Losing The Will To Live

They/them

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Had a weekend trip with friends, also got cutsie nails :>

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Sorry for those who don’t like blood

I get them so often I sometimes think they’re so pretty

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Tagged by @pixieprowl <3

searched on my pinterest: lyrics, color, character, place, outfit, aesthetic

Hmm ill tag: @iheartfawnss8 @whispersofwilloww @me0w-me0wme0w

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Cigs and cider on a hike will always help your existential dread if you try hard enough

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Me x these lil shorts is my otp

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Oh how I wish I was dead so I did not have to feel the pain of my momma and the harm of living with so much anger

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Craving attention and for my phone to have notifs but self isolation may have gone too far

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Do I haunt you ?

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Need an older woman to love me like I’m her babydoll

[crazybritishgirl]

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I love using stickers in my sketchbooks

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And it’s as though my skin is made of porcelain,

Picking away at my shards of ceramic

Bleeding blue ink

I was meant for so much more

Self destructive behaviours never go away

They simply mutate from blade to men online

who fetishise your damaged innocence

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The agony of memory and the melancholy of human nature

Maybe I’ll always self sabotage, maybe you’ll never see me again

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Wear your whore makeup you whore

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Being groomed really ruined my perception of myself lol, maybe I peeked at 16 cuz she was obsessed with me

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Freckles are coming out

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Bury me in blue with a picture of my mother