baby, now my head is on backwards and my feet at funny angles. and every time i take a step, we're moving forwards faster. don't you need me, oh baby?
hannie. 23. ballet.
lockwood university
( gigi. 23. cst. she/her. ) it might be HIS JUNIOR year but I still think HANUEL ‘HANNIE’ KIM looks exactly like PARK JIMIN and sometimes I think the CISMALE is actually them. Of course I’m wrong, as they're 23 and studying DANCE ( BALLET ) while living in AUDAX here at Lockwood. The GEMINI can be rather ADAPTABLE and SOCIABLE, but also kind of INSECURE and NON-COMMITTAL. Their most played song on Spotify was SEASON 2 EPISODE 3 by GLASS ANIMALS, so I think that says a lot.
me, gigi, writing a good intro? bold of you to assume that i even know how to read. below you can find some bullet points about hannie, that i will ( hopefully ) update when i’m not drinking wine holla. i’m always down for plotting and making connections, so don’t be scared to message me!! okay thank you for coming to my ted talk xx.
growing up as the only child not only spoiled hannie to death but also put a lot of pressure on his shoulders. he was meant to do great things in life.
he didn’t really have a choice.
constantly being praised and told how wonderful you are can really go to someones head. just like it did with hannie’s. he wanted to be the best at everything. he wanted to have the best grades. the best clothes. the best partner.
he wanted to be the best in his ballet class.
it’s that kind of thinking that drove him to work as hard as possible, earning himself the top spot and securing his position as lead dancer.
there is no room for failure, much like his mother has told him, and hannie has learned to take that by heart.
he becomes incredibly hard on himself if he messes up a move, often working hours in the studio to finally nail it. the insecurity of not accomplishing something he wants, or looking bad in front of others, is large enough to eat him alive.
catch him having breakdowns in front of the mirror. catch him ripping things off his vanity angrily in dramatic movie fashion. catch him writing his own monologue gone girl style. he doesn’t have these often, but they’re not exactly pretty to watch either.
he definitely has a nasty habit of becoming somewhat of a chameleon, molding himself into the preference of the people around him.
others will tell hannie it’s because of his desperate want and need for attention and to be liked, but he often denies it.
( spoiler alert, they’re right ).
marina vc: 'cause I feel like I'm the worst, so I always act like I'm the best
he really a whole mess okay. just love him.
or hate him that’s okay too.
this is terrible i’m sorry i promise i’m not usually like this.
