*ELEISON

Indie KYRIE of Capcom's Devil May Cry Headcanon based Forged by SUGARPLUM

[hathmercy]

me digging through my inbox and seeing 38758947 meta q’s asking for kyrie’s feelings ft credo’s death 😭 

[lizzyisameme]

❛ milk & honey ❜ redux | part one

Rupi Kaur (born 5 October 1992) is a Canadian poet, writer, illustrator and performer. She published a book of poetry and prose entitled milk and honey in 2015. The book deals with themes of violence, abuse, love, loss, and femininity. milk and honey has sold over a million copies, reaching #1 and spending over a year on the New York Times bestsellers list. (source)

There is another Milk & Honey sentence meme going around in the rpc, but I decided to break out my copy and give it a shot. This will be split up into three or four (or more?) parts just like the book.

Feel free to rephrase and change pronouns/words to fit your muse/the situation. For 

The Hurting

How is it so easy for you to be kind to people? 

He was the first boy to teach me my body was for giving to those that wanted.

You have been taught your legs are a pit stop for for men that need to rest. A vacant body empty enough for guests, but no one ever comes and is willing to stay. 

It is your blood in my veins. How am I supposed to forget?

You were so afraid of my voice, I decided to be afraid of it too.

Every time you tell your daughter you yell at her out of love, you teach her to confuse anger with kindness. 

I’ve had sex, but I don’t know what making love feels like. 

If I knew what safety looked like, I would have spent less time falling into arms that are not. 

The idea that we are so capable of love, but still choose to be toxic…

The ___ will tear you in half, but it will not end you. 

You have sadness living in places sadness shouldn’t live. 

A daughter should not have to beg her father for a relationship. 

Trying to convince myself I should take up space is like writing with my left hand when I was born to use my right. 

The idea of shrinking is hereditary. 

You tell me to quiet down because my opinions make me less beautiful. 

I was not made with a fire in my belly so I could be put out. 

I was not made with a lightness on my tongue so I could be easy to swallow. 

I was made heavy: half blade and half silk; difficult to forget and not easy for the mind to follow. 

Your mother is in the habit of offering more love than you can carry. 

You are a war: the border between two countries, the collateral damage. 

The art of being empty is simple. 

The only reason you know you’re still alive is from the heaving of your chest. 

You look just like your mother. You both have the same eyes—and the hands. 

You look just like your mother. 

You both have the same eyes—and the hands.

I guess I do carry her tenderness well. 

But your rage… Your mother doesn’t wear that anger. 

The rage is the one thing I get from my father. 

The women in my family learned to live with their mouths closed. 

You always call to say nothing in particular. You ask what I’m doing or where I am and when the silence stretches like a lifetime between us, I scramble to find questions to keep the conversation going. 

I don’t blame you for not knowing how to remain soft with me. 

[novanocturnalis]

My bisexual dream 🥵

[hathmercy]

im telling u kyrie is basically mayor of fortuna by dmc5

[novanocturnalis]

And 12 points from finnish jury goes to... ✨Fortuna✨

[hathmercy]

👁 👄 👁 

[glasssziers]

when bae is lookin like a snack 

[please do not repost]

[hathmercy]

just remember that capcom wants me to believe that there’s only a 4 yr gap between dmc 4-5 

[gabrielsmirror]

Sleeping Beauty, Thomas Ralph Spence.

[hathmercy]

for a chick that was in a cult most of her life, kyrie is an incredibly well adjusted person and i love that for her.

[mof-is-a-dragon]

“Meet my father“ commission i did like a year ago:D

[ria-neearts]

Home.

[hathmercy]

nero introducing vergil & kyrie like: unstoppable force, meet immovable object

[spctlessminds]

this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

[hathmercy]

❦ STARTERS | → @gaidna

 ❛ i can’t for the life of me figure out what happened. . . ❜ the women stand before the patch of dead earth in quiet contemplation. the flowers, the vegetables, the grass, all were nearly blackened. petals and leaves withered to nothing. even the soil looked drained of a all nutrients. it was truly disheartening.  ❛ they were fine yesterday. . . sasha would have heard if someone was out here poisoning them. ❜

[hathmercy]

I get heated about A Lot but what I’m most heated abt is the fact that capcom wants me to accept he 4 year gap between 4-5. LIKE NO MY GUYS ITS BEEN A SOLID 10 YEARS, nero and kyrie AREN’T living in poverty, the orphanage is flourishing and things are great thank you for coming to my tedtalk

[hathmercy]

❦ STARTERS | → @stylunt

    ❛   have you ever considered taking a break?   ❜  a genuine question, one laced with only the slightest hint of disapproval. how much would he put himself through before it was too late? it seemed hereditary, that need to soldier on. she saw it in nero. she sees it in dante. not that kyrie had any room to speak. they all fought valiantly & tirelessly on different battlefields.