Happily River After

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I'm pretty sure I've said it before but it KILLS me that (TV spoiler)

The ONLY time Preston refers to Dahlia as Dahlia in his internal monologue (outside of saying he'll never say her name) is when Vi is about to get shot.

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Im being a sappy little fucker right now.

I love my partner so fucking much it's insane. Like I thought those stories you read where the main character falls more and more in love with the love interest each day after they get together where just stories. But NOPE! I literally fall in love with him more every single day. I've been in relationships before, but I've never felt this way about anyone else.

I used to be scared to date him because I over think, and was afraid I'd overthink and realize I don't actually love him. But I don't get that, and when I do I just have to look at them to realize I love them. I've never trusted anyone the way I do him. I've told him things I wouldn't tell anyone else. They've seen almost all the broken parts of me, and still want me.

He's also so gentle to me during seizures and other shit.

Idk what the fuck I didn't deserve someone like them, but I love him so fucking much.

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I got into a new book, and my partner jokes that we would get the main character as a fictive. And guess what! We got a fictive. And it's NOT from that book! (Ngl he's probably lurking). He's from ANOTHER one of the authors books 😭

Sooo anywho shout out to Brandon fucking King for taking over part of my shift today.

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Yeaaahhhhh so uhhh I might have autismed too close to the sun?

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TV spoilers/audiobook spoilers

"Oh wow! I just finished this book, time to read it with the audiobook!" I says with joys

I was then shot 57 times

AUUUGHHHHHH AHAHSBSBA AAAUUUGHHHHH

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Y'all FUCK this fuck ass book. I fucking hate it.

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Something I think about a lot (well a lot considering that. Just finished the book) is (spoiler)

The ONE time Preston calls Dahlia by her and in his internal monologue (outside of mentioning it in the beginning) is when he gets shot

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God after reading TV, One More Night being on the playlist makes SOOO much sense

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My reaction to tempting venom as told my gifs

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Tempting Venom Spoiler

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN CYRUS IS PATIENT X?! WHAT THE FUCK??? NOW I HAVE TO WAIT 9 MONTHS FOR THEM?! I CAN'T WAIT THAT LONG? I BARELY LASTED 3 MONTHS WAITING FOR TEMPTING VENOM.

also does this mean more LoG/Villain series × Vipers interactions?

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MAJOR Tempting Venom Spoiler

Im still not over how Dr. Duret and Lenin were fucking hallucinations based on his parents. I wonder if he ever has moments where he wonders if Marcus is a hallucination

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Tempting Venom Spoiler/kinda vent

This is the realest fucking thing ever. As someone who's been dealing with trauma since she was five (younger?), there are so many things I wonder would be different if I didn't go through that. My trauma responses are a part of me. I can't untangle my responses from my psyche, because they're so engraved in me that I wouldn't be me without them. Sometimes I wish I could know who I'd be if I got a normal childhood though.

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I just finished Tempting Venom and no spoilers, but oh my fucking god I love Preston so much. The way his trauma impacts his relationship with Marcus is soooooo. God I love him

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Normally when I get an RK book I read it through once THEN read it with the audiobook because I like reading the books first to get that book experience™. But this time? I think I gotta read it WITH the audiobook the first time for full angst potential.

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Yeeeaaahhh since my copy's here a day early? That's NAWT happening. I'm too impatient

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Guys manifest with me that my copy of Tempting Venom will get here tomorrow because I can NAWT wait another day.

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NO FUCKING SHOT

MANIFESTING WORKS IG

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....... Marcus daily leaves orange daisies on Preston’s grave. Not putting them on the ground, or on the vase, but in top of the tombstone. As if he's once again tucking orange daisies in his hair....

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Excuse me while I just

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The biggest reason I want my book to get here early (other than impatience) is I have work the day it's supposed to get here. My shift is only 4 hours, BUT that's 4 hours I could spend reading TV

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Low-key the biggest reason I'm grateful I didn't kill myself in middle school is because if I did, I wouldn't be around to experience tempting venom