Dream log

records of my dreams in text, comics, and drawings main: captainhowdie.tumblr.com.

[headclaus]

Sept.01.2023 class: dream

There is a man with his back turned to me next to my building in the parking lot, hunched down and looking for something. This is the man who has been trying to get information, and he's a spy, and I take a milk jug and smash him on the back of the head, not too hard because I don't want to kill him, just to make him knocked out. He reacts slightly to the hit and then turns into foam and vanishes before my eyes. I'm wondering where he went to. He was maybe not human after all. Going to a friend's apartment I take an elevator to get to the 9th floor but the elevator is inside of someone's kitchen, so they're making something and ask if I want anything while it goes up to the floor. I wonder how they would be okay with this kind of situation, but it seems very natural to them. Then there is something about how aliens are real, and I link between what a friend said earlier about how they saw an alien, so its quite the connection.

[headclaus]

August.25.2023

class: dream

I'm in a second-hand store of some kind...and its very spacious, and a bit mean-spirited with the staff and general vibe of the customers. I take an elevator shaft to a bottom floor, and its in a smaller room with some corpses or humans or human-shaped people around, but then they start becoming like zombies and trying to get to me while I'm within this shaft. I can take them out and do so, but there is also someone with a chainsaw chasing after me once I am out of the shaft....I have to do some kind of action before I can go back up, but its very hard to do. There is also a zombie cat that I'm stabbing, but even though I know its a monster, I feel horrible about it, so I stop (and it vanishes like it never existed).

[headclaus]

august.23.2023

class: dream

I'm wearing short sleeves and there is one long black hair coming out of my arm. I'm trying to pluck it out with my fingers but its not working so I try a tweezer and it springs back and forth a bit but not coming out.

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In a past apartment I never lived in, I try to communicate with the deceased father. "What is the after life like?" In a fast response coming from the radio, it turns on and a female voice from a radio show says "it is what it is" and I start screaming because that was definitely a conscious response.

[headclaus]

august.22.2023

class: dream

I think my friend is having to move from her house soon, so I think I will help her get rid of her food that she can't take by eating it. I eat some of the ice cream sandwiches. Then I find out, she is telling me, she still has much time, so I don't have to do this. The house is very spacious, but she has to leave. There are some other people here but I don't know them.

There is a new gameboy colour game coming out, and it's being streamed to a global audience the trailer/gameplay. A character appears wearing armour and he has hair kind of similar to faputa's (only the ear's part) or saya's from saya no uta and he has a bit of a blank expression and when he talks I can hear a lot of happy screaming so he must be one of the really well-liked characters of this series.

[headclaus]

august.21.2023

class: dream

I'm on a skytrain playing around with shapes and cartoon figures with my mind into reality while there is some water on board, and on the next stop the character Happy Chaos comes on and sits down next to me and starts talking to me, and I feel flustered.

While walking, there is a man wearing the "horse meme head" while riding on a skateboard, and I watch him. I look at other people walking around too and they don't stop and stare at him or anything because in this reality anyone is free to dress and look however they want so nothing is out of the ordinary and no one is going to stare at anybody for choosing how to look.

I keep watching the man on the skateboard and he tries to do a trick but the skateboard gets away so he has to retrieve it and I'm watching because I do wonder how hard or easy it would be to wear a full-head mask like that and trying to see properly while on a skateboard.

[headclaus]

August.10.2023 class: dream

I'm walking across the street to my old place, to check the mail, and I see this blue tarp square thing on the road, and placed on it, are two severed feet. I couldn't believe that it was feet, but the longer I look, there's no mistaking it. Who is missing feet? and are they still alive? It has to be a murder. I see someone else who is curious, and they go to the closest house nearby and a woman comes out of a bush holding a shotgun and points it to the person, who then flees. This is not normal behaviour, and the woman must be hiding something to do with the feet and is involved somehow. You don't point a shotgun at someone unless you want to shoot them. When I go to check the mail and come back the feet are still there, and I hate looking at them so much. They feel me with such dread. I remember that I don't live at this residence anymore, so I don't go inside my house, but when I look at the road once more, the feet are gone and the tarp.

[headclaus]

june.26.2023

class: dream

There's a big black tornado in the near distance going through the town. I have to move eventually soon because of its movement pattern it will make its way back around. The wind of it is very strong but it is just moving through the area (without taking anything up with it).

[headclaus]

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june.23.2023

[headclaus]

june.20.2023

class: dream

I'm being kept in a jail cell. I have found ways to get out when no one is in the room, and I take a few steps down since this is high up, and walk around on the street. It's not before long I am caught and have to go back to my jail cell. I start getting smart about when to get out and come back before being caught. And there are times I am allowed out on supervision.

[headclaus]

june.19.2023

class: dream

It's a nice beautiful blue sky day today and everybody is out. I notice that one little cloud is darker than the others, and the longer I'm looking at it, the darker it gets, until it is so dark it is the colour of void black space, and its shape turns completely circular right next to our moon.

Feeling unease I go inside of this building for a second, then I look back outside at the sky and see more and more little black dots of varying sizes have appeared across the sky now. It looks as if the sky is being teared in places and our protection between space and earth is disappearing.

Now the black holes are bigger and I feel helpless because there is nothing I or anyone on earth can do but watch and accept whatever fate happens to us. Everyone witnessing has their own opinions but nothing to back it up: Yeah there's a black hole, and we're about to be vaporized/vacuuumed any moment now; the aliens have come to show themselves to us.

The black circle is now so large in the sky it does look like it could be a spaceship of some kind, and there is some faint symbols of blue light inside that look like drawings of crude eyes.

I can't take it so I go back inside this public building and I just wish I could find my friends and loved ones so we could just huddle together and not have to look and just wait for whatever happens together.

I look back outside and I see a replica of Earth on the left and it looks faint, then it is destroyed. I look to my right at the moon and there's a second fainter moon now next to it. Inside the building a big medieval-style door with big stones around it's border manifested itself and people start just running in. No one has any idea where it goes or for what and it is completely pitch black inside but I go inside too because this may be the only way to escape what is happening outside.

Inside it is a dark dungeon open labyrinth with mostly stone but it has shelves with toys and tools on it like at department stores. Everywhere I go I see mass ancient weapons like the spike ball on a chain that I could pick up and carry with me if I want to. There is no shortage of hand-held weapons to be found. Then I start feeling that dread again hoping that oh no, I hope we don't have to fight for survival for some sick game or something like that...

Well outside of this dungeon there appears a regular-looking street but its at night but its not dark and there's cars parked but I can tell its not our actual world but like another dimension or reality next to it but there is no sense of danger here. It just feels off because of how similar but there's something subconsciously different about it somehow like being in a foreign land but its like having to adapt to it.

[headclaus]

june.13.2023

class: dream

I'm leaving this apartment building lobby (I don't live here) and there is a white car parked outside with big words scrawled across it in what looks like black sharpie marker.

I turned around and the black-haired guy who it belongs to doesn't look shocked.

"Was it like this before?"

He reacts in a monotone and depressed manner of approval.

I can't read what the words say but they're like they're written by a child and the meaning is crude.

[headclaus]

june.08.2023

class: dream

I'm walking along a street in the early morning or so as there is no one around, and I walk up to a toy store. I really want to look inside, so I unlock the door. I'm not supposed to be in here because I don't work here and its not open yet, but I just want to look at the toys. It's a cool and bit of a hipster toy store I feel, with wooden toys among more modern toys, for kids and adults. It feels good and ethereal to experience it by myself.

[headclaus]

june 07.2023

class: dream

I had a dream about Happy Chaos.

Out in the far suburbs there are fun water parks, such as one with man-made rivers where you can float on the tires while going down it. And water slides. This kind of fun that I want to find people to go with to.

Driving in a car down this road in the deep suburbs and I realize that we're on the wrong path and it's heading towards the States so I speak up that we need to turn around and get off the road cause we don't want to go there.

I'm in the pool now a somewhat small one but there's no other people other than Happy Chaos in it clothes and all, and he's got a grip on my hand so I can't move away but I don't want to either. We just have fun I guess. There's another water park somewhere else that I'm envisioning even though I'm not there and its a tall water slide tower that I'm looking at then a photo appears in my visuals of two people I know and outsiders have seen this and think how "off" something is about it.

[headclaus]

june 01st. 2023

class: dream

I'm in this apartment building with a task to do something. At the end of this hallway there are 3 rooms for different people. It is quite a spacious apartment and a good deal. Every one is in their rooms busy with something and I have to complete this task (can't remember what that is though)

[headclaus]

jan.12.2023

class: dream

I'm seeing a Cirno coloured yellow in theme throughout. I wait eagerly to hear what her voice sounds like. It's a bit deep, like a tomboy's, which is very fitting ! Its just what Cirno would sound like

[headclaus]

jan.11.2023 class: dream

I'm walking by this glass building downtown late late at night so there isn't really people around, and a car seems to have lost control and smashed into the door of this building, making the shards of glass all fly on me and I don't feel pain but I know how painful this should be and my arms are bleeding immense amounts of blood as with the rest of my body so I know its time to go to the hospital. Luckily the hospital is right across the street and is underground with the subways and once down I have to go up an escalator but then I'm in a hospital bed and going to be okay. There's cats around, and some kind of body of …water maybe, floating on the floor. I say floor but really this level of this hospital feels endless and warehousy.