ultimately, i run back to tumblr.
waking up in the middle of the night and reading about liam's passing is something i never would have imagined. those past few years, months, and weeks, have been particularly disheartening. and i'll always regret liam not getting the help he so desperately needed and deserved. i'll forever hold in my heart that reunion tour i still hoped for.
most importantly, i'll also cherish the one direction albums i still have. i'll remember my first ever solo trip abroad to birmingham to attend the otra tour. i'll keep feeling proud of all the art i got to share and the gifsets i created for liam.
so yes, ultimately, i run back to tumblr. to this family we built together for our mutual appreciation, admiration and love for five talented boys who ended up becoming men separately. i hope you're okay. i hope you will be okay. i'm always thinking of you 🫂














