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Been debating some shit. Could I get some votes?

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Ivlis glanced down at Satanick, flabbergasted by the shaky breaths the Devil was trying to hold back. His voice sounded… off too. It made him feel awkward- guilty, maybe.

“It’s alright,” he uttered.

How was it alright? It wasn’t alright in any way. Nothing was ever alright. He nodded though, he didn’t want to make himself any sadder. Great, now it just felt like his heart was breaking. Breaking into a million pieces.

“ ..can we stay like this? “ It’s a selfish request. He just wanted to be held.

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“That’s a shame,” Ivlis taunted playfully. Each kiss were either kissed on the jaw, cheek, neck, or forehead. Quite adorable that the Pirch Devil was like this now, despite the previous moments. He huffed a laugh when Satanick hid into his shoulder, running his hamd through Satanick’s hair. Ah- it was.. soft and kinda messy…

He could cry. Why could he cry? Why did it sting so much to be with him? Why did this affection sting so much? Ivlis’ laugh makes his heart jump, he can feel his lips curl into a smile, even when he feels like he could cry.

“ A-aaah.. “ He tried not to tear up. Arms wrap around the smaller devil. He never felt okay. Never felt okay. Everything hurt.

He breathed out, closing his eyes, he’s not going to cry. He can’t cry. “ I-I’m sorry, Ivvy.. “ His breathing shakes. “ ..You’re warm. “

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             You make it difficult to not 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠.

       And when I’m with you,                     I turn all shades of 𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑘.

             I wanna 𝓉𝑜𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝓎𝑜𝓊,                       But don’t wanna be 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘳𝘥.

       It’s such a 𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩.                    I’m thinking “wish you were here.”

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But he wants to, if Satanick is this derived. Both were derived of affection, so it’d be best to start with such an unfair advantage, right? Not much amusement was given, but that isn’t to say he was displeased with this. The Flame Devil held the other’s hands down, smooching him on the cheek.

Why did he have to do this to him? He just trembled, accepting all those little kisses. They’re so loving. Satanick couldn’t handle this. It made him tremble, want to cry. Why did he want to cry? Nothing happened. He looked down, frowning, hiding his face in Ivlis shoulder. Pathetic little wings crinkle.

“ Aaa.. this is unfair.. “

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And another was given. Perhaps it was pity? Even himself would believe that it was pity. But it’s admittedly… nice to do this- spoiling may be the word he’s looking for. He honestly can’t help but want to do this. Emotions are a burden sometimes.

“… I love you too.”

..Eh? Did Ivlis have to keep confusing him like that?? He shyed away, hiding his face in his hands.

“ Aa-aaah.. “ He’s too much of a wreck for this. Don’t tell him you love him. You can’t. You can’t love him. You shouldn’t.

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“Mm…”

It was a bit awkward asking and getting answer from Satanick. Admittedly, he’s never- gotten this personal with Satanick. Now that he thinks about it, he doesn’t know him that well.

Hesitantly, he gives a kiss to Satanick’s forehead. Guess he might have to give some to the Pitch Devil.

.. Well, that caught him off-guard again. Wh??? What??? Why?? Why would the other do that?? He was so convinced that Ivlis could never feel anything but hate for him after everything he’s done.

“ ..E-ehe?? ”

He’s happy, but he doesn’t know what he should be feeling?? Or if he should be returning anything?? Would returning anything ruin it?? Would he ruin everything again?? He can’t tell. He played with his sleeves anxiously. “ a-aha.. “ A nervous laugh. “ ..I-I love you, Ivlis. “

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Ah, that made sense… somewhat… It’s a little odd that Satanick would be this timid just from receiving a kiss. Maybe he’s never had that before- but… did he?

“No one’s done that before?”

Wait, shit, he didn’t mean to ask that.

... Maybe. It’s rare he got any affection like that. Noone was really gentle with him. Even those random lovers he had from time to time. And don’t get him started on his wife.

“ Aaa.. “ He’s just being pitiful again. “ N-not often. “

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That’s understandable. With the harsh manner and reluctance that was starting to fade out around Satanick, he isn’t surprised with the response. But…

“Was I not supposed to do that?”

“ A-ahaha.. “ The Devil laughed nervously. He really hadn’t expected that. Not that he didn’t like it! Not at all! He loved it! But..

“ N-no!! I ju-just!! Didn’t expect that!! “

His face is still bright red.