they went a refreshing route with it I pretty much agree with. But also I don’t want to ever see another Ebony Darkness joke thrown at [redacted] when this bitch looks like she’s crying blood /lh

- I only did the main stories and a few necessary side quests so Argenti popping up like I know him was both funny and took me out a bit

- Trailblazer is a confirmed menace cool

- Ngl everything concerning the past Nameless and Mikhail/Misha hit me harder than like most of the Penacony plot and frankly idc how often it’s done, the overall questions and themes for this arc never not gets to me bc I guess I’m one of the people who needs to hear it the most

- We got to hit Sunday with a train and I think hitting the Big Bad with a train is always a good thing. Also I think more people should draw him with a smug cat grin. He was cat grinning this arc. That was a fucking cat grin.

- Have I said Robin’s pretty yet? Robin’s very pretty and I’m sorry your brother tried to become a demigod or some shit girl. Genuinely made me go “oh…” when she realized she was still dreaming because…her brother agreed with her idealogy on not metaphorically caging people 😭 robin is a better person than me I stg

- himeko. Thats it I just like her a normal amount.

- Ratio responding to the group chat one time with “k” and then immediately leaving sent me

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Actually I just thought about how funny it is it’s MARCH of all people having to wrangle the TB in the epilogue. Dan Heng wrangling March who has to wrangle TB when Dan isn’t around and leaves her with the spare brain cell.

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Aight finished Penacony so thoughts before I conk out

Overall enjoyed it. The story was definitely longer than the last two and boy did I feel it sometimes, negatively, but more so for the extra padding in between than the actual story stuff. The curse of live service games I suppose.

- What the fuck do you mean Dan Heng’s dream was forever traveling with the Express Family and that’s why he woke up. Dont do that. Don’t imply the bitter shit either. Stop that.

- March sharing her fears during the goodbyes and me nervously staring at the Amphoreus plot from the little fandom osmosis I’ve been exposed to.

- I think the localization team had too much fun with Boothill’s “swearing”. Also, just a fun character in general I like him

- Genuinely like Acheron’s take on nihilism, which is essentially living your life how you will despite what may or may not be at the end. I might be oversimplifying it a bit but in general they could have made her edgier but nah they went a refreshing route with it I pretty much agree with. But also I don’t want to ever see another Ebony Darkness joke thrown at [redacted] when this bitch looks like she’s crying blood /lh

- I only did the main stories and a few necessary side quests so Argenti popping up like I know him was both funny and took me out a bit

- Trailblazer is a confirmed menace cool

- Ngl everything concerning the past Nameless and Mikhail/Misha hit me harder than like most of the Penacony plot and frankly idc how often it’s done, the overall questions and themes for this arc never not gets to me bc I guess I’m one of the people who needs to hear it the most

- We got to hit Sunday with a train and I think hitting the Big Bad with a train is always a good thing. Also I think more people should draw him with a smug cat grin. He was cat grinning this arc. That was a fucking cat grin.

- Have I said Robin’s pretty yet? Robin’s very pretty and I’m sorry your brother tried to become a demigod or some shit girl. Genuinely made me go “oh…” when she realized she was still dreaming because…her brother agreed with her idealogy on not metaphorically caging people 😭 robin is a better person than me I stg

- himeko. Thats it I just like her a normal amount.

- Ratio responding to the group chat one time with “k” and then immediately leaving sent me

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Idk how I almost forgot this but aventurine just. Casually admitting to offing himself multiple times to test what would happen in the Dreamscape is. You good bro.

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LET BOOTHILL SAY FUCK

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Idk how I almost forgot this but aventurine just. Casually admitting to offing himself multiple times to test what would happen in the Dreamscape is. You good bro.

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getting back into HSR in between a comm but thoughts/ramblins so far:

- dan heng pretty, march pretty/cute, do not fucking separate them from the tb (i already know it's gonna happen tho) - i wish I could log in without suddenly having another quest open up for simply breathing pls leave me alone - gameplay wise I prefer hsr over genshin esp when it comes to character raising/leveling but I think I prefer zzz over them both - no one not even the npcs in belobog dresses for the literal eternal winter how are you all not dead - welt's eng va kinda talks like he's taking me through a tour in his museum. this is not a bad thing, he looks like he would tbh. - i don't think I actually cared about the luofu arc overall nor did i feel anything for the tingyun stuff (bc we barely knew her before finding out she was an imposter anyway) but can we talk about the fact we beat up the same kid twice (??? is there more???) in the main and related missions bc i kinda feel bad for him??? - i thiiiink I understand the jing yuan thirst (personally tho i'm more endeared by his hair, looks fluffy i wanna pet) but like good job to alejandro saab (eng va) even tho I can't hear the "master stroke" line without thinking of the short where he talks about THAT jing yuan figure so thanks alejandro. thanks. - the bit in march's companion quest and how she views fu xuan was funny tbh - lore: the vidyadharna can't reproduce tb looking imbibitor lunae up and down: Bet. - penacony was just the devs' excuse to show off and have wacky shit, i lost my mind at the dead yamcha meme i admit

- me playing while on a discord call with my brother: "yeah play hsr so you can be accosted in a hotel room by a fruity man too" bro: "....what?" - actual fear seeing the living rubbernose clock, put that thing back where it came from - save me himeko save me - is this a hot or cold take. bc I feel like the genshin/hoyoverse school of making sure you can see every curve of a woman + hsr continuing the love for long and sleek flowing dresses and coats really doesn't gel, bc even when I know a design is technically different from another they kinda blend together at first glance so characters like Robin, March, even Stelle stand out to me more compared to the fox mommy (i forgot her name i'm sorry) or topaz or Acheron. i'm not against horny designs bc i'd be a hypocrite if i actually posted my ocs anywhere but like. c'mon.

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mentally clapping like a seal when black swan shows up

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I can’t tell if the penacony plot is longer than the last two or it just feels that way bc so much shit and proper nouns are being thrown at me (not helped that I’m playing mostly at night and I get sleepy fast so I swear to god when they kept throwing out the term “Watchmaker’s Legacy” I was just??? The what was this established??? Forgetting it was in the letter at the beginning of the arc I’m so fucking gone bro—) but I’m curious if a certain Someone being Something was supposed to be a surprise or not when it originally came out

Edit: also it’s kinda funny thinking back to the early penacony promos vs the actual plot bc does anyone else remember the haha dancing aventurine + caelus stuff at the start. Then in the game it’s basically just aventurine being shady, TB doesn’t trust him for obvious reasons alongside him working with the megacorp that just straight up repos planets and TB getting traumatized by a dead woman like twice and tricked by said shady little man. Give them a break???

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getting back into HSR in between a comm but thoughts/ramblins so far:

- dan heng pretty, march pretty/cute, do not fucking separate them from the tb (i already know it's gonna happen tho) - i wish I could log in without suddenly having another quest open up for simply breathing pls leave me alone - gameplay wise I prefer hsr over genshin esp when it comes to character raising/leveling but I think I prefer zzz over them both - no one not even the npcs in belobog dresses for the literal eternal winter how are you all not dead - welt's eng va kinda talks like he's taking me through a tour in his museum. this is not a bad thing, he looks like he would tbh. - i don't think I actually cared about the luofu arc overall nor did i feel anything for the tingyun stuff (bc we barely knew her before finding out she was an imposter anyway) but can we talk about the fact we beat up the same kid twice (??? is there more???) in the main and related missions bc i kinda feel bad for him??? - i thiiiink I understand the jing yuan thirst (personally tho i'm more endeared by his hair, looks fluffy i wanna pet) but like good job to alejandro saab (eng va) even tho I can't hear the "master stroke" line without thinking of the short where he talks about THAT jing yuan figure so thanks alejandro. thanks. - the bit in march's companion quest and how she views fu xuan was funny tbh - lore: the vidyadharna can't reproduce tb looking imbibitor lunae up and down: Bet. - penacony was just the devs' excuse to show off and have wacky shit, i lost my mind at the dead yamcha meme i admit

- me playing while on a discord call with my brother: "yeah play hsr so you can be accosted in a hotel room by a fruity man too" bro: "....what?" - actual fear seeing the living rubbernose clock, put that thing back where it came from - save me himeko save me - is this a hot or cold take. bc I feel like the genshin/hoyoverse school of making sure you can see every curve of a woman + hsr continuing the love for long and sleek flowing dresses and coats really doesn't gel, bc even when I know a design is technically different from another they kinda blend together at first glance so characters like Robin, March, even Stelle stand out to me more compared to the fox mommy (i forgot her name i'm sorry) or topaz or Acheron. i'm not against horny designs bc i'd be a hypocrite if i actually posted my ocs anywhere but like. c'mon.

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mentally clapping like a seal when black swan shows up

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getting back into HSR in between a comm but thoughts/ramblins so far:

- dan heng pretty, march pretty/cute, do not fucking separate them from the tb (i already know it's gonna happen tho) - i wish I could log in without suddenly having another quest open up for simply breathing pls leave me alone - gameplay wise I prefer hsr over genshin esp when it comes to character raising/leveling but I think I prefer zzz over them both - no one not even the npcs in belobog dresses for the literal eternal winter how are you all not dead - welt's eng va kinda talks like he's taking me through a tour in his museum. this is not a bad thing, he looks like he would tbh. - i don't think I actually cared about the luofu arc overall nor did i feel anything for the tingyun stuff (bc we barely knew her before finding out she was an imposter anyway) but can we talk about the fact we beat up the same kid twice (??? is there more???) in the main and related missions bc i kinda feel bad for him??? - i thiiiink I understand the jing yuan thirst (personally tho i'm more endeared by his hair, looks fluffy i wanna pet) but like good job to alejandro saab (eng va) even tho I can't hear the "master stroke" line without thinking of the short where he talks about THAT jing yuan figure so thanks alejandro. thanks. - the bit in march's companion quest and how she views fu xuan was funny tbh - lore: the vidyadharna can't reproduce tb looking imbibitor lunae up and down: Bet. - penacony was just the devs' excuse to show off and have wacky shit, i lost my mind at the dead yamcha meme i admit

- me playing while on a discord call with my brother: "yeah play hsr so you can be accosted in a hotel room by a fruity man too" bro: "....what?" - actual fear seeing the living rubbernose clock, put that thing back where it came from - save me himeko save me - is this a hot or cold take. bc I feel like the genshin/hoyoverse school of making sure you can see every curve of a woman + hsr continuing the love for long and sleek flowing dresses and coats really doesn't gel, bc even when I know a design is technically different from another they kinda blend together at first glance so characters like Robin, March, even Stelle stand out to me more compared to the fox mommy (i forgot her name i'm sorry) or topaz or Acheron. i'm not against horny designs bc i'd be a hypocrite if i actually posted my ocs anywhere but like. c'mon.