the sky's the limit

Hayley Lopez. National Motox Champ. Trying to make a difference. Twenty Three. Happily engaged to my Khloe and mama to our son Caleb Levi.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

I guess you’re right. Guess s’something I should get use to now.

[hayles-lo]

I like to be right, doesn’t happen often. Maybe but some things you just don’t get use to.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

Sorry, bear. I just don’t know whether to be nervous or excited.

[hayles-lo]

Probably both is the natural thing.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

I’m glad you approve. Now get to planning. 

[hayles-lo]

Wow, so pushy. I’ll do it, I’ll do it.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

Fine. We’re both amazing in our own ways.

[hayles-lo]

That sounds much better, babe.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

Fine. You won’t have to say anything first. And yes, I know that but you just have to try. I know, I know. Luckily, we still have time to cherish his baby years for now. Don’t even, we’ve been over this.

[hayles-lo]

Okay, fine, I’ll talk. I do try... somewhat. Yeah, he’s still really small and learning things everyday, it’s awesome. I love how his face just lights up. Can’t we just be equal, no-one has to be any better or worse.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

I know, but you like me. You love me actually and I just want you to try just this once. If you don’t like them or would rather not be around them afterwards, then fine. You can’t pre-judge everyone because of how much of an idiot he used to be. I mean, it seems like we just found out we were pregnant with Monkey and now he’s one. Soon he’s going to be four and starting school and then ten and wanting slumber parties and things so having to meet the teachers and parents isn’t going to be less, y’know. Once they see how amazing of a person and how awesome of a mom you are, nothing else will matter.

[hayles-lo]

I do like you a lot. Love you a lot too. Can they at least introduce themselves to me first? Maybe not but I can’t help it sometimes. I guess you’re right, he is growing up and there will be more kids. I don’t think I want to picture him being so grown up, before we know i, he’ll be a young man. If you say so..You’re a much better mother than me, Khlo.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

Drama? ..Don’t be ridiculous. Is that seriously the reason you avoid parent outings and everything else? No one’s going to judge you! They know that we’re together, they know that Caleb is ours and obviously they know how we got him. If they would judge you, wouldn’t they judge me too? You shouldn’t be worried.

[hayles-lo]

That and I don’t really like people. My own father judged me, Khloe. What does that tell you about the rest of the world? Whatever, if they talk, I’ll talk but I don’t really wanna go out of my way. I’m not worried about anything.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

Everyone knows me, Bear. They’ll want to meet you, Miss Anti-Social. I’m not going to push you but I think it’ll be beneficial for you. Good! And I’m only inviting maybe a handful, not many. I like that idea. A lot, actually.

[hayles-lo]

There’s a reason for that. I don’t do drama bullshit. You see, if I don’t talk to people, then there can’t be any bullshit. All they’re gonna do is judge the fuck out of me for having a penis. I know how it works. Okay, well handful sounds okay, I think I can manage that. I only have like one or two friends anyway. Yeah? Thank god for that cause I was running out of ideas.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

Who says it can’t be any time soon? You don’t want to meet the other parents and people that will be there? Are you inviting your friends as well? Hm, like what exactly?

[hayles-lo]

Me. I do. I’ll meet them, just with you by my side. You know I’m not the most friendliest person ever. I- Sure, I could invite them. What about your friends? I don’t know, just something personal and special. Maybe we could get him a bear with all our names on it or something? I don’t know.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

Following me around? Not that I mind but you’ll have to learn to mingle eventually. Something like what? A doll…? Great, you can teach him to ride it and I’ll take lots of pictures for his future embarrassment.

[hayles-lo]

It’s what I do best. That’s right, eventually. That’s not right now or next week. I’m not sure, it can be or it could be something else sentimental. Done deal. I’m sold. 

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

You never exactly were a ‘people person’ so if you’re okay with it, then sure. It was only a cheap doll but I had her til I was five and it was my favorite thing ever. Yeah? You think so? Awesome. Well, I guess we can stop by the toy store after the party store on tomorrow.

[hayles-lo]

Well I’m not, but I guess I need to make some sort of an effort, you know, by following you around. Sounds like daddy was real good to you. Maybe we could get something for Caleb like that too? I definitely think so, I’d be so excited if I got one of those. Sounds perfect, beautiful.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

Well, he is walking now so I guess that’s our safest bet. Yeah, I know…that was the plan but should it be a drop off kind of thing or…? Hey, he might. I still remember what daddy got me for my first birthday. Don’t underestimate him. I thought about one of those motorized car thingies. Maybe a Benz to match mine but I’m too scared to put him inside of one. What do you think?

[hayles-lo]

Maybe we could have people stay around, it’s not every day we get to catch up with people. And what were you given? You’re right though, I shouldn’t underestimate him, he’s pretty smart, our boy. That’d be pretty cool, especially to match mommy’s car. As long as we’re watching him it should be fine, plus he’ll grow into it. I really like that idea, babe.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

Yes, decorations would probably be better to start off with…are we throwing the party here? Should it be indoors or outdoors? Is it suitable to invite adults or just kids? I’m new to this too. Heck, I don’t even know what to buy him.

[hayles-lo]

I assume that’s what we were doing. Maybe we could keep it indoors, saves him from chances of getting hurt or bitten by something. Well I mean he’s one, maybe we could just invite some family and close friends? There will be kids for him to play within that group. Neither do I.. I mean maybe just toys? Clothes? I don’t even think he’ll be able to remember.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

Hush, you. It’s not a punishment. I’m pretty sure I got you back for that, anyways. You just weren’t aware when it happened….Hayley, not true. Look, it’ll be great. I mean, I’ll handle the food, of course but you’ll do fine. You understand that stuff more than I do. I don’t even know the difference between Batman and Superman.

[hayles-lo]

Oh? But I don’t know the first thing I’m doing, bub. Where do I start? Who do we invite? I guess the party store would have superhero decorations and party themed stuff. That’s a start, right? This kid will be the death of me.

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

Baby, sh. No, it’ll be great. There’s a first time for everything, right?

It’ll be more disastrous if I did it but of course, I’ll help out where you need me to.

[hayles-lo]

What are you punishing me for? Was it because I walked mud through house that one time and then Caleb rolled in it before putting his hands on the walls because I apologised for that.

Babe, at least it would have structure and common sense?

[khloe-lopez-deactivated20200615]

And he wants mama to plan him a Marvel themed birthday bash because mommy has no idea about any of that. 

[hayles-lo]

Woah, hold up. Me, plan a birthday party? Children? Me? Plan? It ends in one word: Disaster.

[hayles-lo]

My little man isn’t so little anymore. Kid turns one soon, fuck.