hei fellow gay froggos and biotches

sup.

[hayhayitsj]

Intro ig? whtevr

ive seen a couple other tumblrs do intros soooo. here I am.

Heyyy I'm a human (agenderfluid) named J/Will.

I'm a teen, highschooler

She/He/They/Don't care

I'm an omnomnomsexual (Omni)

I'm INFP-T score

I like to sing and write songs (sometimes)

I looooooove old Disney movies, Star Trek, KDH, and Mary Poppins

I like historical fiction and fiction

My favorite subjects are History, English, and lunch

I'm a cat person, but I'll love on anything

I like having an answer to things, so the unknown isn't exactly scary, I just want to know about it.

I'm a conspiracy theorist

My sun sign is Pisces, my moon is Virgo (according to google)

Diehard Denver Broncos fan because of my mom, so no, I don't live in Colorado (also Chiefs and their fans can die in a hole after being set on fire, not bc they're only on the team for T swift, but bc the team is terrible, cheating jerks)

I am a 2nd degree black belt (specific: Nidan level black belt, 6th kyu (for those who care)) in Karate, and have been doing it since 7 yrs old

I looooooove music, mostly pop, pop rock, and rap (Eminem, Camilla Cabello, Sabrina Carpenter, and Maneskin can sign my forehead if they want)

[robo-walkingto]

[hayhayitsj]

omnisexual is just pan with a type.

A very, very strong type.

[hayhayitsj]

tumblr wisdom gives me the heebie-jeebies. I love it <3.

[hayhayitsj]

let’s talk about labels and their place in the queer community.

For the record, I do use labels to describe myself, HOWEVER, I do agree with people who don’t use them.

I simply believe that right now, the queer community should use labels in order for society to better understand us. I think this because right now, it’s not normalized to be queer due to current societal standards and usuals, such as:

-homophobia

-no one’s learning about it

-normalized ‘joking’ such as the use of ‘gay’ and ‘f@g…’

-the idea that it’s a big deal to be queer (OHMYGOSH ur GAY! I’m so PROUD of you!)

anyways, due to the fact that it’s not normalized to be queer, labels are important so society can be taught that there’s people in existence that aren’t hetero-cis, and that it’s not a big deal that there are.

However, one day, to be queer will be normalized and not even questioned or freaked out about (ex- if someone likes a girl one day instead of a guy like usual, they’ll just be like oh, ok cool let’s move on, and won’t question their sexuality or gender or NOTHIN) when this day comes, labels won’t be needed anymore because no. One. Will. Care. But right now, people care (negatively or positively), so it’s better to use labels so we don’t give people jump scares.

HOWEVER-that’s like the third however this post lol-, that doesn’t mean we need to have over the top coming out parties or be like that one friend who’s overly excited that you told them you’re bi. It just means we should move on with our lives if we discover someone is actually ace instead of not ace, and be supportive and caring if needed. Otherwise, all we need is awareness so we can better understand the person, which labels can help one do.

It’s like fingering tapes on a violin. A beginner doesn’t necessarily need them to learn the instrument, but it will help the new player understand which notes are where and how to make them in tune when playing. Soon enough, the player won’t need those tapes anymore, and can play just fine without even looking at their hand. right now, our society needs those tapes, but one day they can be taken off when society understands notes and octaves and finger placement. And whether they’re taken off tomorrow or in a thousand years, i know someday the world will be ready.

[skipptheopossum]

Starting a tag game ig??? Idk how to do this- theres a first for everything-

Drop 5 songs you really likeeee hehe~

@casthefriendlyzombie @maikeycrown @stupidstarkitty @hyponights + anyone who wants to! :3

[casthefriendlyzombie]

Doncamatic

Kiss me until my lips fall off

Sadness is rebellion

Fine, I'll Isekai myself

Lily

Yarrr that was my choices!!

@skipptheopossum (re-tagging you so you can drop your favorite songs!) @mackenziedaartist @kaiserinemmelin @therealodirorke @qu1cksc0p3 @drudg30n @heartattackinblackdye @lesbianinthewildlol @littlechaoscryptid @critterscreaturescollective @carlthehedgehog @nervoswreck and open tags!

[lesbianinthewildlol]

soap

mountains

dollhouse

JJAM

119 remix

@kralbubemuke2 @tyler-1989 @sesneksheep @seungmin-in-the-car @heyimriver @h-a-n-n-n-n @hauntedemii @nicoishungry

[heyimriver]

OHOHOHOHOHOHOH

Pink Pony Club by Chappel Roan

HOT TO GO by Chappel Roan

Good Luck, Babe! by Chappel Roan

SOS by Neoni

And The Tower by Neoni

Anygays @urlocal-ace-of-spades @nyxxikat @yippeewhoohwooeeppiy @thatnonbinanry @crowthesapphic @jerdabigback @oopsallhomo @aleksxsxs @wordsmithofdoom @riverscw1b

[nyxxikat]

IVE BEEN SUMMONED

1. Metamorphosis by Neoni

2. Harpy Hare by Yaelokre

3. That's So True by Gracie Abrams

4. Panic Room by Au/Ra

5. Gold by Neoni

@wisteriazchaos @hayhayitsj @heyimriver

[hayhayitsj]

well hellur- yes this is late tee hee

GGUM- Yeonjun

The Dove- The Baby Bugs

NO BATIDAO- uhhhh forgot and am lazy :b

Joan- Lydia the Bard

after dark x sweater weather- daddy’s girl and another person idk

hehe I know like 2 people on this platform who already did this so oh well

[hayhayitsj]

:3. Her eyes are so pretty. And she likes animals. And my friends are scared because they’ve never seen me this happy. Ever. I was literally vibrating on a frequency I forced everyone to hear.

[hayhayitsj]

*iiiiiiiiinhale*

I have news. Just. News. It’s great and it could also be terrible.

i

am

in

love

with

a

mormon

girl.

(I’m fem-presenting btw so. Yknow. Go my fuckin bitch ass heart)

[hayhayitsj]

Green Eyes- by moi

The snap of my neck is frightening

The look on my face, delighting

Pride is such a fun thing

Oh, honey you had it coming

My lips are swollen,

Your teeth feel golden

Your hips sway like a sirens

Long, yet sudden

The pain I’m lovin’

Oh honey, you had me coming

(Chorus)

Oh, those (pause)

Green eyes

Watching me at night

Shivers up my spine

Oh, I can’t deny

Hon, you hypnotize

Make me feel alive

No, won’t say it twice 

Gotta make you mine

Oh, those green eyes

(End chorus)

You’re a walkin forest babe

Your dark hair like vines

I got caught in the wild

Your lips are my coffin

Ooh, you have me in a trance

Make me dance to my death

You have me by the neck

Don’t you wanna check?

Again and again

Fuck “let’s be friends”.

Oh, it’s too late

It’s no longer day

Your title of “roomate”

Is newly “Consume me”.

(Chorus)

Delicious, your damn green eyes

Watching me at night

Shivers up my spine

Oh, I can't deny

Hon, you hypnotize

Make me feel alive

No, won’t say it twice 

Gotta mark you right

Oh, those green eyes

(End chorus)

Marks so dark

Oh, kissing her bones

Now, weren’t you told

That boys won’t grow old?

But what about the babes?

There’s no second place

And no first base

(Whisper) I’ll only trip on your lace

Cause those (pause)

Green eyes

Just pervert my mind

Got me free and light

Fuck “just one night”

Is it lust or love?

You’re such a drug

Shit I feel so high

Electric, my life

The touch of your fingers

I don’t want to linger

Just move on, please hurt me

Go ravage me baby

Those damn green eyes

Wanna do this right

So you’ll come back and fight

My body one more time.

(End)

[hayhayitsj]

OK BITCHES IM BACK FOR 5 HOURS

and I’m here to say

low baritone.

like, Y’know how people are like, oh what is most attractive abt a person, and they pick hands or face or something. For me its

BARITONEEEEEESS.

and if u knew me irl this would make so much fucking sense, lemme tell u-

[hayhayitsj]

I watched K-pop Demon Hunters.

HOLY FU-

(Slams table)

GIVE MORE. NOW.

JINU MUST NOT DIEEEEEEEE

[hayhayitsj]

For my loves and my desired

Tonight when you go to bed, I hope you feel a weight on your core.

But not one of sadness, burden, sorrow, regret. Simply:

A head. A pair of shoulders. An arm draped across your stomach. A chest at your side, rising and falling with every peaceful breath.

And when you go to sleep, know I'm at home, in the safety of my own bed, sleeping peacefully in this position on my pillow, pretending it's you I'm holding and being held by.

[hayhayitsj]

y’all am I mean for saying this????

anyways I just counted how many messages I have in my inbox. 12. I got all 12 in just over a months time.

THEYRE ALL ABT THE GAZA HAMAS WAR THING

(Yes idek what the fighting is for yes I’m uneducated sorry)

SCAMMERS STFU

like I feel bad for the people who are suffering

but even if they were sincere, I’m not even old enough to sit in the front seat of a car and move the wheel

F off scammers have a nice day and go bug peps on a different platform

[hayhayitsj]

At my school, the seniors last day was yesterday.

I have a few classes where there are (well, now were) seniors, and the teachers made them do a little "life advice" what they liked abt the class. YK, impersonal bs.

But, there was one class where the seniors prepared few-minute-long speeches for us. Almost every person in that class, no matter age or gender ended up bawling their eyes out.

That class was Choir.

Chior is fun, easy, and it was easy to make friends, even with the not-so-scary upperclassmen.

We all laughed together, smiled, had fun with each other and our amazing teacher. Before any of us knew it, we'd become a family.

So yesterday afternoon after lunch while walking to that class, I hadn't expected to cry so hard.

There are abt 20-26 students in Choir, small compared to other music ensambles. Thinking abt it, our number is prob why we even connected so easily in the first place. Anyways, there were only abt 6 seniors in our class, and half of them gave speeches.

They talked abt their relationship with us, they thanked us and our teacher, they reminiced. They all cried throughout their small speeches.

For me personally, I started crying a bit through the first one, a lot harder in the second one, and I laughed/cried through the last one.

Our teacher was last to give her speech to the class and seniors. AT that point, I was sobbing so hard, I was struggling to keep quiet and had completely given up on using the tissues in my hand to whisk away the tears, and I just let them roll freely down my cheeks.

I looked around my class, which was arranged with our chairs (no desks) in a square facing each other, and I saw almost half of the freshmen, all of the Sophmores, a few of the juniors, and almost all of the seniors crying. Hard. Even the guys were crying. Even my queer coded would-be-a-masc teacher was crying.

And when all the speeches were done, we all gave each other hugs and short messages and cried together and took selfies for memories.

And at the very end of class, wall randomly made a circle, held hands, and had our teacher stand in the middle of it. We sang the last few song lyrics of a song that is normally sang for goodbyes where I’m from.

it sounded horrible, but it was memorable.

Goodbye Seniors. Good luck, mahalo, A hui ho kakou to you all.

[hayhayitsj]

I wish I never learned my ex’s full name, so I could have less names to be triggered by if I hear them.

[discombobulateddiplodocus]

Do you wanna hold my hand and go stargazing? We can kiss

[hayhayitsj]

HOLY HELL YES PLEASE THATS MY FRICKIN DREAM

[hayhayitsj]

yall my orchestra conductor says the weirdest shit alive:

"No matter how good you think you are, there is always an asian elementary school kid who can do it better."

"Women can get killed for doin nothin in many places in the middle east"

"that was not very demure of you"

"F SHARPPPPPPPP"

"Violas, whyyy!"