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i want his presence. his attitude. his voice. his face. i want to see the shifts in his eyes during certain convos. i wanna see on his face how he thinks vs what he’s saying. i wanna see the barrier created between his true self and self presented to others from his young age. i wanna unravel it. i wanna see it for my own eyes. and i wanna wait till he opens up about it.
opens up about anything. his true thoughts, his fears, his hopes, his past dreams. i wanna hear what makes him , him. and the different variations of him. pro hero hawks. hero commission hawks. co worker hawks and etc etc leading to the closed up box that is keigo takami.
i wanna fall in love with every bit he does and says. i wanna become so hopelessly in love that i become almost obsessed. i wanna be there every morning and night with him. i wanna help him, and not fix him but better him as a human being. because he is a human being and all humans deserve to feel like a human. to go through all the things that make us human. i wanna go through all the emotions with him,, even anger and angst yes.
i wanna see how things trigger him and calm him. i wanna pick up on everything and analyze it. not in a creepy way because he’s doing it to me too. he’s over analyzing what i am as i am with him. we’re both having this energy of wanting to know, longing to see, hoping completely to breakdown each other into little descriptions to help each other.
and after all of this? this longing and pursing to help fix and love loop. we finally express our love. we finally let our insecurities go and say yes i do love you truly for who u are.
i wanna have our kiss racking in passion and utter desire for our company and presence. i want to take it so slow from there that the sexual tension gets so heated we fall into each other in a godly speed. and make love to one another. not just for the sex. no. to show our longing appreciation and admiration for each other. to please one another. to truly be connected in with one another.