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Eines Tages werde ich es schaffen...schaffen clean zu sein. Clean, von all dem Schmerz der mir den Atem raubt. Clean, von den Erinnerungen an Dich. Clean, von der Sucht die ich nach dir verspüre.

Eines Tages werde ich es schaffen...schaffen mich nicht selbst zu bestrafen, wenn es doch du bist, der mich verletzt und nicht ich mich. Anstatt dich zu hassen-lernte ich mich zu hassen.

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stalgivc

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sa-dnesss

“I don’t know how to do this anymore. I don’t know how to get better. My head is a dark place and it only gets worse, day by day. and I have no idea how to stop the darkness from coming in. I have no idea how to save myself anymore.”

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late-for-the-sky

Holding on gets harder and harder everyday and I don’t really see myself having a future.

intersexfairy

hey uh. don't listen to the people who say the bullying won't matter once you get out of school. because shit. it will.

bullying is peer abuse. it's traumatizing. and while getting out of the environment helps, the hurt doesn't go away. all the things ingrained in you don't go away. just because your bullies might not be in your life doesn't mean the awful things they did to you don't matter. they are still very significant people in your life.

please don't brush it off. please treat yourself with kindness and fight for the support and safety you deserve. you are not the person your bullies thought you were. you never were. you deserve to be happy and confident, and minimizing what happened won't lead to that.