things had never been much different from that night. they both knew and agreed their feelings would have to remain hidden for as long as they could endure it, and if all this secrecy was ever going to come to an end was a conversation they never really had and were too afraid to either way. they were willing to lie, to pretend they were nothing more than acquaintances when somebody else was around as long as they could be in each other’s arms once they left the room. and it hurt every time. but right there, as their lips broke apart, a feeling of dread crept up on her. she wouldn’t have imagined the guilt could get any worse, but it did. “ so he knows. ” venus blinked, words caught in her throat as she took a sudden step back. “ siwoo, things are getting so out of hand. can we really get through this ? ” she asked, a pained look on her face. the fact that someone else already knew about them, or that siwoo was told to break up with her as soon as his brother found out, those were things that troubled her, it was evident. but she didn’t want to lose him, and she would go to the ends of the earth and back again just to be close to him. “ if it’s okay with you then it’s also okay with me. but i don’t want to even imagine what could’ve happened if it had been miran who found out. are you sure haneul isn’t going to say anything about us to her ? ––– we should probably get inside, by the way. we can’t risk being caught by anyone else. ”
her question instantly brought back memories of haneul walking into his room --- phone held in his hands eyes looking to the floor. there were messages popped up on the screen, and though he was too far to read them one quick pat of his pockets indicated to him exactly what conversation it was. he may have put venus’ name as something different but hanuel was no fool. he put it together pretty easily. what was worse was siwoo couldn’t even be mad at haneul reading his messages --- they’d always been open with each other. no secrets to keep. siwoo broke that. with a sigh he breaks their embrace and settles for holding her hands in his. ❝ he saw the messages... put two and two together and when he confronted me i couldn’t lie...--- not really. ❞ he admitted and found that he was rather embarrassed to admit that to her. he’d offered her assurances of secrecy, a pact of them against the world -- yet in front of his own brother he crumbled. ❝ i can’t lose you --- not like this. we have to get through this. --- haneul doesn’t want to hurt her he won’t say anything... ❞ he trailed off. certain his words were true and feeling guilty knowing he was taking his brother’s heart and using it to his advantage. ❝ yeah, yeah you’re probably right. ❞ he nodded dropping her hands and waiting for her to escort them inside.
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