dandadan episode 06 - takakura ken
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dandadan episode 06 - takakura ken
alicent + using viserys as a proxy
Is it the King's command? Yes, but it n- - Then at once, Your Grace. But it needn't be. None of this needs be this way in truth, Rhaenyra.
Who could drive the curse out of this family? These people are glued to ruin. — Anne Carson: An Oresteia - Sophokles: Elektra (x)
New York City ballet production of Midsummer Nights Dream
The fact this isn't a painting is a testament to one of the greatest feats of set design and production I've ever seen.
My god just look at this! The lighting, set design, photography... I've just never seen anything like it.
Art by Eldar Akmanaev
{Quotes by nizariat / William Wordsworth}
—Richard siken,crush/vulnerability-aj. (via willgrahaming 2014}
Bianca Stone, from What Is Otherwise Infinite: Poems; “Cutting Odette’s Fingernails”
12th House Placements and Backlash
Part of why people can be so hesitant to express their 12th House energy is that, in its most direct or purest form, it often attracts negative energy. On some conscious or subconscious level, we know that and can seriously fear it. These reactions are part of the whole "hidden enemy" thing with the 12th House, in that it's a part of you that people can judge, reject, criticize or project on without you understanding why. It should be stated that you're NOT doing anything wrong by expressing your 12th House. And since 12th House people are so sensitive, this can cause you to overinflate the negativity you do receive. You are still definitely loved and valued. However, if you want to avoid unnecessary pain and suffering (another 12th House concept), it's easier to find other ways to go about expressing it. This grants us that transcendence this part of the birth chart promises; a deliverance from confusion and sorrow to acceptance and peace.
SUN IN THE 12TH HOUSE
Those with a 12th House Sun get backlash for, unfortunately, just being themselves. It's like they breathe and people have something critical to say. For some, they may be way "too much" and, for others, they are seen as holding back or not giving enough. It feels as if the approval of others is only earned by jumping through rings of fire and even that may not be satisfactory. 12th House Sun people eventually learn to cope with this by creating some sort of persona to protect themselves, much more than the average person. VERY few people will get a glimpse at the "real them" behind the character they've created. As a result, these people are either super-private and shy or deceptively big personalities who others don't know nearly as well as they believe they do. Though this can be isolating, it can eventually allow them to understand the profound importance of real intimacy and how special it is to let that rare, deeply trusted person truly see you.
MOON IN THE 12TH HOUSE
12th House Moons rarely get the sympathy they truly deserve, especially from family and close friends, who may love them dearly but have a dysfunctional way of using this individual to more so meet their needs or cater to their feelings. Those with this placement can bottle up a lot and when they finally do express their emotions, they get labeled whiny, needy, crazy or any negative stereotype of their Moon sign. What these people have to realize is that they, regardless of gender, are the motherly figures to most around them, not vice versa (including their own mothers, in some cases). A Mom shouldn't expect their child to understand their feelings. But, they also MUST take regular breaks from caring for others for self-care as well as to be supported by their inner circle. It's crucial that they find a nurturing partner and emotionally mature friends who they can consistently lean on. They learn that they can't trust many to truly be there for them. So these bonds are incredibly valuable and often lifelong.
MERCURY IN THE 12TH HOUSE
It's hard for Mercury in the 12th House people to get others to truly listen to them. Many of them are told they're too quiet or made to feel intellectually inferior. Others may get the opposite: that they never shut up, that they're too smart for their own good. Either way, people often respond to their perfectly good ideas and sensible insights with silence or willful ignorance. They eventually have to learn that they are here to merely act as channels for information. They are the messengers (some are gifted channelers or mediums) and that can come with the threat of getting metaphorically shot. But, it's important to not take it personally. They can also serve as voices for those who need encouragement or are too scared to speak up. People are often more receptive to the 12th House Mercury person when they're "speaking out" for a cause or something bigger than themselves. Their ideas can be seen as distracting or out there yet expressing opinions that are socially aware or will help others gets more people on board with what they're saying.
VENUS IN THE 12TH HOUSE
Venus in the 12th House people can deal with a lot of resistance in terms of other people's reactions to their love lives. This varies, though, depending on their gender expression. Those with this placement who are more feminine are routinely put on a pedestal. Few people are seen as being "good enough" for them, especially since they often have many obsessive admirers. So they make many choices in romantic partners that are deemed controversial, even if they're actually not so bad. On the flip side, those who are more masculine often are the controversial choice in love. They can be "unconventionally attractive" yet seem to pull mates who are incredibly desirable, inspiring a lot of jealousy. Either way, much of the criticism has a way of dying down if the person a) realizes what people think of their love life is irrelevant and b) takes measures to protect their relationship with enough privacy. You don't have to prove to anyone how happy of a couple you are. And not everybody is going to be genuinely happy for a thriving couple anyway.
MARS IN THE 12TH HOUSE
It can seem as if it's impossible for a 12th House Mars person to fight back. Not necessarily because they're incapable of it but because they get a lot of pushback whenever they do. Again, this can differ depending on the person's gender expression. If they are more masculine, their well-deserved moments of assertiveness and understandable anger can cause them to be labeled rude, a bully, a mean girl/boy. If they are more feminine, they may be expected to just sit there and take and take endless wrongdoings. And when they finally lash out, instead of being nice and passive, they're shamed for it. Ultimately, 12th House Mars people benefit from accepting that there are more ways to fight back than outright aggression. Depending on their Mars sign, they can kill with kindness, defeat their enemy with a logical debate or just channel their energy into the best revenge: success. In any case, the more they enforce boundaries while keeping their cool, the easier it is for others to see who the real enemy is.
JUPITER IN THE 12TH HOUSE
It can be very hard for some people to truly celebrate the victories and blessings that Jupiter in the 12th House people receive. They seem to already "have it all", whether or not this is actually true, and they have a way of activating the "lack consciousness" of particularly insecure people. They are also quite sensitive to this and can feel horribly guilty for their success and prosperity or try to make themselves smaller to comfort others. That's not the answer! But it does help to realize that not everyone wants you to thrive, unfortunately even certain loved ones. This is foreign to Jupiter in the 12th House people, who truly want others to win, which is why they can flaunt their good fortune with an innocent expectation that others will be happy for them. It's important for them to learn to "move in silence" and focus more on generously supporting others on their path. In doing so, the Universe will continue to bless them.
SATURN IN THE 12TH HOUSE
Saturn in the 12th House individuals encounter a confusing backlash when they express and display ambition. Some people will be very skeptical or critical of their goals and plans while others can pretend to be happy for them while feeling secretly jealous. The thing is that these people, often without doing anything, are already viewed as being "better" than others. They exude a certain class and distinction, always appearing in their own league. So, when they actively pursue positions of power or status, it can be seen by many as very threatening. If they are too strongly in "boss" mode, they come across as harsh, scary, or (the word that haunts them) intimidating. People are much more relaxed and receptive with them when they lead with their feminine energy. So, for Saturn in the 12th, success and influence come much easier when they are especially collaborative and supportive or simply seek to be of service to others through their work. Letting go of specific ambitions prevents them from attracting unnecessarily competitive or dismissive vibes from others. Then, their high level of dedication and efficiency can receive the recognition it deserves.
URANUS IN THE 12TH HOUSE
It can seem as if a person with Uranus in the 12th can't just let loose and have some fun without ruffling someone's feathers. This is often accidental as they are just more irreverent, mischievous or wickedly funny than most, without trying to be. They get an inexplicable thrill out of getting into trouble that can become compulsive. So, when they've offended someone, that only motivates them to be even crazier. This is what can get them labeled "edgelords" or "try-hards", written off as annoying by their detractors. Their outrageous antics can majorly distract from the fact that they have something smart and interesting to say. And cool. 12th House Uranus folks are incredibly cool people, capable of setting trends and breaking new ground. If they stop pulling their little (or big) stunts, their It Factor and creative genius will shine through in a way that's undeniable, even to their critics.
NEPTUNE IN THE 12TH HOUSE
Those with Neptune in the 12th can run but they can't hide. These very sensitive people can seek solitude and private reflection to the point of reclusiveness, even the more extroverted ones. But, others refuse to leave them alone for long, especially in public. Often to their chagrin, they are very magnetic to others and their energy can be addicting to be around. And, like a celebrity of sorts, if they aren't fully receptive to their "fans" (which can include their awestruck loved ones) they can get a range of reactions from disappointment to anger to sudden indifference. It's much harder for these people to thrive when they aren't consistently putting themselves out there. Neptune in the 12th people must learn to limit their necessary recharge time and devote more energy to their adoring public. Hard as they may try, they can't fade into the background. They are meant to be noticed and celebrated, bringing their special magic and glamour to the world at large, instead of hoarding it all to themselves behind closed doors.
PLUTO IN THE 12TH HOUSE
When Pluto in the 12th House people assert their power, they can unfairly receive many harsh and extreme reactions from others. There can also be an infuriating double standard, as others may act in similarly intense, passionate or dominant ways without judgment. But, when they do it, they're seen as evil, destructive or manipulative. The unfortunate truth is that many people project the darkness on to this individual that they cannot handle within themselves. However, out of a sense of righteous rage or wounded pain, the Pluto in the 12th person may double down on their radical ways, only reinforcing people's fears or judgments of them. They thrive best when not reacting to the hate, refusing to feed into the drama. Soon, they come to realize that no response can often be the most powerful response. While redirecting their energy, their haters usually end up self-destructing through their own negativity. Meanwhile, they learn the true meaning of control.
NORTH NODE IN THE 12TH HOUSE
Change is an incredibly difficult concept for those with the North Node in the 12th. A lot of these people, for instance, may spend their entire lives in the same city or turn their hometown into their personality trait. It also often seems as if they are never truly allowed to "move forward" or "move on". Family or old friends could feel betrayed if they start changing in some major way. But, the essential dynamic here is karma. There is a huge unresolved issue from a past life (or two) that is absolutely demanding to be resolved this time. It's very likely that it involves a soulmate of some kind who has followed this person from the last life into this one. 12th House North Node people can feel particularly "haunted", especially by this soulmate or anyone else from a previous life who is now in their present; either through direct criticism that they can't get out of their head or crazy signs and synchronicities (or both). And the more they try to just ignore the issue, the worse it gets. These people are here to majorly grow but not by seeking the future. They can only evolve by dealing with their past. There is something about their South Node placement they are repressing or in denial about. It's only when they embrace that truth that they will come into balance and access the strengths of their North Node.
YOUR POWER
In the natal chart, your idea of power and authority is found in Pluto and Saturn. Pluto often showcases the secret power and potential you possess. Saturn is the planet that gives that power an applicable and effective goal that leads to authority, a controlled way of using that power. Mars in the natal chart shows how you can access your potential power.
Your Secret Power
Pluto in the 1st: Your secret power is found through your self-expression. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by people who act similarly to you.
Pluto in the 2nd: Your secret power is found through your security. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by those who are highly valued and secure in themselves.
Pluto in the 3rd: Your secret power is found through your thoughts. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by intelligent and smart people who are confident in their words.
Pluto in the 4th: Your secret power is found through your past. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by the people in your past or a parent strongly affected your upbringing.
Pluto in the 5th: Your secret power is found through your creativity. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by people who are talented who aren’t afraid to express themselves.
Pluto in the 6th: Your secret power is found through your control of your conscious circumstances. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by people who enhance their daily lives through productivity and mindful living.
Pluto in the 7th: Your secret power is found through your one-on-one interactions. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by people who have a special awareness and ease with individual social interactions.
Pluto in the 8th: Your secret power is found through the self you choose to hide. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by people who wholly accept their positive and negative traits.
Pluto in the 9th: Your secret power is found through your evaluation of the world. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by people who are open-minded and cultured in the workings of the world.
Pluto in the 10th: Your secret power is found through your reputation and ambitions. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by people who have a strong reputation and have achieved their goals.
Pluto in the 11th: Your secret power is found through your group interactions. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by people who have a special awareness and ease with group social interactions.
Pluto in the 12th: Your secret power is found in your subconscious. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by people in touch with their inner self who use their secret characteristics to show compassion and help others.
Applying Your Power
Saturn in the 1st: You ideally want to apply your power to yourself so that you can gain control and authority over your self-expression.
Saturn in the 2nd: You ideally want to apply your power to your security so that you can gain control and authority over your worth.
Saturn in the 3rd: You ideally want to apply your power to your mind so that you can gain control and authority over your words.
Saturn in the 4th: You ideally want to apply your power to your past and upbringing so that you can gain control and authority over your roots.
Saturn in the 5th: You ideally want to apply your power to your creativity so that you can gain control and authority over your talent.
Saturn in the 6th: You ideally want to apply your power to your circumstances so that you can gain control and authority over your everyday life.
Saturn in the 7th: You ideally want to apply your power to your one-on-one interactions so that you can gain control and authority over your relationships.
Saturn in the 8th: You ideally want to apply your power to your secret self so that you can gain control and authority over your privacy.
Saturn in the 9th: You ideally want to apply your power to your world view so that you can gain control and authority over your beliefs.
Saturn in the 10th: You ideally want to apply your power to your goals so that you can gain control and authority over your ambitions.
Saturn in the 11th: You ideally want to apply your power to your community so that you can gain control and authority over your group presence.
Saturn in the 12th: You ideally want to apply your power to your subconscious so that you can gain control and authority over what you’re not aware of.
Finding Your Power
Mars in the 1st: You can access your power by finding a way to express yourself.
Mars in the 2nd: You can access your power by finding a way to be secure with yourself.
Mars in the 3rd: You can access your power by finding a way to talk and communicate.
Mars in the 4th: You can access your power by finding a way to establish your foundation.
Mars in the 5th: You can access your power by finding a way to express your creativity and fun.
Mars in the 6th: You can access your power by finding a way to control your everyday life.
Mars in the 7th: You can access your power by finding a way to keep valuable one-on-one relationships.
Mars in the 8th: You can access your power by finding a way to access your secret self.
Mars in the 9th: You can access your power by finding a way to learn about the world.
Mars in the 10th: You can access your power by finding a way to establish your goals.
Mars in the 11th: You can access your power by finding a way to create a presence in the community.
Mars in the 12th: You can access your power by finding a way to understand your subconscious.
Example: Pluto in the 5th, Saturn in the 3rd, Mars in the 2nd. Your secret power is found through your creativity. You tend to fear, yet be fascinated by people who are talented who aren’t afraid to express themselves. You ideally want to apply your power to your mind so that you can gain control and authority over your words. You can access your power by finding a way to be secure with yourself.
Here I give a quick overview of some ways that Saturn's presence manifests in your life along with a brief description of typical troubles and rewarding qualities that come with Saturn in each of the 12th Houses
~ The Astrolocherry Show
Saturn in the 12th House - A Haunted Mind
The inner self, violent waves of emotion, and the unknown depths inside can feel like they belong to somebody else with Saturn in the 12th. There can be trepidation diving into the internal world, it can represent a daunting and unknown part of herself in a dark and murky sea. She may prefer to reside on the shore bank, paralysed by the fear of drowning in a mysterious black hole and submitting herself to madness, permanent exile, or helplessness. This aversion to relinquishing to the inner experience and allowing the water flow only distances her further from herself and her true, ultimate longing and desire. Conscious or unconscious, there is a powerful ache and empty space for the personal love and reunion with the divine father. The individual may have suffered some form of literal or figural abandonment, loss, or trauma with the father. She may have lost many years of the relationship due to alcohol or substance use, illness, confinement, or instability. There may be no traceable identity, or there may have been harsh emotional coldness and lack of empathy. This sense of loss opened a desolate void inside that howls to crawl into all-embracing arms of nurturing, acceptance, and protection of the father. It’s very possible to re-enact this relationship with the God the Father, the divine source inside. This is the place that she desperately longs to be, but this is on the island surrounded by deep water in the channel she would rather not cross. When she willingly submits the alchemist transmutes a sea-bound carriage just for her on the shore, steered by the compass of magic, rocking to a tidal lullaby and calling her with seductive saccharine song.
Compassion can be an undeveloped or overdeveloped trait with Saturn in the 12th. There is a vividly empathic response to any form of collective or personal suffering and emotional activity in circulation. The display of compassion, emotionalism, and sensitivity can be quite overt and almost disproportionate to the situation. On the other hand, the individual may also occlude and internalise this heaviness and a convey detachment or unresponsiveness that puzzles company. It can generate exhaustive self-sacrifice out of obligation, responsibility, or compensation for lack of response. It’s also very possible for the individual to activate both of these qualities. She can see-saw between highly stimulated internal activity where she is devoured by emotions, receptivity, and unseen forces and descend into an emotional coma, numb and dead inside. The imagination can take hostage with ideals that crash against anxiety in a hurricane, and then the capacity for fantasy and mental imagery can atrophy itself. This hostility creates a greater urgency to escape from herself and separate from her authentic experiences. It’s possible that solitude is a haunting and vulnerable experience where she is confronted with the unknown cavern that she avoids at all costs. On the other hand, alone can be a very comfortable and safe place due to the trauma of rejection and exile. She can feel that she is too raw and ill equipped to acknowledge what she truly feels, senses, and has potential for doing. It can spill into her professional life and relationships. She may feel to fragile or unready for the world, unable to materialise her creativity and resources into reality, and repeat the circumstances of her earliest relationships through present partners. There can be a lack of self and emotional awareness and shame associated with satisfying emotional needs, being dependant, and the various lovers she invites inside out of desperation and lacking a sense of existence. Sleep is vital with Saturn in the 12th, but it may not be a dreamy time. She may go through periods of sleeplessness followed by inability to wake, disturbed sleep, repetitive dreams and nightmares, sleep paralysis, or even self-induced sleep deprivation.
The obstacles are invisible with Saturn in the 12th, as with her battle armour and prizes for triumph. The individual may find it challenging to acquire the suitable support networks or assistance from people, they may find it difficult to understand her problem and have uncertainty about how to help. She is forced to be self-sufficient during her most delicate and raw moments, and she may reflect and wonder how she made it out of these alive. Her achievements are unseen, but they are not unnoticed. There are some people who mark success with fame, fortune, or role. But success for Saturn in the 12th is written on sacred sand, beyond the atrophy of prying eyes. Inner battles she has fought and won, wounding moods and anxieties, moving through life despite feeling incomplete or lacking substance, a secret contract between the master and the student. The ghosts that haunt her are her lost selves, her wounded inner child, and her self-critique and condemnation. The empty space is also the reservoir that collects psychic energy and contaminants from her company. It can be too static, energetic, or confusing to comprehend until she is seclusive and still. Solitude provides the personal time with God to reflect, rationalise, and integrate the large volume of intuitive material that search and find her. When she does not go alone, her mind and body become paralysed, heavy, too exhausted to sleep. Her body is her captor, but its also her temple of worship. It’s a vessel that contains inherited centuries old healing recipes, the service of angels, collective wisdom, the sacred crone’s analgesia and miracle restorative elixir. The deeper inside she goes, the higher she rises and surrenders. The exit from captivity is through the entrance, submitting everything but faith to enter the darkness and swim beneath the waterfall that paints her golden mermaid tail.
-C.
art: Xue Wang
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