I’m genuinely losing my mind so I figured it would be better to post on this tumblr rather than my main, since I just need to say that I’m fucking losing my mind
I am trying so hard. So fucking hard. And I feel like it’s just. Useless. I feel like I’m being vague posted about and people aren’t actually telling me what they’re thinking and maybe it’s my stupid ass paranoia but either way I am sick of it!! This is weird to even post but I wanted to say it on here because for some reason it’s pretty cathartic to speak into the void. Anyways. Pissed because having a cigarette didn’t help. I’m just. Mad and I’m hurt and I don’t know what to do about it other than sit and make my dinner at ten pm because I still have not eaten















