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— SIDEBLOG TO HOPELESSVIOLINIST | Vocaloid multimuse • Spanish / English

[healingmelcdy]

// Cxntameparadormir -> healingmelcdy

[healingmelcdy]

// AS SOON AS, I get my hands on a laptop, I will try to queue things here but also add a Mob Psycho 100 verse for everyone. Boi.

Do I have ideas for my highest muse Rin.

[nottobecrossed]

Give my muse chocolate for Valentine’s day

🍫 - plain chocolate - I like you 🎁 - box of chocolates - I love you  🍪 - chocolate chip cookie - I think you’re cute 🍓 - chocolate covered strawberries - I think you’re sexy 🍦 - chocolate ice cream - Lets go on a date! 🎂 - chocolate cake - You’re my favorite person in the whole world 🍬 - peppermints - I hate you

[healingmelcdy]

Megurine-san:

Luka pursed her lips in thought.

         “ An interesting choice. I could never enjoy Hajime’s character until after I came back from my leave with Crypton. I suppose there’s a charm to his indecision but had I been his family I would leave him the second he cheated on me. ”

That was the kind version of her opinion. She hated Hajime. If he were in her field of work Luka would do her best to get him out of her sphere of influence. But this conversation was not about book characters, it was about learning how Yuma ticked.

Truth be told she was surprised. He had answered her question without dragging it out of him for what felt like the first time. On top of that, he seemed to read interesting and thought provoking literature. Maybe she had been harsh in her opinions.

    OH      ? She. . .She was more than willing to continue the conversation? It did shock him that Luka wasn’t judging him but, this time around, a smile curved his lips albeit he tried to supress it. It wasn’t working that well.

  Why would he hide his happiness    this time around?

   The opposite even read the book!

   Without paying much attention, hands that had been hiding inside pockets out of self-consciousness for being stiff on his sides, were now being used to gesticulate as he spoke with clear emotion in his voice, normally dull eyes with no type of emotion behind them were almost sparkling now.

It was quite the shift of character and even personality when it came to topics of conversation he enjoyed.

   “I dislike Hajime as well, I do appreciate and understand to some extent his dependant nature on Shimamoto         FURTHERMORE, the way he phrased and explained how love felt for him is, quite close home.” Ah, he supposed that was revealing some aspects of his personal life that no one besides Mikuo knew. Not because he willingly spoke about it, more along the words of BEING FORCED. “ However, only at first I could relate. As the story advances, I don’t entirely comprehend why he was so willing to ditch everything and go as far as to cheat for a ghost of his past, that’s when I started to dislike both of them. If anything, I feel that, at the very end, I could relate to his wife the most.” ABRUPTLY, he blinked in confusion at his sudden ramble and, dare he say, outburst.

   His visage that was being quite the most expressive in front of someone who wasn’t Oliver currently had a panicked expression as eyes widened and he took a step back, eyes averted elsewhere. “I. . .apologize, Megurine-san, you, I       maybe I should leave you to work.”

Don’t open up again, don’t open up again           sooner or later, she will be back to judging you.

[healingmelcdy]

Maika-chan:

“It’s part of what we are, I wonder if our creators intended for us to have so much feelings,” Maika gave her a soft smile, not without a hint of melancholy.

“There is also the bad side of feelings,” she continued, not dropping her melancholic smile, “Hio still suffers of sadness and lack of energy. He still prefers to stay in his room all day, sometimes doing nothing. I can only wonder what goes on his circuits…”

   OH CRAP          ! She hit the nerve again, didn’t she? Ah, that was plain PROBLEMATIC. The female Kagamine had many strong opinions about YOHIOloid, not bad per se but. . .She truly believed he was corrupted by some sort of VIRUS. Otherwise, the android could not make sense of his reactions that practically dripped negativity. It wouldn’t be hard for him to return to the company and had his settings restablished to fabric default and start from zero. . .

   “ I - I am sorry, Maika-chan! I didn’t mean to jump into a touchy-feely subject, ” what INTRIGUED her the most about this, though, wasn’t his negativity but the Spanish’s co-dependency of him. Why would she make a mission of hers to constantly be there? Atempt to cheer him up? Known his routine and try to make him develop some sort of motivation through his everyday? It was quite strange, to say at least. But Rin wasn’t about to assume anything if she didn’t have information. “ But, since we are talking about him, why doesn’t he try to get his code re-written or, at the very least, checked in case something is not. . .okay? What about his hardware? Isn’t any part broken that should be replaced? ”

[healingmelcdy]

   “ A month for Valentine’s day. . .I am feeling lonely already, b - but I will make chocolate for all my friends! And nii-san too, he deserves it, maybe homemade ice-cream would be better for us? ”

[vaememes]

💔     HEART     ACHE     SENTENCE     PROMPTS    !  

❝ You are a victim of your own broken heart. ❞

❝ You’re breaking my heart.  ❞

❝ The heart is just a muscle, isn’t that right? ❞

❝ You’ve left a void in me that cannot be filled. ❞

❝ Time does not heal a broken heart as they say. ❞

❝ How do you cope when the love is with somebody else? ❞

❝ Well, you can’t have heartbreak without love. ❞

❝ Love is supposed to heal, to be your haven from misery. ❞

❝ My heart no longer felt as if it belonged to me. ❞

❝ There is an ocean of silence between us… and I am drowning in it. ❞

❝ Raw love, like raw heartache, could blindside you. ❞

❝ I was born the day you kissed me, died the day you left me.  ❞

❝ I’ve fallen victim to love once in my life, it was enough for me.  ❞

❝ I think perhaps I will always hold a candle for you – even until it burns my hand. ❞

❝ I would have followed you to hell and back… if only you’d lead me back.  ❞

❝ I had fallen but you were not there to catch me.  ❞

❝ This pain has not passed, this pain, I’m afraid, it will never pass. ❞

❝ A broken heart can be as lethal as a bullet to the brain. ❞

❝ As if you gave your heart to autumn, for what it destroys never blossoms again. ❞

❝ A single heartbreak teaches you more than what a lifetime of schooling can. ❞

❝ You taught me how to live with you, now tell me how to live without you… ❞

❝ You hurt me and yet I cannot stay away, I am miserable either way. ❞

❝ Do you know why he did what he did to you? Because he could. ❞

❝ I have been bitter since the day you broke my heart. ❞

❝ Today is just another day of trying to get by without you. ❞

❝ An entire world of people can never replace the one that I’ve lost. ❞

❝ I cannot carry on with my future when I am stuck in my past. ❞

❝ Many things we die but this love I have for you will not. ❞

❝ I could never love another as I do you, even if I wanted to. ❞

❝ This heart break will be the death of me. ❞

❝ I still fight and I don’t know why. ❞

❝ If our love is tragedy then are you my remedy? ❞

❝ When you’re ready, come find me, my heart is open. ❞

❝ Love is both, the strongest and the weakest thing you can have in life. ❞

❝ Black misery painted on a blood red heart. ❞

❝ You make me feel like a firefly. Trapped in a belljar; starved for love. ❞

❝ Sometimes your eyes are not the only place the tears fall from. ❞

❝ My heart does not beat, it aches, for you. ❞

❝ Do you even know how you make me weak? ❞

❝ If you lose your one and only, there’s always room here for the lonely. ❞

❝ Part of me aches at the thought of her being so close yet so untouchable. ❞

❝ Sometimes it feels like love and sometimes it feels like the death. ❞

❝ I don’t know where your heart is but mine is bruised. ❞

❝ I tried to wash the scars and marks from under my skin but you’re etched in me like stone.❞

❝ You call it love, but still you hate me? ❞

❝ You’re the pain and the medicine, one taste and I’m numb again. ❞

❝ With you next to me, there’s no darkness I can’t overcome.  ❞

❝ They don’t love you the way I love you. ❞

❝ What a wicked way to treat the one that loves you. ❞

❝ What’s worse, looking jealous or crazy? ❞

❝ There’s a fire starting in my heart, it’s bringing me out the dark. ❞

❝ The scars of your love remind me of us. ❞

❝ Tears of blood fall from my broken heart. ❞  

❝ Never mind, I’ll find someone like you. ❞

❝ When it’s all said and done, I’m still in love with you. ❞

❝ I want you to know that I’m all yours. ❞

❝ You could break my heart in two but when it heals, it beats for you. ❞

❝ The emotion that can break your heart is sometimes the very one that heals it…  ❞

❝ Jealousy is just love and hate at the same time. ❞ 

❝ I know you still think about the times we had. ❞

❝ I’ve been so selfish because I love you so much. ❞

❝ You’re just like a pill, instead of making me better, you keep making me ill. ❞

❝ I bet you start loving me as soon as I start loving somebody else. ❞

❝ Do you ever think of me when you lie? ❞

❝ I fell for your lies, you hurt me, all the time. ❞

❝ Despite everything, I still remain loving you. ❞

❝ I’m waiting for the one day to come, when I can look at you and feel nothing. ❞

❝ Love creeps up on you, you never know how hard it’s there until they leave.  ❞

❝ I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to forgive myself for just how badly I broke you.. ❞

❝ What chance did we have against fate? ❞

❝ Be careful when fixing broken people. You may end up cutting yourself. ❞

❝ Every other lover will always be compared to you. ❞

❝ I would recognize your heartbeat from the ends of space. ❞

❝ Even in dreams, ghosts of former happiness haunt me. ❞

❝ You should see me when my heart is broken. I don’t grieve, I shatter. ❞

❝ Love, but don’t fall in love because everything that falls breaks. ❞

❝ If my love was a war, you only fought for the glory of winning. ❞

❝ How many hearts have you collected? How many chests have you left aching and empty? ❞  

❝ I have not broken your heart - you have broken it; and in breaking it, you have broken mine. ❞

❝ If it’s a question of my heart, you’ve got it. It don’t belong to anyone but you. ❞

[hopelessguardian-blog]

Fire ( 火 )  attributes are considered to be dynamism, strength, and persistence; however, it is also connected to restlessness. The fire element provides warmth, enthusiasm, and creativity, although an excess of it can bring aggression, impatience, and impulsive behavior.

XIAOLIN DRAGONS ; KIMIKO &&. OMI.

                            Ind. Priv. Semi-selective multimuses.

( Rules / Muses. ) — @floofymuses ft. Dragon of Fire.

( Rules / Muses. ) — @hopelessviolinist ft. Dragon of Water.

Artwork credit: 1500yearoldspirit

Water ( 水 ) is representative of intelligence and wisdom, flexibility, softness, and pliancy; however, an overabundance of the element is said to cause difficulty in choosing something and sticking to it.

[dovingmemes]

Alternate Universe: Soulmates

send in a number or ‘ 💕 ‘ for random. ( these are from various soulmate!au ideas i’ve seen around in social media or i’ve thought of before. )

People stop aging at 18 years old. They’ll start to age again when they’ve found their soulmate.

People are born with the knowledge of their soulmate’s first name.

People are reincarnated soulmates, but only one of them remembers their past lives. 

Painless bruises, scars, cuts and other injuries show up on people’s bodies. They’re actually injures their soulmates have endured.

When that suspicious feeling in your gut that something is going to go bad even though nothing bad is happening, is actually because your soulmate is in danger.

The ‘voice inside your head’ is actually your soulmate’s voice.

People are born only seeing in black and white until they find their soulmate. Then they can see in color.

People’s hearts ‘ glow ‘ once they’ve met their soulmate. 

People are born with a mark on their body, as they grow it starts to form into words. By the age of 10, the mark shows the first words you’ll ever hear your soulmate say to you.

People are able to get a timer installed on their wrists that works as a countdown until they meet their soulmate. The catch? The other person has to get their timer installed too or the timer will never start counting down.

On the new year after a person’s 22nd birthday, exactly at midnight, they and their soulmate switch bodies for that one minute. They have to frantically leave a clue to their whereabouts/address/etc.

The song stuck in people’s heads are because their soulmate is singing/humming it at the moment.

When people write on their skin, it shows up on their soulmate’s skin, wherever the words were written.

People can hear their soulmates thoughts.

[usbtangled-deactivated20190115]

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[healingmelcdy]

( VY2 Yuma )    “Everything that we know and love is reducible to the absurd amount of chemicals, and there is therefore no intrinsic value in this material universe.” //  @blausiingend

“……..Are you okay?” Kaito’s features showed concern as soon as he heard the words from the other. It seemed a bit like he was upset over something, however, this was just Kaito’s guess. If it was true or not was upon him to find out. Still, he was concerned to hear that because it sounded quite depressing. “I would say that everything in the world has some sort of value, it just depends on who you ask and what it is. Anything has value to anyone and nothing really is material. Feelings aren’t material and love isn’t either. You love a person because of their personality and that’s nothing material, right?” It sounded more like a question than an actual answer but he was trying his best. “ How did you get that sad thought? Did something happen?”

   ‘ Okay ’ was a relative word        PHYSICALLY speaking, there was nothing broken or damaged that required replacement. EMOTIONALLY? Distant as always. 

   He never quite understood the purpose of being given a body of his own, content enough with his program and voicebank, safe and guarded behind a screen where nothing could harm him unless his master required to write a song with such themes and draw a PV.

   Having an authonomous form of his? It brought rumours, NEGATIVE ones overwhelmed him       enough to make him unable to leave the VOCALOID industries out of shame, embarrassment from humans that disrespected him, humillated his design and more.

   “I am trying to comprehend whether you are trying to clear my doubts or increase them, Shion-san,” question followed by more questions, the opposite’s tone of voice did not bring any relief. It made his anxiety raise and his paranoia to increase further. “Everything has an economical value, and objects can possess a certain sentiment one but for HOW LONG? Memories die and can be replaced, much like any other individual. Much like US.” The way the blue-headed chanted love, feelings, love, feelings was annoying him because did such things truly matter at the end?

   “Sad thought you say. . .I believe it’s a quite common one among my software. I tend to remain in silence at all circumstances when you think about it.”

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Maika-chan:

“Ah, sí, we can have a siesta,” Maika said, accepting Rin’s hand. She was the youngest of the Spanish vocaloids, and Bruno and Clara always pampered as the youngest, and she was certain she’d never have a younger sibling herself to pamper.

But Rin, even if she was years her senior, didn’t complain about being treated like a little sister by her, and she always made her happy.

“Because resting is important, even for us!” she said, while guiding her to a nearby park.

   “It is, it is! We might be androids and have MAJOR differences with humans      yet we still feel things albeit in an entire different spectrum than humans, or levels if you will!,” sentiments, feelings, emotions were located in the brain in human’s cases, chemicals that spilled and reacted in such a way that would alter their moods for better or worse.

   The female Kagamine always found that fact interesting, it peeked her curiosity. But what intrigued her the most had to be their own program, how their code was modified in a way for them to self-teach and absorb knowledge like sponges. Process all of it and feel.

[tunafishforever]

She loved writing with Yuma. The songs they created together flowed better lyrically than anything she could have composed herself. But she hated him. There was a rage that sparked in her brain every time something besides music came up. (Which was never because he barely even spoke.) It wasn’t the big things that bothered her, no. Luka could get past not speaking very much and she could skate around seriousness. She could not ignore his blatant lack of emotion. He was a statue without a musical sheet. Granted, Luka never gave him the bother to be anything more than a statue.

That wasn’t quite fair, she decided and set out to find what lay under the marble exterior.

          “ @cxntameparadormir , what was the last book you read? “

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   “South of the border west of the sun written by Haruki Murakami” his answer SPILLED from his lips almost authomatically.

   Green hues widened at such blunt response from his side which made him avert his gaze elsewhere; nervously shifting on his seat as thumbs circled one another, shoulders raised lightly in a defensive nature.

   It wasn’t as if Yuma didn’t enjoy engaging in a conversation ( albeit this mostly happened with Oliver, enthusiasm going skyrocket     words rushing, turning into a full ramble ); but most of the time, not a single chance was offered to him therefore the pinkenette remained in utter silence. Speaking strictly when required.

   If he were to be honest, Yuma would admit he had social anxiety ( and, he questioned if not selective mutism to some extent ).

   Currently, there was nothing he would not give to avoid this awkward atmosphere no one BUT HIM brought between them. Should he FLEE? Invent and excuse of any kind? Or should he WORDLESSLY leave? Luka did not feel fond towards anyone, truth be told          for him it was not hard to pick on that facade of hers: an adult method of pretending just for the sake of avoiding unnecessary issues. Furthermore, if it was about co-workers within the same industry.

EVERYONE ALWAYS JUDGED HIM NO MATTER WHAT.

[healingmelcdy]

💔  INTERRUPTED KISS. // @vipperq

Practicing for songs was normal, Tei was used to that. Practicing a kiss scene with Rin? Rare, A opportunity she wasn’t gonna pass this not ever. She had to keep her composure, as much as she wanted to leap at her for this kiss. The albina wanted this kiss more than anything! More then humans needed air! It was everything she’s been waiting for!

They were inching closer and closer, she could nearly feel her breath on her lips, ever so closely…

“MAMA TEEEI~!” A tiny voice calls out, causing the albina to jump and look over. A small wolf girl rushing into the room, Miko Ooka, a vipper much like Tei.

“Mama Tei! Miko caught a bi-” The child stopped seeing Rin, blinking a little while holding a stunned bird in her gloved hands. Setting the bird down, she rushed right over to the blonde. Brown ears twitching as she sniffed her.

“A-Ah…Sorry, Rin-chan” The albina spoke, nervously patting the youngers head as a way to tell her to behave. To which she backs away and clings to Tei like a shy child hiding behind her mother. “This is Miko, she’s uh…one of me, a Vipper.“

   Face soon lit up in a bright crimson, a furious blush that she did not intend to overtake her features yet could not help but TO WONDER         was she looking forward that kiss or was it due being caught in a practice of it? An explanation, no matter in which way phrased, was bound to sound strange and even a tad awkward.

That sure had to be it! Right? Right!

   Her initial surprise was soon to vanish due the child sniffing her, it made her think in a small puppy trying to tell apart whether the one in front was someone TRUSTWORTHY for their master but she shook her head, trying to brush such thoughts off.

   “ O - Oh!, ” a smile soon adorned her features at that, her CURIOSITY doing an astonishing work to replace whatever she had felt moments ago that she rather not think about or would cause further confusion within her mind. “ It’s a pleasure to meet you, Miko-chan! ”

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Maika-chan:

“¡Muy bien!” She said, while snugging Rin’s cheek back. “I’m just so glad our masters decided to make a collaboration.”

She let go of and held her hands together, making a gentle smile. “You’ve been rehearsing for a while, right? Let’s go for a walk before practicing together!”

   “A walk sounds amazing right now! Waaah~!,” without thinking much about it, she held Maika’s hand acting as a younger sibling. Swinging their linked hands like a little child. “ We should take a nap under a tree! ”

   Practice always made her tired, especially if for long hours ( she understood how hard it was for her master to make learn and pronounce Spanish         but at what cost ).

[healingmelcdy]

   “I cannot help but to wonder how Meiko-chan is doing,” blue hues observed the sky, thoughts were soon to drift away and her mind began to daydream without meaning to.

[tunafishforever]

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