❛ you’re cruel. ❜
an eidolon of prescribed notion to speak so brazenly to a child, unfairness that coats erinnerung in blankness and deceit where the voice of tōsan reminds him that he is altoghether nothingness easily replaced by a replica of kāsan. a stranger to lagior such offensiveness must also be familiar with abuse of the sweetest kind, and it stings shinji to know he’d be hated for existence rather than protected. but it’s true by panspermia that they’d return to nothing —— so this stranger who hates him, who despises him, would only be invited into the secrecy of shinji’s soul where he’d see every disgusting line of his mind and body, and who could he hate then if they were so alike? the bitter god smiles a child’s smile and with liliths’ blessing, accepts woefully such darkness into his heart.
❛ she’s dead. ❜
❛ the only one who protects me is nagisa-kun. ❜
he embraces the word with wicked laughter, it's harsh & grating, almost startling as he bellows with no regard for human kindness. didn't this boy, this stranger, ---- know that this was a world where the weak die ? show any sort of frailty, and they will butcher you alive ( kill your heart, eat it, tear it 'til there is no more to smash and stab ). oh gods, he knows, he has endured until there is just a hollow idleness. another giggle, it's almost beastly how he acts, how each jerk of his body is animalistic & untamed, never is he soft, as he raises his arm before him with a wide toothy grin, eyes wide & trained on the stranger.
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