Cherries & Cheerfulness

Hazel Moore | 18 “I wondered what happened when you offered yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same.”

[hazelmoore]

Wonderland || Haliver

[poppymurry]

Oliver looked up when he felt his arm being tugged and followed her to where she wanted to go. He was excited to see it was Peter Pan, who he wanted to have a photo with as well. He had seen clips of him on youtube, people meeting him and talking to him. The actor behind him was a really great actor. Oliver took out the camera while she posed with the guy and took the picture of the two of them. He smiled up at her when she came back. “Yes, I do.” He said cheerfully as he got up to Peter’s side, who greeted him happily and proceeded to tug at his curls and ask questions of how he made it so fluffy. After agreeing with Peter that Hazel really did look like a princess, the Disney character got beside Oliver and threw his arm over his shoulder smiling brightly to the camera and Hazel. “See, I told you you’re a princess.” He teased and bopped her nose playfully before turning his attention to two little girls who had approached for a picture with him.

Oliver walked back to Hazel, and slipped his hand into hers again and giving it a soft squeeze. So far they had been able to walk around without fans spotting them - if the guy dressed as Peter Pan was a fan or not, he had no idea. He’d read somewhere they weren’t allowed to go out of their role, and he doubted Peter Pan would know who he was. “I was always so gutted they didn’t have a part of this park dedicated to 101 Dalmatians, or the Jungle Book. You can only find a couple of stuffed animals or something from those movies, it’s a little bit sad.” He said honestly and looked around thoughtfully, trying to find out where he wanted to go next. He was content just walking around with Hazel, though. He liked her company a lot, and he liked just  having her next to him and being able to spend the day with her. He missed it. “Hey, look. It’s Cinderella.” He stopped and pointed to the Princess not too far from them taking a picture with a little girl dressed in the same dress as her.

[hazelmoore]

Hazel smiled at Oliver brightly as she waited for him to get to Peter’s side. She loved taking pictures even though she didn’t take them very often with other people around as she waited for them both to get ready as she smiled even wider at the fact that Oliver was mostly hers today. She took a couple of pictures. Feeling him bop her nose she giggled as she shook her head. “I don’t have a tiara silly. I can’t be a princess without that.” Although she could never see herself as a princess mostly because of how she was raised. She was raised to believe that she was nothing more than Cinderella with no savior in hope instead. She didn’t mind that since she was always scared of saying no, of having people leave her. She never wanted that and times like this she wondered if it was a realistic fear anymore. Oliver would never leave her. At least she hoped. She didn’t want him to leave her. But she would understand if he wanted to since she wasn’t that special, or at least as special as Oliver made her out to be. Looking over she saw two little girls who seemed to know who Oliver was as she tugged lightly on his hand and kissed his cheek. “I’ll wait over there.” She said softly. When she saw Oliver interact with kids she always smiled because he looked so at home. She would love to have kids with Oliver at some point in her life as she giggled at how at home he looked.

She took his hand once he was done and she squeezed back. So far it wasn’t too bad with fans noticing him, which she was grateful for. “I know! That’s really sad.” She frowned as she sighed. “But I guess the park can’t hold everything.” She shook her head and smiled at him wistfully. “We should buy a couple of stuffed animals from the books though!” She said wondering if that would at least help Disney’s sales. She looked at him when he pointed out Cinderella as she smiled excitedly. “Lets go get a picture!” She said as she practically ran over to Cinderella with him as she wanted a picture now. She felt bad for dragging him around but she was so excited to see more Disney character’s as she suddenly felt shy. Where were her manners? She walked up to Cinderella hesitantly as she smiled at her. “May I have a picture with you?” She asked timidly afraid she would say no for some reason. Maybe because she was someone Hazel had read a million times in her childhood and she had her happily ever after now with Oliver. She smiled in relief as Cinderella said of course as she posed next to her and she waited for Oliver to take the picture. 

[abeltesfayezs]

[dinahlances]

[j-thirlwalls-deactivated2017070]

When I was a little bean, the top of my Christmas list was always the best Barbie doll I could get, cause me mam would always get us a Cindy doll and I wasn’t having any of it, I wanted Barbie. Every year she’d get me a Cindy doll and I wanted Barbie!!!

[iconicgirls]

[hazelmoore]

Wonderland || Haliver

[poppymurry]

Oliver smiled at Hazel and nodded. He liked the thought of the two of them cooking together. He missed being able to do things like that. Now that they were on the road he treasured every moment he had alone with her, even if it was only in the evenings and mornings. He kind of felt like he was neglecting her when he had a fully scheduled day with interviews, photo shoots and the likes, and he absolutely hated her. He wanted to give her his full attention at all times but it was hard when he was dragged around to one interview after the other. He felt bad, and hoped that today would be good. Considering they had the whole day together in Disney world, it should be good. “We should cook together when we get back home, yes.” He smiled when she kissed his cheek.

Oliver smiled some over at Hazel again. He secretly wished he didn’t have to have to have the bodyguards around Disney World with him at all, but it was hard go to anywhere without protection. He couldn’t imagine Disney World being very easy. He had made it clear that they had to keep a distance and only come over if it was highly necessary. He didn’t mind saying hello to some fans, but he would mind if they were mobbed. Especially today when he was supposed to be spending the day with his fiancée. Arriving at the park, and walking through the entrance, Oliver looked around, finding a map of the park and held it out to her. “Today’s  your day, so we’ll go wherever you want to, babe.” He said and kissed her temple. He honestly didn’t mind what they were doing today. He just wanted to be spending time with Hazel, and see her smile. Oliver looked around at what was around them, and could see the castle straight ahead. “Oh! We should get you Minnie mouse ears or a princess tiara. Either would look great on you.” He smiled and gave her hand a soft squeeze as he tugged her along with him to walk with him to see what was around the park. 

[hazelmoore]

“It’ll be fun for sure. But that’s still a ways away.” Hazel smiled at him softly as he kissed her cheek. She was just glad to get some alone time with him since she rarely could. She didn’t mind since she knew that this was Oliver’s job, this was the life he wanted, but she did miss him quite a lot. Hazel took the map as she looked over it curiously as she started to memorize the map and where she wanted to go for sure as she looked up when Oliver started to speak. Hearing his words she giggled and smiled at him brightly. “I don’t think I’m really a princess so I’ll take the Minnie Mouse ears.” She smiled at him brightly as she was just glad to walk hand and hand with him at all. She missed being able to do things like this. She looked around excitedly as she knew she wanted to get some pictures with every character possible as she smiled brightly when she saw Peter Pan and tugged on Oliver’s hand as she nearly ran over to him.

She loved Peter Pan growing up, he never had to grow up, he would be able to stay the same forever and that was something she wanted more than anything. She saw the guy smile at her as she eagerly went up to him and hugged him tightly as he picked her up with ease as she giggled and smiled. “You’re quite the light princess aren’t you? But who are you trying to be?” He asked as Hazel shook her head. “I don’t know actually.” She said honestly as he smiled and pressed his cheek against hers as she waited for Oliver to take the picture, thanking the person playing Peter Pan before she walked back over to Oliver happily. “Do you want to take a picture with him as well?” She asked eagerly. She was loving today already, even though she knew that people were starting to wondering if that was actually Oliver with her. She prayed they would think it was a look alike as she looked at him happily. 

[hazelmoore]

Wonderland || Haliver

[poppymurry]

Oliver turned to the food trolley the man had left in the room and picked up his plate and a paper that followed. He never usually read the paper, but the headlines of today kind of caught his eye as they were writing about his upcoming gig in the city. Oliver hated reading about himself in the paper. Mostly they didn’t have anything nice to say, because the critics seemed to have other things on their mind than actually having people go and give him a chance. They just tore him down the minute they got the chance. “I’m so lucky to have you and Laura to help me eat right.” Oliver winked at her and took a bite of his food. “I like it better when you make it.” He said, thinking the taste was a little too sweet, but ate it anyway. He still liked Hazel’s cooking the most, maybe even better than the cook they used to have back home in Cheshire. The two of them cooked the best meals Oliver had ever tasted.

Oliver looked up from the paper at her question about the body guard and nodded. “We’re going to Disney world, I don’t think going out on our own is very safe.” He said honest and took another bite of his breakfast and folded the paper back together. It seemed like Orlando had big expectations to his show. Good thing Hazel was here with him, so his last shows had been better than he had expected because he was in such a good mood. “But I don’t think they’ll be like… withus. They’ll be a bit in the background and only come when necessary.” He said reassuring. “I told them I wanted to spend the day with you, not you and the body guards, so they have worked something out.” He finished his food and set the plate back on the trolley and sat back down in his seat and rested back in it as he waited for her to finish so they could go down to the amusement park. He was really excited about being here with her, and didn’t even mind being woken up this early on his day off. He would probably have slept until noon if he had been alone today, so he decided that this was better than if he had been on his own. “Tonight we could have dinner at the Disney castle if you want. It’s a restaurant inside, a really good one I’ve heard. I’ve always been on the junk food places in Disney World before.” 

[hazelmoore]

“You really are.” Hazel teased as she shook her head and smiled. “Well I wish I could cook for you Oliver but you know I’m not allowed to or have the time since you’re on the road.” She reminded him and laughed lightly. “But when you’re done with this tour we should cook together a lot okay.” She smiled brightly loving that Oliver would be hers for however long his break was. All she really wanted was time with Oliver and she really felt that lately they didn’t get enough time together. She didn’t care too much though as she knew that he was following his dreams and that’s what mattered to her. That he was happy overall as she kissed his cheek.

“Alright.” She smiled at him softly. Sometimes it was hard dating Oliver. She never really got any alone time with him outside the few minutes here and there, and it seemed even harder to be this close and not have him then be farther away and skype him. She knew what she was getting herself into though when she dated him though and she knew it was just one thing and she could ignore it. Hearing that she smiled brightly and nodded her head eagerly. “Oh yes! I’m so excited!” She said as she clapped her hand ready to have a good time with him. It made her happier than she thought it was going to but maybe it was because even if people were going to stare at them she would have something romantic. “I haven’t eaten things from there in a long time.” She had saved up a bit of money and knew that even if she wanted to spend money Oliver would probably end up paying for it. She was starting to get used to Oliver paying for everything much to her dismay. She wanted to be able to pay for things but he made the most money and he had already told her that she shouldn’t overwork herself which was something that was hard to do sometimes. She wanted to be useful and that little feeling that she was useless would never go away as she got into the car with him holding his hand. “What should we see first?”

[hazelmoore]

Wonderland || Haliver

[poppymurry]

Having Hazel with him on tour was one of the best things that had happened to Oliver so far on this tour. He loved having her with him, and he knew he was in a better mood, even. The band liked to tease him about it when they had him alone on rehearsals and stuff, but he just waved them off. He didn’t care what they had to say about the matter. He was just happy to have her there with him, and wouldn’t change it at all. Oliver really looked forward to whenever he had days off from work, and especially this day when they were going to Disney world in Orlando. It was one of his favourite places to go, having been there with his parents before. Oliver had woken up at six am at habit, but remembered he had the day off and only snuggled in closer to his girlfriend and gone back to sleep. As much as he loved his job and performing, sleeping next to Hazel like this would always be his favourite thing in the world.

Hearing Hazel’s voice and feeling her lips against his own, Oliver stirred in his sleep and let out a deep sigh. He was not ready to get up yet. The bed was much too comfortable compared to the beds on the tour bus. He slowly opened his eyes and looked up at her, seeing she was already to go. “What time is it?” He muttered, wanting to pull the covers over his head and go back to sleep, but kept from it and instead pushed himself up in a sitting position and reached for his phone on the nightstand. “We have a busy day ahead of us, then.” He chuckled lightly, running everything she’d said over in his head. He couldn’t remember all the things she wanted to talk about, but he knew they would talk about them later. Probably during dinner or something. He was torn between fearing the conversation and not, if he was honest. Oliver leaned in and kissed her forehead before pushing the covers away and getting up to go and get dressed and ready to start the day. As Oliver walked out of the bathroom again, brushing his teeth he heard a knock on the door, and went to open to see room service bringing them food. He gave the man a couple of dollars in tips and closed the door after him. “You ordered breakfast too?” He walked back to the bathroom to get rid of the foam caused by toothpaste. “I knew having you with me on tour would be a good thing.” He chuckled lightly and kissed her softly when he came back out of the bathroom. 

[hazelmoore]

Hazel smiled brightly seeing his eyes, as she was glad he was forcing himself awake. “It’s ten sleepyhead. You got an extra four hours.” She laughed softly as she ruffled his hair. “Yes we do. And if we account for the fact we’ll probably get separated twice we have a really hectic day as well.” She shook her head and clapped a bit. “I haven’t been there since Mason took me a couple of years ago!” She grinned and remembered that well. He had bought her a little Mini Mouse doll that she still had today. Feeling him kiss her forehead she closed her eyes feeling happy and at home. She had a few minutes to herself right now as she felt her phone buzz again as she was creped out. This person seemed to find her number no matter how much she blocked it. All it was when she answered it was “I’m going to take his precious girl away.” And that was it as she bit her lip and shook her head. It was nothing. It was just someone playing a prank she hoped as she noticed Oliver was out and smiled brightly. She had never tried to talk to the person but it’s like they knew everything in her schedule. Starting before she even came here to tour. She needed to let it go though as she knew worrying Oliver was the last thing she wanted to do.

She had ordered everything he wanted as she smiled. “Yes your favorite. I mean I didn’t cook it but I still hope it tastes good.” She smiled at him as she let him kiss her. “I have to keep you healthy since Laura isn’t going to be taking care of you today.” She teased as she shook her head and smiled brightly at him. She had became pretty good friends with Laura since they were both nurses and she was pretty much the only other girl around. She started to love Laura even more as she got to spend more time with her and she was glad that she had another friend. She shook her head, as she didn’t feel too hungry as she ordered some plain eggs and toasts. She was too excited for their trip as she did feel a bit guilty for waking him up so early on his only day off. Still she knew he was just as excited for this as she twisted the ring on her finger and smiled at it softly. She knew they were young, she knew they were rushing and she knew that Mason and Scarlett were worried what would happen if the relationship failed, but she couldn’t imagine herself with anyone else but him and she was happy this way. “Are we getting a body guard?” She asked curiously as she waited for him to finish. She knew that sometimes Oliver needed one, a lot of the time he did but she didn’t ever so she was unsure. She missed having dates that were normal though. 

[jarryfeelings]

[hazelmoore]

Wonderland || Haliver

Hazel blinked, as she knew it was early as she yawned. Traveling with Oliver was a lot more stressful then she really thought it was going to be as she blinked looking over to see Oliver was still next to her. Her eyes widened as she panicked. She knew she usually slept in which meant Oliver was going to be late as she looked at her phone and relaxed seeing it was his day off. She was looking forward to their date a lot as she was bouncing off the wall in excitement as she knew it was going to be a lot of fun. They were finally in Disney Land and she was excited to see everything. She was even happier that Oliver actually could spare some time for her at all on the road. She knew he was often busy but according to the band having her around had cut down on his whining significantly as she smiled brightly. She got out of his grip carefully as she stretched for a moment glad that they had a hotel today since he was going to spend more than a night in this city. Sometimes she wondered how she ended up with someone like Oliver because honestly she didn’t know what nice thing she did to deserve it, as she hurried towards the shower wanting to get ready before Oliver since she took longer.

She had thought about where she wanted to live lately and she found that despite loving her school a lot it was quite far away. She knew that Oliver wouldn’t mind if she asked if they could move closer to the school but lately she was questioning if she wanted to stay in the city at all. She didn’t want to stay in Lover’s Park anymore. Not because it was bad, but most of her friends were on the other side of the school and she wanted to be able to be with them more. Plus she ran into some not as pleasant people as she bit her lip and shook her head. She knew she should talk to him on their date as well as where he wanted their wedding to be as she had already gotten her dress picked out and designed as Callie was excited. As she curled her hair she went with a princessy outfit that she loved as she smiled brightly liking how she looked which rarely happened when Oliver wasn’t by her side. Walking quietly she called room service to bring them some food as she shook Oliver slightly and kissed his lips. “Oliver we have to get up. It’s going on ten and if we’re going to do everything and have time for you to take fan photos we have to leave soon.” She said softly as she smiled. “And you promised we could talk about moving soon too. Although that does make me wonder...Oliver do you want to move back to England?” She asked knowing it was probably too much for him to handle right now. Still she knew he loved it there and she didn’t really have a home here.

[hazelmoore]

Only if for a Night || Hazel & Oliver

[poppymurry]

Oliver pouted and shook his head. Pulling her in closer to him he pressed a sweet kiss to her cheek. “You know I’ll probably just become extra clingy if you ever stopped cuddling with me. To the point where you would have to wrestle me off of you.” He pointed out matter of factly and nodded, but smiled warmly at her. Her cuddles was one of the things that made everything better. If he had a bad day, he’d normally just ask for cuddles, or steal some from her one way or another. It would brighten up his day a whole lot. “I love that you’re staying! I’ll get to see you every day, and not just through a webcam.” Oliver beamed excitedly and smiled widely. He couldn’t believe she was actually going to come with him on tour. It made him so happy that she was, he honestly didn’t know what to do right now. “Yes! All the princess’, and all the other characters. I’ve always wanted one with Peter Pan. I have one with Pluto, I think, from when I was younger.” He said thoughtfully but shrugged his shoulders and turned back to Hazel when she kissed him. He smiled against her lips and pulled her closer to deepen the kiss.

Oliver looked at Hazel and smiled warmly. “I love it, Hazel. I can’t believe you cleared your whole schedule just to come on tour with me, though. What if you get bored? I mean, there’s always something happening, but there’s also a lot of interviews, and photoshoots.” He said with a small sigh and held her a little tighter. Considering how their photoshoot for Saint Kidd had gone before she got in the shot, he wasn’t sure if he liked the thought of that. Imagine he had to work with a model like that again? “I love you too.” He smiled and pressed his lips to hers gently. A small chuckle rolled from his lips and he pressed his lips to her temple and brushed his hand through her soft, dark locks. “Yeah, that too.” He murmured and hugged her closer to him. The fact that she was actually here with him was still surreal to him. He was also kind of relieved as the band had threatened to dangle him from a balcony every time he brought her up the next following weeks if he wouldn’t shut up about her soon. “I miss you too. You have no idea how much I’ve missed you.” He said, only thinking about it, made his stomach clench and he nuzzled his nose against her neck, taking in the moment and her. 

[hazelmoore]

“Then you should get ready on time Mr. Oliver.” Hazel teased and smiled at him as she knew she would be terrible at trying to stop the hugging and cuddles since she loved them just as much as he did. “I’m just glad you do yeah?” She hugged him tighter. She was just glad he wasn’t worried about it as she thought he might be. As long as he was happy with her staying she would as she smiled to see how excited he really was. “It sounds like fun and I’m sure we’ll have an adventure finding all of the characters. And out running your fans. Some of them know more about me than I do.” She smiled as she laughed thinking of how lost the two of them would probably get to find every character there. Feeling him deepen the kiss Hazel kissed back happily, getting on her tip toes so she could wrap her hands in his hair.

“I’ll be fine. If I get bored maybe I can talk to Laura or I can always call Callie and Mason and Scarlett.” She assured him not wanting to think of him having a photo shoot with a girl like that again. It was one of her worse moments, getting jealous was something she wasn’t supposed to do and hated to do. She didn’t want to seem possessive of Oliver but she didn’t like it that he was touching the girl like that or the girl was touching him like they were dating. “I love you more.” She said honestly as she felt herself blush even more when he chuckled. “Or not we can just skip sex.” She squeaked feeling embarrassed for even bringing it up. What was she thinking? She wasn’t a dirty girl. “I would hope a bit.” She said as she relaxed having him so close to her as she hugged him back tightly. “It took a lot to pull this off without you knowing.” She admitted. “I had to talk to your manager and then Aiden and then make sure that you wouldn’t suspect things as well as get Callie to help me get here. I’m just really happy to see you in person.” She mumbled as she yawned but smiled. “Shall we head to bed?” She asked wondering if he was as tired as she was. He probably had to get up and do more things than she did as well. 

[hazelmoore]

Only if for a Night || Hazel & Oliver

[poppymurry]

Oliver felt himself relax when he realised she seemed to accept his story. He had been telling the truth, and he was so happy she believed it. He didn’t know what he would do if he had lost Hazel over something like this. Then again, he didn’t know what he would do if he lost Hazel at all. He absolutely dreaded the idea of not having her with him anymore. He smiled when she said he would have to be on time and shrugged his shoulders. “Of course! I usually am. But sometimes the golf karts are a lot more fun than getting ready.”  He pointed out and smiled some at her. He was glad she was warming up to him again and he could hold her in his arms. He had missed her so terribly the last couple of weeks and months that this visit turning into a fight would probably bum him out for the rest of the tour. “But it’s because I would much rather cuddle with you than any of us doing chores.” He put on a mock pout before smiling sweetly.

Oliver got up and dried off his feet as well, and followed her upstairs to their room where their luggage had been placed in the middle of the room. He was getting nervous again when she said she wasn’t sure if it was good news, but that Mason had said it would be better this way. Was she going to leave him after all? He chewed on his lip and twisted his hands nervously as he sat down on the bed next to her to listen to what she had to say. Part of him didn’t want to hear it after all. If she was coming out here to break up with him because of Mason he would much rather not hear it. When Oliver heard her surprise he was so relieved he probably looked like he had fallen from the moon. “Yo- you cleared your schedule to go with me?” He turned his head to look at her after a short moment of silence as he tried to collect his thoughts. “How can that not be good news!?” He beamed and pulled her in for a hug and a quick kiss on the lips. His mood lightened again, and he felt every bad feeling he’d had about this ebb away. “I’m so happy you’re staying, Hazel.” He smiled widely. “Imagine all the things we could do together. We’re going to Orlando in a couple of weeks, we could go to Disney world if you want?” He suggested excitedly. 

[hazelmoore]

“But you have to get ready on time.” Hazel pouted at him as she laughed lightly and shook her head and stuck out her tongue. “I should just stop cuddling with you as punishment.” She joked and smiled at him before kissing him softly. Looking up at him she was afraid that she messed up as she didn’t know what to say as she felt herself grip the bed sheet hard as she looked at him as she bit her lip. “Yes?” She mumbled weakly as it came out more as a question than a statement. Hearing his happiness though she smiled and relaxed as he hugged her and kissed her lips as she smiled softly at him. “I don’t know I wasn’t sure you’d really like it. I mean I’ll be with you so much I wasn’t sure if that was okay with you on tour.” She admitted. Seeing him happy though any thoughts of that she might need to leave him went away as she giggled and squealed hugging him tighter. “Yes! We have to go there oh my gosh! And can we get a picture with all the Disney princesses and Mini and Mickey too? And we should go see the castle and everything and this is so exciting!” She said as she smiled at him brighter as she kissed him again.

She held him softly as she looked over and nodded her head and grinned. “I’m just glad you liked it. I was afraid you weren’t going to even though your manager said that it’d be good for me to come on tour.” She said as she sighed a breathe in relief before kissing him again and giggled. “But yeah I’ve been planning this for awhile, I’m just glad that you’re not upset that I wanted to come with you. I love you.” She said softly as she smiled at him. “Plus that does mean we can have sex a bit more.” She blushed bright red, still not used to saying it honestly as she hid her face in his chest but it was a true statement. She hadn’t had him in so long and even a kiss and holding him had overwhelmed her. She wasn’t even sure what sex would do. Still she was just glad she could spend time with him like this, even if it was barely more than she could on Skype. “I’m just glad I can come with you. I miss having you around.” She said softly. 

[hazelmoore]

Only if for a Night || Hazel & Oliver

[poppymurry]

Oliver suddenly realised what it was she was talking about and shook his head no. They didn’t know a different side of him, they knew the old him. Oliver wrapped his arms around her tightly and pressed a kiss to her temple as he pulled her closer to him on the edge of the pool. “The Oliver you know, is the Oliver I am now.” He said, realising how cheesy that sounded and shook his head. “Look, Laura was with us when I was in Hollywood as well. Remember when I said Aiden got a girlfriend who helped him off the drugs? and then later they helped me? That was Laura. And she’s come with us now because the management knows she can be trusted with medications that I need to take in order to get fully well again. Aiden is still on them too, so…” He shrugged his shoulders but looked at her, feeling worse than ever. He should have told her these things. “I miss you too. I wish I didn’t have to be away for so long. I miss everything about you, even how you beg me to do chores when I want to cuddle.” He chuckled lightly, trying to hold back the tears that threatened to fall down his cheeks. Now that he said it out loud he missed it even more.

"I’m still the same Oliver you got to know. They know the push-over Oliver who would say yes to anything just to fit in, but I’m not that person anymore. And I don’t want you to know him because he got in more trouble than he would care to admit, mostly in fear of losing what he holds closest to his heart." Oliver nuzzled his nose against the crook of her neck and let out a shaky breath before pressing a small kiss to the soft skin on her neck. Pulling away Oliver looked at her and offered a small smile. "I’m really sorry. I should have told you everything. The most trouble we get into now is whenever we feel rebellious enough to not be ready when we’re supposed to, but drive around in golf-karts backstage instead. Or mess up photoshoots because we’re not bothered doing things properly because we’ve been at it since six in the morning." He smiled some again and brushed his hand through her soft hair. "What is your other surprise? I am pretty sure I will like it anyway." He pointed out and bit down on his lip.   

[hazelmoore]

Hazel whimpered as she held him tighter and let him kiss her forehead a she listened to him. Hearing what he had to say she felt herself relax a bit as she nodded her head. “Okay.” She smiled softly knowing he was telling the truth. She giggled as she shook her head. “It’s because you won’t let me take care of all the house and then when I ask you to do something you decide to want to cuddle instead.” She smiled softly at him and kissed him softly feeling a lot better. Oliver always had that power over her to make everything seem brighter. Feeling his nose in her neck she relaxed and listened. “Okay.” She said softly not sure if Oliver would really want to know the old Hazel either. The one that was bitter all the time deep inside. The girl who would have never let Oliver near her. The girl she changed out of to make sure she’d fit in with Lovers Park as she felt him kiss her neck and smiled softly glad to have him close.

Hearing that Hazel smiled and giggled before shaking her head. “You should be on time though Oliver.” She poked his cheek softly as her smiled faded. He said he would like it but would he really? “I’ll tell you when we get to our room.” She said as she stood up and found a towel to dry her feet with as she waited for him to come with her holding out her hand. “I’m not sure it’s good news. Although Mason did say it’d be best for me to do this.” She said thoughtfully. Despite his worries Mason did say that if she went with him that it’d probably ease her worries and restore her trust in Oliver again as they finally reached their room and she opened it up as she saw how large the bed was as she smiled brightly. It’d be nice to have a big bed with Oliver around as she sat down. She was nervous about telling him afraid that he wouldn’t want to have her around the whole time. “So I’ve been thinking about this for awhile. And I know that I haven’t really talked to you about it...” She mumbled as she tried to think of the right words to say. “But I think it’d be in our best interest if we do this.” She nodded her head. “I mean I’d like to at least. But I umm....” She hesitated, as she knew that if he rejected this idea she’d be so sad. “I cleared my schedule for the summer and I can come touring with you?” It came out as more of a question than a statement as she waited for what he was going to say to her as she shifted nervously. 

[hazelmoore]

Only if for a Night || Hazel & Oliver

[poppymurry]

Oliver got up and followed Hazel and his manager out of the bus. He wasn’t going to let this go. Part of him was terrified that Mason had planted the idea of breaking up with him in her head, and that he would lose her. He didn’t know what he would do without her, or where he would be without her for that matter. On the way into the hotel he was stopped by fans wanting pictures and autographs. He had been instructed to stop for them, and to avoid any pictures or stories about him and Hazel in the paper tomorrow he took some time to say hello and take pictures and writing autographs. He was fairly certain if he had rushed after her there would be some story about “Trouble in paradise” and the like. He didn’t know where the conversation they were going to have would be going, or anything he just hoped there wasn’t anything that couldn’t be fixed. Oliver managed to get out of the mass of people outside the hotel, and was reached his room key from his manager. The others were already gone, as per usual. As was his luggage. Probably taken up to his room already.

Oliver headed up stairs to look for Hazel. He had been told they were put in the same room, which he was thankful for, but she wasn’t there. He was starting to panic when he couldn’t find her. She wasn’t over at Aiden and Laura’s either, not that he had expected her to go over there. Oliver took the stairs back down to the lobby and looked around the restaurant and bar for her as well. He hadn’t expected to find her in the bar either, when he thought about it. It wasn’t very Hazel like to go to a bar. Oliver was about to give up searching, and go back and wait for her instead when he saw a small frame by the pool through one of the windows. He let out a relieved sigh when he realised it was Hazel, and scanned his key card so he could get in. Oliver closed the door behind him before heading over to where she was. He stepped out of his shoes too and pulled up his jeans so he could put his feet in the water when he sat own next to her. It felt nice after running around on stage all day. “Hazel, please talk to me?” Oliver bit down on his bottom lip. “If I did something, I’m really sorry.” He wasn’t really sure what he had done, but there must have been something, seeing how fast her mood had changed. “I’ve missed you so much. I don’t want our meeting after months of not seeing each other start like this…” He hated it when she went quiet like this and didn’t want to tell him what was wrong. He hated guessing where he had gone wrong. He hated that things had turned out like this, and he hated that he didn’t know how to cheer her up.  

[hazelmoore]

Hazel looked up as she heard someone come in and saw Oliver as she looked back down and shook her head not wanting to talk about it but she couldn’t help but be frustrated by herself even more when she realized he thought it was his fault. “It’s not your fault at all. It’s mine. I’m being stupid.” She admitted. “I just...They know another side of you and I just don’t and I haven’t seen you in ages, and I just worry.” She said quietly. “I worry because even though I know you love me I’m afraid that you’ll find someone that’s better for you and I’m so needy.” She mumbled as she splashed the water a bit. “I just feel like it’s harder when you’re away for so long.” She felt tears in her eyes as she just wanted everything to stop and all those thoughts to stop in her mind as she felt tears fall. “I miss you so much.” She croaked. “And I need someone that can be around me because I’m so insecure.” She said as she clenched her fists together before shaking her head. “I just....I just love you so much and when people keep saying that they’ve talked to you and it doesn’t sound like the Oliver I know then I get worried. Because it makes me feel like I don’t know you well enough.” She whimpered as she hugged him tightly and sniffled. She didn’t want to worry him but she didn’t want any problems either as she hugged him as tight as she could before she wanted to go and hide for the rest of the time as she bit her lip or cried harder. “I don’t want to be a stranger to you. And I feel like it lately and Laura seems to know you better and I just...I’m so insecure.” She mumbled feeling like any progress she had with him had been destroyed as she hated to add to his problems since he must be extremely tired already. “And now I can’t even give you my other surprise because I don’t think you’ll like it when I knew you’d like it awhile back.” She said quietly as she felt more tears fall. She just wanted to be happy Hazel again but not seeing him for months at a time was taking its toll on her. 

[hazelmoore]

Only if for a Night || Hazel & Oliver

[poppymurry]

Laura smiled sweeetly at Hazel and nodded. “They are good boys, they really are.” She said reassuringly. “I’m just making sure they’re eating right is all.” She said. She looked from Oliver to Hazel before turning her attention back to her boyfriend. Oliver nibbled on his bottom lip curiously as Hazel moved away from him. He felt his heart sink in his chest. Had he already done something to upset her. He shifted a little awkwardly in his seat and busied himself with the water bottle from before. He tried to think of what he could have done wrong, but he didn’t see what part. He was lost in his thoughts once more before his manager stepped into the room where they were all sitting. He hadn’t noticed until now that the bus had stopped, probably outside the hotel. He couldn’t see out the window as they had probably forgot to make that possible when making it impossible to look in. “Band. Laura.” The manager pointed to the door, and then turned to Hazel and Oliver. “You two stay here for a bit, they haven’t got the bars up yet.” He said and followed the others out of the bus.

Oliver took the silence around them when they had left to look over at Hazel. He felt his stomach tie in a tight knot when she mentioned Mason being worried about this relationship. He didn’t like the fact that Mason had commented on it. He hated it, in fact. He didn’t want his opinion on his relationship with Hazel. “Are you worried about this relationship?” He said finally, twisting his hands in his lap nervously. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to know the answer. He was kind of dreading that was her other surprise; if so he would rather not have it. “Hazel, are you alright? You’re a bit quiet.” He bit down on his lip again and looked over at her. He hoped he’d get her to talk to him as he wanted to know what was wrong He wanted nothing more than to fix this thing between them. “Please tell me if I’ve done something wrong.” He pleaded and looked over at her. He pushed himself up so he was leaning forward a bit and could see her properly. “I’ve missed you so much, I don’t want us to fight. Ever! But especially not now that you’re here with me, finally.” He bit down on his lip again and looked down at his hands. “Did I say something? Or Laura?” He hoped they would get to the bottom of this before too much happened. He reached a hand out carefully and moved a stray of hair out of her face. 

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Seeing them all leave Hazel bit her lip. She wasn’t sure if she wanted to be alone with Oliver right now. She shifted a bit as she realized he was talking to her and she didn’t know what to say. Did she agree that she was, did she give the answer that Oliver wanted? She wasn’t sure as she felt herself petrified of making the wrong move, something she hadn’t felt in a long time. And what was the right answer anyways? She didn’t know as she bit her lip. She said nothing, as she didn’t know what she wanted her answer to be. Was she worried about their relationship breaking down now? Not really. Was she worried that some day he’d find someone better? Yes. Realizing she was being quiet she wasn’t sure what to say. She didn’t know what to say to any of this as she felt a tear drop and felt silly for feeling this way. She wanted to say something but she didn’t know what to say because she was being stupid. She knew that she knew a different side of Oliver than everyone else. Maybe Mason was right. Maybe this idea of getting married to someone who couldn’t be there for her more often wasn’t a good idea. But she was too selfish to let Oliver go as she bit her lip. 

She lucked out as Oliver’s manger ushered them out of the bus as she felt herself being forced through the crowd towards the hotel as she knew Oliver would probably stop around to talk to some of the fans as she got in quickly and was told where to go as she bit her lip not sure she wanted to go there right now as she sighed. She twirled the key she had in her hand. She decided that maybe it’d be better to not go there right away as she walked towards the pool and was glad to see the room relatively empty. She relaxed, as she knew that some crazy fans couldn’t get in because you needed a key to get in as she took off her shoes and sat down as she kicked the water around, as she wasn’t sure what she was feeling anymore. She sighed as she shook her head again as if that would help her as she took the ring off and studied it in her palm. It was perfect for her but what if it was a mistake and that they should wait? She wasn’t sure as she put it back on and just felt more tears dripping. She was so frustrated with herself for feeling like this, for being so weak when she knew it was her personality. Sure she could be in charge but that’s because Oliver wanted it. She just wanted to curl up in Oliver’s arms but she wasn’t sure that was the smart idea anymore. 

[hazelmoore]

Only if for a Night || Hazel & Oliver

[poppymurry]

Oliver smiled sweetly at Hazel and pulled her closer to him. He loved being able to wrap his arms around her again, and to take in her scent and  presence in general. He hated being away from her, so much. It was probably the only thing he truly disliked about touring; being away from Hazel for so long. Seeing her in the crowd and then having her on stage with him singing was probably one of the best things that had happened to him. He had been so shocked, and almost thought he had actually lost it and was hallucinating. When it had turned out to be true, Oliver could barely contain his excitement. The rush that had gone through him during the whole show tonight was unreal. “Another one?” Oliver smiled fondly and kissed her cheek, humming softly at the feeling of having her so close to him again. He looked up at Aiden when he started snickering at Hazel asking if it was possible for them to get in trouble. With Aiden, anything was possible. “Oh, you never know with these two, darling.” Laura said and rolled her eyes playfully and smiled fondly. “I love them both to bits, but they’re a pain. Did you take your medications today boys?” Oliver and Aiden both nodded.

Oliver wrapped his arms around Hazel and put the cap back on the now half-empty water bottle. He looked up at her as she spoke and nodded to her questions. “I have been eating properly. Laura here’s been a doll and picked out the healthiest stuff in the restaurants we’ve been in.” He said and nodded. They didn’t have time for home cooked meals when they were on the road. It often resulted in them munching on hamburgers whenever Laura’s back was turned. It was the kind of thing that would get them in trouble with her, though, so they tried not to do it too often. “She’s a nurse, which is the main reason she’s touring with us.” Oliver explained to her as Aiden and Laura got busy discussing something that was on the TV screen in the corner. Oliver rested his forehead against her shoulder and bit down on his lip as he did, taking in her warmth and scent, and everything that was purely Hazel. “I’ve missed you so much. The fact that you’re here is unreal, but it makes me so happy.” He mumbled against her shoulder, but looked up at her with a small smile tugging the corners of his lips. “How have you been, though? And what have you been up to? Kaiden and Oswin been behaving well?”  

[hazelmoore]

“Uh-huh.” She smiled at Oliver softly. “Another one...” She mumbled seeing how happy he seemed. She didn’t want to burst his bubble and tell him that she could stay that long. But then again he might be happy...Right? She was unsure talking to Laura that she should even suggest the idea anymore. Maybe it wasn’t too late to get shifts back at their place. Not that she needed the money, it was just something to do if he said no. “Really? But Oliver’s so good. He’d do things around the house if I let him and he’d always help me and he really seemed like a stay out of trouble guy.” She felt like she didn’t know Oliver that well and wondered if they were really rushing this marriage idea, as she twisted the ring on her finger and looked down feeling like she was out of place again. She didn’t know what to say as she smiled softly at Laura.

Hearing that she felt even more insecure about even offering to tour with him let alone be with him as she felt a bit sick for thinking of the idea in the first place. She shouldn’t have gotten ahead of herself. Her grip on him lessened as she decided that maybe it was better to go back home and stay there at this rate. She nodded her head as she tried to smile. “That’s nice of Laura to do. It’s good you’re taking care of your health.” But her usually bubbly personality just couldn’t come out. Suddenly all the thoughts she had about not being good enough for him came bubbling back to the surface as she bit her lip. She nodded her head and smiled at him softly as he said that but she was afraid he didn’t mean it now. She forgot how fragile she was as she shifted off his lap quickly wondering if her presence was only welcomed because she had been gone for so long. She wasn’t making any sense but she felt weird again as she blinked and realized Oliver had asked her a question. “I’ve been doing well. I aced all my classes and I umm yeah Kaiden and Oswin are doing fine and behaving well. They both miss you.” She mumbled softly as she scooted a bit farther away from him. “I haven’t been up to much really. Summer break is really quiet so far. Umm some guy confessed to me and Scarlett and Mason came up and stuff to stay for a bit. Mason’s worried about this relationship.” She mumbled, as she was worried to for different reasons. Mason was worried because she needed constant reassurance and people there for her while she was worried because lately she had seen how much better other girls would be for him. She could’ve ignored it and she did when she was wedding planning but seeing people saying how cute he’d be with others hurt. She didn’t have a ticket to get back as she wondered why she thought this was a good idea in the first place. 

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Or the sound you make with every breath you take

It’s unlike anything when you’re loving me