Well guys, this is my last post and on the last day of 2015. This day marks my 3.5 years of being in this fandom and I chose this picture because I joined right in the middle of it. From then on I began to experience life with these five boys and one got lost in the way and went towards another direction, but he's still in my heart. I've grown up with these guys and made friends who liked the same thing as I did. I never felt more comfortable and like I belonged more than I have with this fandom. It's amazing how crazy this journey was for all of us carrots. Yeah I'm gunna bring that back because I miss 2012. It's where I started of course I'm gunna miss it. The video diaries and crazy interviews are what I'm gunna take from this because those are the dudes I fell in love with. Those were real kids and they were new to this fame. Niall still had crooked teeth when I joined and I miss them to be honest. Zayn barely had tattoos. Louis still had his bangs. Liam was daddy direction. Harry had his shaggy hair he liked to play with. A lot. And their outfits matched. Oh god those outfits were cute! I miss them, I mean the younger version. They were crazy and goofy and weren't afraid to do or say the wrong thing, especially Louis. Their famous group hug at their first VMA's is the last memory I'm gunna take because they weren't expecting what has come to them. But they still hold on to each other from that day on. Through all of the crazy drama they will hold on because that's just who they are. And that's who I'm gunna be, always. I'm gunna hold on to each one of them, even Zayn. Because to be a Directioner, you have to hold on no matter what. Here's to better memories and a better future for us all. Love you guys and have a Happy New Year. Don't forget about the boys! #louistomlinson #zaynmalik #liampayne #niallhoran #harrystyles #1d #onedirection #fetus #memories #tbt #directioner #prouddirectioner #isntthislove #ididntwanttosaygoodbye #itstoopainful