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ANGEL WITH THE SCABBED WINGS

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“ within my VEINS flows the blood of the ANCIENTS. this planet is my BIRTHRIGHT. ”

Hello my name is Luna and welcome to my blog! This is a selective and private blog for Sephiroth from Final Fantasy VII, est. 2019. There’s going to be a lot of potentially triggering topics here so it is a MUST that you read my RULES and DOSSIER!!

 This blog is also not my main so activity will be low at best, my main blog is @alvcrd!!

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Untill FFVII Rebirth comes out on pc I'll just absorb it through you all

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Am I brave enough to return here

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❛  why can’t you just let it go?  ❜

 *  ―  𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. || No longer accepting.

LET IT GO?? How could he be expected to do that?

Mako-infused hues seem to burn into Cloud's. The anger is roiling within him, but aside from the slight lowering of brows and the venom lacing his tongue it'd be impossible to guess it.

" I OWE nobody anything. LETTING GO would be nothing but traitorous; you can't be so ignorant as to believe I'd FORGIVE them for the genocide of my kind? " 

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BECAUSE GOD KNOWS I DON’T WANT TO BE AN ANGEL.

Ind. Priv. Sel. SEPHIROTH of FFVII. Adored by Luna. EST. 2019.

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🐝  *  ―  𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺.

❛  are we actually doing the right thing?  ❜ ❛  are you bleeding?  ❜ ❛  are you even sorry?  ❜ ❛  are you still mad at me?  ❜ ❛  are you sure you’re gonna be okay on your own?  ❜ ❛  can’t we just be friends again?  ❜ ❛  can we pretend this never happened?  ❜ ❛  can you help me with this?  ❜ ❛  didn’t you listen to what i just said?  ❜ ❛  did you ever even love me?  ❜ ❛  don’t you believe me?  ❜ ❛  do you trust me?  ❜ ❛  do you understand what that means?  ❜ ❛  do you want to talk about it?  ❜ ❛  haven’t you heard the news?  ❜ ❛  have you ever cared about anyone other than yourself?  ❜ ❛  how did you do that?  ❜ ❛  how will i ever be able to repay you?  ❜ ❛  is it my fault?  ❜ ❛  is there anything i can do for you?  ❜ ❛  was all of this just a lie?  ❜ ❛  we’re gonna survive this, right?  ❜ ❛  what are you doing here?  ❜ ❛  what do you want from me?  ❜ ❛  what have you done to them?  ❜ ❛  what makes you think i’m going to help you?  ❜ ❛  when was the last time you ate something?  ❜ ❛  when will it stop?  ❜ ❛  when will you ever grow up?  ❜ ❛  where were you last night?  ❜ ❛  who did this to you?  ❜ ❛  who the hell are you?  ❜ ❛  why can’t you just let it go?  ❜ ❛  why didn’t you tell me sooner?  ❜ ❛  why did you leave me?  ❜ ❛  why don’t you come home with me?  ❜ ❛  why would you do something like that?  ❜ ❛  will you call me when you got there safely?  ❜ ❛  will you please tell me what happened?  ❜ ❛  will you stop doing that?  ❜

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Hello Sephiroth-mun! I just finished reading your rules page, and you mention you're playing Crisis Core and OG Sephiroth. Regarding the Crisis Core scenario, your take on Sephiroth would be prior to the Nibelheim incident? Or after?

Hello! I might need to update my rules page since I'm not sure how clear they are; but when I say that I mean I pretty much write Sephiroth in all of his verses. Meaning I don't have any set timeline which I write him. It all depends on the thread on whether he's set pre or post-Nibelheim.

I will say that my default for him is ~somewhere in the time post-Nibelheim but prior to Meteor and the events of Advent Children, but once again I'm not picky and will write Sephiroth at any point of his timeline.

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hiislegacy​:

His words were still silenced in the back of his drying throat, and he felt as though he were slowly suffocating, being this close to the creature of his many nightmares. This was so much to take in, and he was surprised that he hadn’t been run through by the other’s blade, yet. His shoulders shook, and he couldn’t control the tension there from all of his muscles tightening with the stress of this situation wearing down on him. An aggravated look finally crossed his features, masking the edge of fear behind his eyes as he stared up towards those burning bright irises. When Sephiroth finished saying his piece, he spoke up softly, afraid to speak any louder, despite wanting to yell at the other.

“My true nature??” He was defiant, still, and would try to be for as long as he ever could when around this one. Though, as much as it angered him, he had to understand just what he was talking about. “Is that why you haven’t killed me, Sephiroth? You really want me by your side? Why the hell would I give up everything just to join you? I’m… I’m not anything close to being like you.” Even as he said it, there was some doubt. He has had some incidents in the past, where he almost fully let loose on those he thought deserved to be cut down. Could this be what the other meant? “You’re insane, if you think this has something to do with ego… I’m not a murderer!”

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" You're more like me than you could ever realize, Strife. " 

The hand still on Cloud's shoulder squeezed with the statement, a reminder that he was still there, ever present. For as soon as they had given Cloud his mother’s cells, they were tied in that sick fate. He can feel the trembling under his palm. Why was Cloud afraid? If anything he should be in reverence. Slitted pupils widen slightly at the eye contact, which was BURNING.

" You would never truly understand. I'm simply taking back what is rightfully mine. " The words cut thickly into the air, hanging in the tension between them. With the pull of Mother’s cells, it was fascinating that Cloud fought the way he did. It was only a shame that effort wasn’t placed somewhere else- then he’d be a force to be reckoned with. The promise of reunion etched in his mind; always pulling him and gravitating- why didn't Cloud hear his mother's voice?

The only thing that gave away any frustration he held was the tightening grip on the other’s shoulder. What started as firm was now DEMANDING of the other’s attention. “ I can’t kill you yet. That would achieve nothing. What about the humans long ago, Cloud, were they not murderers when they destroyed the Cetra? "

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SEND ❓+ A QUESTION AND MY MUSE HAS NO CHOICE BUT TO ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

feel free to elaborate as much as possible !

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floralcetra​:

for his actions and what he must of done . . surely enough there must of been a reason behind this, right ? after all, one cannot truly act on their actions if there wasn’t a reason behind for one’s doing. aeris feels within her own heart, that sephiroth was once a good person. one could only wonder what exactly might of changed that. but, could he someone like himself ever obtain some good deeds again ? easier said than done as the old saying goes.

❛  oh, so you were ? what happened to make you change your ways ? did . . they turn their back on you ? or something like that. ❜ she hops her choice of words didn’t offend him in any way of sort. she only assumed that might of been the case that happened. after all . . it was shinra. shinra has wronged so many people over these years. even if she wasn’t part of shinra and good thing too, but people didn’t deserve it. no one does. same with sephiroth if that was the case here.

&& He can’t STAND the way she’s looking at him- with all too gentle eyes. 

WHY did she have to assume SOMETHING happened to make him? There was nothing; only the true realization of what his destiny was meant to be. Why did she assume that he had been different? Not that he remembered, anyway.

“ There was nothing. ” Venom oozed from his lips just as the mako flowed in his veins. “ As if I’d want to go back to what I was before. ”

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“The last thoughts of Geostigma’s death… those remnants will join the lifestream and girdle the planet; choking it; corroding it. What I want, Cloud, is to sail the cosmos with this planet as my vessel. Just as Mother did long ago. then one day we’ll find a new planet and on it’s soil we’ll create a shining future.”

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honorisen​:

“ So, all I’m hearing is that I’ve gotta wait until the Director decides to call me in and tell me the good news. It’s their call, but even I know they wouldn’t go back on your and Angeal’s recommendations both.” He’d give a shrug. Zack might’ve been overjoyed at the news, but even he knew his promotion wasn’t all because of merit either. SOLDIER was in dire straights – but that wouldn’t stop Zack from being curious.

“ You’re both 1sts and 1st Classes have a lot of pull around here. Right? ”

“ That’s all you can do, now. Wait and see what choice they make. ”

He and Angeal’s recommendations might have some merit- but at the end of the day everyone in SOLDIER knew they were just pawns in the game. Beings given the false sense of control over their lives. “ In some sense we do. Ultimately though, it’s going to be their call despite what myself and Angeal say to them. ”

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reevc​:

     REEVE couldn’t help but pull a smile on his face. BUT SURELY enough the other would be able to UNDERSTAND maybe it was best to get out for an hour. being around the other — made him feel SAFER, that was for sure. But even so, the man couldn’t help but look at the place.                  “ there is a place down the road, we can go to. I could see something else then gross office coffee.” 

&& he’s not going to turn down a good excuse to get out of this hellish building.

Though- being out in the public eye wasn’t his favorite either; not with all the locals fawning over him as they usually do. What HARM could it be, though? After all it was Zack who said he needed to make friends.

“ I’ll humor you this once. ” He’d say in light jest. “ I think anything would be better than that watered-down coffee they offer. ” 

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Ascension

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stagnantmako‌:

It sounds like a lie.

Two experiments on the loose was not something Shinra was liable to care about. It would not be good PR for the company, that was for certain, but ultimately Shinra had too much power to much care for protesters in the streets preaching the truth they refuse to acknowledge. The fact that they were valuable pieces of science, each of them one of a kind and irreplaceable, was something that would come well before the countless lives the two young Tsviets could and would claim. They’d already carved a bloody path from DeepGround to freedom, but all that was expected of them. Their only sin in the eyes of the company was to be breathing this fresh air, under this bright sun, when they should be bolted underneath the earth.

Banora is quiet, and peaceful, and only a rest stop for them as they trek further and further towards Shinra’s enemies. To demand an alliance, knowing they would never be free so long as Shinra existed. Something more sophisticated than he’s sure their captors believes they’re capable of.

And so why would the great General Sephiroth be out here if not to find them and bring them back… surely this would be what would tip the old man’s hand, for him to show precisely what went on underneath the feet of his citizens. He would need to tell his staff, burdening the most elite of his honorable SOLDIERs with the truth and the orders to haul the two Tsviets back to their prison. Surely this is who is supposed to thrash them into submission and return them to the labs.

But that… does not feel like a lie. 

The Sable eyes the man critically, felid red eyes narrowing sharply as bony hands ball to fists. Oblivion burns inside of him, ready to burst out at a moment’s notice. Weiss had reported that another project had gone missing when he’d read through the files. Had he come to hunt that one down? Perhaps he should have stayed his tongue. Too late now. 

His eyes narrow, any illusion of being a simple frightened teenager drops away sharply. It was a pointless gambit anyway.

“Then why have you come, General?”

" If I was here to drag you back, I would have already done so by now. "

Of course, Sephiroth had caught wind of the Tsviets on the run. Word tended to spread around fast; and nothing regarding Shinra usually got passed him. He'd heard stories of the carnage they had left in their wake as they left; but it was of little concern.

He had no reason to ally with Shinra as of late.

Mako-infused hues narrow as he studied the other; it was a wonder there were still people like them after he'd practically dropped the meteor on their heads. Even more bizzare as this one apparently hadn't found out the cause... Typical of a cover up. While he may look the same outwardly- anyone who studied close would notice this wasn’t the same Sephiroth of a bygone era - his skin seemed paler; eyes sharper than before. He didn’t blink. Didn’t breathe.

" General? " He's not heard that in years. " As a matter of fact; I'm no longer affiliated. I’m here for my own reasons- none of which involve you. "

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So a little update about Sephiroth’s sexuality because I’ve been considering it for a while.

I’ve decided that he’s bisexual but asexual-leaning, and aromantic. Now that’s not to say ships definitely wont happen, especially if they are pre-nibelheim verses or au’s but it just never really felt right shipping him. Also, I firmly believe he’s so disgusted by the human race, that in no way would he really want a relationship to begin with.