HAN

Golden boy machine broke 96 liner / at so!ar entertainment for six years / lead vocalist, lead dancer, center in the group union

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the rest of seventeen seems to think otherwise, mingyu (trans.)

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🐶 + 🐹

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Text | don't you dare

nari: thanks for continuing to rub it in

han: don't worry, you'll get over it as soon as you get someone else

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Text | don't you dare

nari: i'm not haneul

nari: i'm not mad.

nari: sorry i'm not jumping for joy over the reason you broke up with me i guess ? fuck

han: okay

han: enjoy risking it for whoever comes next

han: i couldn't do it for you

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Text | don't you dare

nari: yep

han: how can you be mad that i didn't go back to my awful life for you?

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Text | don't you dare

nari: you wanted to tell me why you really broke up with me.

nari: you started talking about choosing, risking, all that shit

nari: i've put two and two together. i'm stupid but i'm not that dense

nari: you chose. career over me.

han: i did

han: i had an opportunity to have a better life what was i supposed to do? go back to my life?

han: you know i had nothing to go back to and at that time nobody else would have given me a chance to be what i am now

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Text | don't you dare

nari: you made it awfully clear you wouldn't risk it for me

nari: so there's not really a problem.

han: is that what you really think?

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Text | don't you dare

nari: i guess we'll never know will we

han: i can't let you risk it for me

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Text | don't you dare

nari: there's different companies

han: i guess

han: i didn't know you'd risk that

han: people get banned from everything so easily

han: i'm not worth risking that

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Text | don't you dare

nari: could go solo

nari: or even duo with daebin

han: and you think they would allow that if you go against what they said?

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Text | don't you dare

nari: again with the choosing

nari: tell them to buck up or watch eclipse disband and lose all of that income

han: you'd risk your career?

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eclipsenari‌:

    ⟨    𝑎  𝑚𝑖𝑟𝑡𝘩𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠  𝑐𝘩𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑙𝑒  falls  from  her  lips ,  taking  a  step  back  from  him  as  she  holds  his  gaze  with  a  steely  one  of  her  own .    “ what  right  do  you  have ,  haneul ?    huh ?    you’ve  broken  up  with  me  twice .    you’ve  broken  my  heart  more  times  than  i  can  count  on  two  hands .    and  you’re  throwing  a  fit  because  i  fucking fake  flirted  with  him ?    do  i  need  to  remind  you  how  many  girls  you’ve  rubbed  in  my  face ? ”

“We weren’t really dating the second time.” he defended, shrugging. Han moved the hair off his forehead, sighing. He knew that he couldn’t exactly tell her not to flirt but he wanted to. “I know I don’t have a say anymore. I know eventually you’ll go and start dating someone else. I just hate seeing you flirt right after that happened.” Han steps forward, wanting to be closer to her. “I hate seeing you with other people.”

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Text | don't you dare

nari: now you're just making stupid excuses

nari: you've been making stupid excuses this whole time

han: have i?

han: and when they tell us to choose between our careers and us what would you do?

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eclipsenari‌:

    ⟨    𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟  𝑎𝑟𝑚  𝑦𝑎𝑛𝑘𝑠  away  from  his  touch  like  it’s  burned  her ,  blinking  confusedly  as  she  stares  up  at  him  from  the  private  dressing  room .    “ it  was  for  the  show , ”    she  seems  almost  astounded  towards  him ,  brows  furrowing  slightly .    “ i  had  to  flirt  with  you  too .    it’s  my  fucking  schtick ,  haneul .     it’s  how  the  fans  like  it . ”

Han thought back at what happened, taking a few seconds to process it. “You didn’t have to flirt with him the way you did. You seemed very interested.” he defended, not wanting to seem crazy for snapping at her because of it. “I hated seeing that.”

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Text | don't you dare

nari: if you hated it that much you wouldn't do it anymore

nari: but you do. continuously.

han: maybe that's why i can't date you

han: you'd end up crying even more

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Text | don't you dare

nari: funny

nari: you say that but you're always the one that ends up making me cry in the first place

han: i know

han: i hate that i do

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eclipsenari‌:

    ⟨    𝑛𝑎𝑟𝑖  𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛'𝑡  𝘩𝑎𝑣𝑒  a  solid  retort  to  give ,  so  she  keeps  her  mouth  shut  for  a  few  seconds  to  think  hard  on  a  response .    “ you  always  act  like  i’m  the  only  one  who  kept  coming  back .    quite  literally ,  haneul ,  it  takes  two  to  tango .    you  were  fun  while  you  lasted ,  but  i  need  a  new  dance  partner .    preferably  one  who  won’t  call  me  ‘ sloppy  seconds ’  because  he’s  too  much  of  a  fucking  coward  to  say  what  he  really  thinks . ”

“Enjoy that new dance partner of yours then.” his words came out sounding harsher than he meant them to. Considering he didn’t want to be too obvious he was mad about it. “A coward?” he questioned, smiling before looking around them. Noticing there wasn’t anyone looking at them he grabbed her arm and pulled her inside the room she had just come out of, assuming it was empty. “I think it’s bullshit that you’re already going for someone else after telling me you wanted to get back together.” he didn’t want anyone to hear what they were talking about. “And you know I have always enjoyed being with you and I will never deny that.”