Thoughts, Hopes, Dreams

Anything is possible.

[harusoccerpro]

Look

I’ll let you know for as long as I live I will hate the very presence of you in this world Look at me Look at what you have made The monster I have become From your touch and your words alone Could turn the purest of saints Into the monster that haunts people Who were most like me Before you molded me Into this monster

[harusoccerpro]

Heart Color

Please don't color my heart It is such a beautiful shade of red And even if your hands crafted Many masterpieces before me This heart is red And your favorite color may be sapphire And you might have been able To shade it in such a magnificent Blue But I am red and mixing me will make me purple And that just isn't the color for you

[harusoccerpro]

I wish i could say

I wish I could say That you couldn’t possibly understand how much it hurts For someone to reject you completely Look at you and not think you’re Enough To walk away like its nothing But you do get it All too well And the fact that you share in my loneliness Makes me all the more heartbroken

[harusoccerpro]

Disease

I'm not love sick This is a disease A part of me that cant be cured And even if it could I wouldn't want it to Because this disease that kills me Makes me feel more alive then before When love was just a common cold And not an asthma that steals my breath away Every time I see you

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[harusoccerpro]

Dreams

You told me to follow my dreams But you never said which one I was never told That nightmares were dreams too And that if I followed the darkness for too long I would be the monster’s that they see In their dreams

[thesoccerstuff]

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Chesterfield 3-2 Sheffield United [League 1] 04/10/2014

Exaggerated!

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Inspirational Quotes #NewPost [9]

[flourground]

how do you people do this like?? this took me three hours

[harusoccerpro]

Path

I knew I was going down the wrong path when writing about my pain became beautiful to me. So I would look for it, seek my own inner storms , to try and make a rainbow out of them.

[harusoccerpro]

Routes

I used to know your routes Your straight roads and quiet scenery But you had these train tracks on your wrists Long scars that paved the soft skin Scarred it with the knife of misery And fear I wish I could travel down those routs again Kiss them Walk along the skin with my fingers But you hide them Those tracks on your wrists Until they become straight roads And you bleed away from me

[kulakarkasi]

[staff]

Have a nice weekend, Tumblr. 

[harusoccerpro]

Tired

Please stop telling me To get stronger It just reminds me of how weak ill always be

[harusoccerpro]

Search

I didn't want to feel that day So I searched for you A person that had learned to hide themselves And stomp out the emotions that haunted me I wanted to feel empty again Not to feel this pain that haunted me So I searched for you

[harusoccerpro]

Growing

I really hoped when you left That the pain would follow Instead it's shadow stayed with me Growing And if I let the pain go Stop thinking about you Then id truly know how it felt To be alone

[harusoccerpro]

Leaving

Stop putting people in my life To stop meeting new people They leave And I'm reminded of how lonely I was How lonely I am How lonely ill always be