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pillowfort

Alrighty, my pillowfort is set up! Message me if you want in. If you think I’d be interested in following you, let me know even if you don’t want to be mutuals coz I’m new to all of this. I would very much appreciate it if you did not ask for my account if you’re under 18 years of age.

Don’t feel bad if I say no, please? It just means I don’t know you particularly well or we have different interests. I want to remain a very private person. Breaking away from fandom crap has done good things for my mental health, and I’d like it to stay that way.

To give you an idea of the contents I’ll share: I will occasionally reblog nsfw, but no real life nsfw and absolutely none of characters under 18 years of age. I may, however, post completely sfw shipping stuff of characters under 18. You know, fluffy hugs and soft kisses and love confessions and all that good content.

Aside from that, it will be fandom, shipping, cute animals and aesthetic/stim stuff out the wazoo.

So yeah, let me know!

Once (if) I get a freakin’ Pillowfort invite I’m gonna set up there again coz fffffffffffffffuck this hellsite <3

I will also feel so much more secure knowing I can control who sees my shit on there. I’m an adult, I want to post adult content, I only want other adults to see it.

If it happens, I’ll post again to let people know.

Sorry to clog up your dashes with posts like this when you were just getting used to an existence blissfully void of my presence, but I literally cannot think of any other place to ask right now lmao.

My install of Dragon Age: Inquisition was working fine up until yesterday, and now when I try to launch the game I either get it immediately crashing with no error message, or it freezes on a black screen and gives me a generic “This program encountered an error and has to close” message that I have to tab out to even see.

Things I have done so far to try and fix this problem: updated gpu drivers, reinstalled gpu drivers, removed all of my mods, done a repair through origin, done a clean uninstall and reinstall through origin, and tried to open the program using the exe instead of opening through origin. It’s like it literally just went “nah, fuck ya” and decided to stop working for the hell of it.

The other games I have installed through origin still work fine, as do others, if that means anything. If you can help, I will love you forever.

As for me personally... I am doing better, I guess. Still toeing the line of “I’m fucked up but not so much that you have to hospitalize me”. I wrote werewolf!McCree/Hanzo porn recently, if you’re into that. I still love the ship, but feel infinitely better not being very involved in the fandom (with both the antis and the fans, ironically).

I hope you’re all doing well, too. Or at least better, if you’re still struggling.

#ceasechatter

mchanzonereceipts

Update 2/3/18

Hello as most of you know! Lynn sent an update today after months of silence on the blog. She has not shipped out all the Zines. Specifically she hasn’t sent any out since the last batch a month ago. People have asked me about a schedule that has since been deleted. A nother user was kind enough to give this to me which is an archive of the deleted Schedule. In the schedule it states that Zine’s were supposed to go out in October of 2017. It has been 5 months and everyone still does not have their zine.

This could be a huge problem for people who’s leases are now up and have had to move. They may never get their zine.

This continues to be a poorly managed mess. These should have been out months ago.

Lawsuit: A lot of you have asked for an update on the lawsuit. I’m currently talking with a court adviser to see what court I should file the suit in. Currently it looks like small claims won’t work and it’ll have to go to civil. This is going to be a long process and i’ll try my best to keep you posted.

#drama #update just in case ppl need to see it

Sorry for losing my shit the other day. It’s stuff like that which makes me realize I’m still toeing a metaphorical line with my mental health, and I am trying my darn best to work through my shit with my psych. She thinks I’m struggling with fandom coz I used it as a coping mechanism for so long but I’m struggling coz of stuff that’s making me see it as like... a negative obsession, or something like that. Stepping back, enjoying at my own pace and avoiding things that will specifically upset me by watching less people etc. is really me though... or I feel it is. It’s just hard to know what will upset me and when, at this point, so I figure it’s safer to keep going with how I was.

Anyway, gonna stay on my chill blog again for now. If you want the URL, I can toss it to you. I don’t interact on it (I have ask and chat both disabled, iirc) but if you like what I reblog you can follow me there. I’ll keep checking the messages on this blog every few days, in the meantime.

Thanks for being so patient with me, lol. It’s been 21 years now since I was first treated by a psych for my problems and I still feel like not much has changed. Mental illness is a fucking bitch.

Anyway, going back to my calm blog, probably permanently this time because holy shit, I hate the people in this fandom. I despise the vast majority of them down to the very core of my being. This has just reinforced it. So thank you for the timely reminder that this fandom is literal cancer. I don't know why I thought it could ever be anything but literal cancer, but goddamn have I ever learned my lesson now.

I might even delete this blog once people have seen this post just so I'm never tempted to come back again. If I do I'll let people know first.

ETA: Actually, probably not, on second thought. Don't want anyone with time on their hands and a grudge to get a hold of this URL now, do we?

Peace.

The only thing more stupid and irritating than whiners are the whiners who whine about the whiners.

kerfufflewatch

let’s be real, I like some silver fox Hanzo

but to see his undercut properly modeled (not gray clay weirdly slathered on the side of his head) and to see him exactly as he was when we first lost our shit over that comic a year ago

that’s the dream

I’m so damn happy

#overwatch

aozoramusume

Moon viewing on an autumn night in the Mukojima-Hyakkaen Garden, Tokyo, Japan, circa 1960

transhinsou-deactivated20181204

do you ever feel yourself slowly losing your current hyperfixation but you’re not particularly interested in anything else rn so you have nothing to fill that void and ur just bored and ready for death

shoggoth-the-bitch

This is uncomfortably accurate

duskyhuedladysatan

i feel so called out rn

Soft old men 💖

You can get a sweet deal on the Train Simulator 2017 DLC thanks to black friday savings.

dragongirltitties

Good news everyone the sale is back for Train Simulator 2018!

There’s more DLC this time around so the price has gone up, but it’s still a bargain:

shepardshepard

OKAY SO I KEEP SAYING ROADHOG IS MAORI

And his winter victory pose has actually sealed the deal now. I got stupidly excited when I saw the cup. I made a dumb post before but now it’s time to explain it better. Here’s the cup in question:

The pattern on the cup is Kowhaiwhai, Maori designs that are painted or carved mostly in Marae, but it’s also printed on stuff like blankets and shirts and cups. And we buy all of that shit. Your Aunty is gonna have the tea set, the blanket, the slippers and the plates.

The pattern on Roadie’s cup is a Mangopare which is the hammerhead shark. Though the one on the cup is a little simpler like the one seen here:

It represents strength and power. Makes total sense for Roadhog. And that’s it, that’s why he’s Maori and it’s exciting to see bits of your own culture made by people in other countries coz lbr… most Maori stuff is made by us coz who else is gonna make it if we don’t?

LUIGI I

ARE THERE INFINITELY MANY WHAT

math was a goddamn mistake id like to sit down and have a serious talk with every mathematician ever they knew perfectly well the nature of their crimes

omalahsocs

Okay, I’m in the TF fandom and I thought this wiki article was going to be VASTLY different….

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