Side characters : Kit (brawl stars), V1r7x or Vix ( @cr3atorade )
TW: child neglect/abandonment, possible emotional abuse and favoritism
Chelsie POV:
- I had always been stuck in the shadows. Alone, watching my dad and brother thrive without me. It hurt seeing them so happy, so⊠perfect. It hurt so much. I hated how jealous I was, of my own brother, because HE always seemed to favor him more. Was it due to his success? Probably. I donât think Accardi ever felt genuine love towardsâŠanyone. Not that I know of, anyways.
I was suppose to be a side character for kitâs cartoon. But any time I tried, Accardi wasnât satisfied. He had me removed from the cast, and eventually I just became⊠Chelsie. Just Chelsie. I mean, itâs not like people loved me. I was too âscaryâ for their approval. Too⊠âout of the ordinaryâ, which is funny, considering EVERYONE I know in Starr park is out of the ordinary. Guess thereâs a different line when it comes to me, huh?
I found it unfair, of course i did. But I didnât dare to say a word. It was already bad enough.
- Home life wasnât better, either. While kit was off, doing whatever famous celebrities do, I was stuck with accardiâs yelling and complaints. I tried helping him, to maybe finally prove I was worth, that I was still his creation, still his daughter, stillâŠhis.
But it wasnât enough. Everything I did, no matter what it was, it wasnât enough. I always did something wrong, something that âkit wouldnât doâ (which he probably would.)
I remember how he always said things that hurt. Things I canât get out of my head. He always managed to bring the sensitive, emotional side of me. I learned to burry my emotions, hiding the tears in my eyes so that I wouldnât get more angry.
- The breaking point was when he kicked me out of the studio, claiming he âdidnât recognize meâ. He dragged me out and forcefully pushed me outside, locking the door behind him. I can still hear that sigh. That sigh of relief, like he had finally got ridden of something he has been wanting to throw out for a long time.
It felt like hours, walking around aimlessly without any sense of direction. Starr park was so big, it was as if I was walking through an endless hallway.
I finally let some tears go, not much cause i didnât wanna draw attention, especially to security.
Instead, the attention was caught by someone else.
Him.
- I didnât know whether to trust, fight, or flee, but he seemed⊠kind. He took my hand and guided me somewhere, a part of park I hadnât seen before⊠which, to be fair, Iâve rarely seen half of the park in general. Youâd think that being left alone would mean Iâm free to explore? Think againâŠhaha!
- I eventually trusted him, and it felt like i wasnât alone anymore! I was finally seen, finally someone again! He even managed to get me my favorite ice cream flavor! It was as if my luck had changed, and I felt so happy!! I never knew being cared for could make me feel this⊠warm! I couldnât believe that ANYONE could ever be that nice to me!! I could say that a million times, and I wouldnât get bored!!
- Eventually, we grew closer. I donât know if Accardi noticed⊠but I was too happy to care! I hope it stays like this forever, I really hope so! Do I miss Kit? Yeah, a little bit I admit⊠but I think itâs better this way. He has what he needs, and I have what I need!
I hope vix knows just how much Iâm grateful for him.
Side characters : Kit (brawl stars), V1r7x or Vix ( @cr3atorade )
TW: child neglect/abandonment, possible emotional abuse and favoritism
Chelsie POV:
- I had always been stuck in the shadows. Alone, watching my dad and brother thrive without me. It hurt seeing them so happy, so⊠perfect. It hurt so much. I hated how jealous I was, of my own brother, because HE always seemed to favor him more. Was it due to his success? Probably. I donât think Accardi ever felt genuine love towardsâŠanyone. Not that I know of, anyways.
I was suppose to be a side character for kitâs cartoon. But any time I tried, Accardi wasnât satisfied. He had me removed from the cast, and eventually I just became⊠Chelsie. Just Chelsie. I mean, itâs not like people loved me. I was too âscaryâ for their approval. Too⊠âout of the ordinaryâ, which is funny, considering EVERYONE I know in Starr park is out of the ordinary. Guess thereâs a different line when it comes to me, huh?
I found it unfair, of course i did. But I didnât dare to say a word. It was already bad enough.
- Home life wasnât better, either. While kit was off, doing whatever famous celebrities do, I was stuck with accardiâs yelling and complaints. I tried helping him, to maybe finally prove I was worth, that I was still his creation, still his daughter, stillâŠhis.
But it wasnât enough. Everything I did, no matter what it was, it wasnât enough. I always did something wrong, something that âkit wouldnât doâ (which he probably would.)
I remember how he always said things that hurt. Things I canât get out of my head. He always managed to bring the sensitive, emotional side of me. I learned to burry my emotions, hiding the tears in my eyes so that I wouldnât get more angry.
- The breaking point was when he kicked me out of the studio, claiming he âdidnât recognize meâ. He dragged me out and forcefully pushed me outside, locking the door behind him. I can still hear that sigh. That sigh of relief, like he had finally got ridden of something he has been wanting to throw out for a long time.
It felt like hours, walking around aimlessly without any sense of direction. Starr park was so big, it was as if I was walking through an endless hallway.
I finally let some tears go, not much cause i didnât wanna draw attention, especially to security.
Instead, the attention was caught by someone else.
Him.
- I didnât know whether to trust, fight, or flee, but he seemed⊠kind. He took my hand and guided me somewhere, a part of park I hadnât seen before⊠which, to be fair, Iâve rarely seen half of the park in general. Youâd think that being left alone would mean Iâm free to explore? Think againâŠhaha!
- I eventually trusted him, and it felt like i wasnât alone anymore! I was finally seen, finally someone again! He even managed to get me my favorite ice cream flavor! It was as if my luck had changed, and I felt so happy!! I never knew being cared for could make me feel this⊠warm! I couldnât believe that ANYONE could ever be that nice to me!! I could say that a million times, and I wouldnât get bored!!
- Eventually, we grew closer. I donât know if Accardi noticed⊠but I was too happy to care! I hope it stays like this forever, I really hope so! Do I miss Kit? Yeah, a little bit I admit⊠but I think itâs better this way. He has what he needs, and I have what I need!
I hope vix knows just how much Iâm grateful for him.
Side characters : Kit (brawl stars), V1r7x or Vix ( @cr3atorade )
TW: child neglect/abandonment, possible emotional abuse and favoritism
Chelsie POV:
- I had always been stuck in the shadows. Alone, watching my dad and brother thrive without me. It hurt seeing them so happy, so⊠perfect. It hurt so much. I hated how jealous I was, of my own brother, because HE always seemed to favor him more. Was it due to his success? Probably. I donât think Accardi ever felt genuine love towardsâŠanyone. Not that I know of, anyways.
I was suppose to be a side character for kitâs cartoon. But any time I tried, Accardi wasnât satisfied. He had me removed from the cast, and eventually I just became⊠Chelsie. Just Chelsie. I mean, itâs not like people loved me. I was too âscaryâ for their approval. Too⊠âout of the ordinaryâ, which is funny, considering EVERYONE I know in Starr park is out of the ordinary. Guess thereâs a different line when it comes to me, huh?
I found it unfair, of course i did. But I didnât dare to say a word. It was already bad enough.
- Home life wasnât better, either. While kit was off, doing whatever famous celebrities do, I was stuck with accardiâs yelling and complaints. I tried helping him, to maybe finally prove I was worth, that I was still his creation, still his daughter, stillâŠhis.
But it wasnât enough. Everything I did, no matter what it was, it wasnât enough. I always did something wrong, something that âkit wouldnât doâ (which he probably would.)
I remember how he always said things that hurt. Things I canât get out of my head. He always managed to bring the sensitive, emotional side of me. I learned to burry my emotions, hiding the tears in my eyes so that I wouldnât get more angry.
- The breaking point was when he kicked me out of the studio, claiming he âdidnât recognize meâ. He dragged me out and forcefully pushed me outside, locking the door behind him. I can still hear that sigh. That sigh of relief, like he had finally got ridden of something he has been wanting to throw out for a long time.
It felt like hours, walking around aimlessly without any sense of direction. Starr park was so big, it was as if I was walking through an endless hallway.
I finally let some tears go, not much cause i didnât wanna draw attention, especially to security.
Instead, the attention was caught by someone else.
Him.
- I didnât know whether to trust, fight, or flee, but he seemed⊠kind. He took my hand and guided me somewhere, a part of park I hadnât seen before⊠which, to be fair, Iâve rarely seen half of the park in general. Youâd think that being left alone would mean Iâm free to explore? Think againâŠhaha!
- I eventually trusted him, and it felt like i wasnât alone anymore! I was finally seen, finally someone again! He even managed to get me my favorite ice cream flavor! It was as if my luck had changed, and I felt so happy!! I never knew being cared for could make me feel this⊠warm! I couldnât believe that ANYONE could ever be that nice to me!! I could say that a million times, and I wouldnât get bored!!
- Eventually, we grew closer. I donât know if Accardi noticed⊠but I was too happy to care! I hope it stays like this forever, I really hope so! Do I miss Kit? Yeah, a little bit I admit⊠but I think itâs better this way. He has what he needs, and I have what I need!
I hope vix knows just how much Iâm grateful for him.
Side characters : Kit (brawl stars), V1r7x or Vix ( @cr3atorade )
TW: child neglect/abandonment, possible emotional abuse and favoritism
Chelsie POV:
- I had always been stuck in the shadows. Alone, watching my dad and brother thrive without me. It hurt seeing them so happy, so⊠perfect. It hurt so much. I hated how jealous I was, of my own brother, because HE always seemed to favor him more. Was it due to his success? Probably. I donât think Accardi ever felt genuine love towardsâŠanyone. Not that I know of, anyways.
I was suppose to be a side character for kitâs cartoon. But any time I tried, Accardi wasnât satisfied. He had me removed from the cast, and eventually I just became⊠Chelsie. Just Chelsie. I mean, itâs not like people loved me. I was too âscaryâ for their approval. Too⊠âout of the ordinaryâ, which is funny, considering EVERYONE I know in Starr park is out of the ordinary. Guess thereâs a different line when it comes to me, huh?
I found it unfair, of course i did. But I didnât dare to say a word. It was already bad enough.
- Home life wasnât better, either. While kit was off, doing whatever famous celebrities do, I was stuck with accardiâs yelling and complaints. I tried helping him, to maybe finally prove I was worth, that I was still his creation, still his daughter, stillâŠhis.
But it wasnât enough. Everything I did, no matter what it was, it wasnât enough. I always did something wrong, something that âkit wouldnât doâ (which he probably would.)
I remember how he always said things that hurt. Things I canât get out of my head. He always managed to bring the sensitive, emotional side of me. I learned to burry my emotions, hiding the tears in my eyes so that I wouldnât get more angry.
- The breaking point was when he kicked me out of the studio, claiming he âdidnât recognize meâ. He dragged me out and forcefully pushed me outside, locking the door behind him. I can still hear that sigh. That sigh of relief, like he had finally got ridden of something he has been wanting to throw out for a long time.
It felt like hours, walking around aimlessly without any sense of direction. Starr park was so big, it was as if I was walking through an endless hallway.
I finally let some tears go, not much cause i didnât wanna draw attention, especially to security.
Instead, the attention was caught by someone else.
Him.
- I didnât know whether to trust, fight, or flee, but he seemed⊠kind. He took my hand and guided me somewhere, a part of park I hadnât seen before⊠which, to be fair, Iâve rarely seen half of the park in general. Youâd think that being left alone would mean Iâm free to explore? Think againâŠhaha!
- I eventually trusted him, and it felt like i wasnât alone anymore! I was finally seen, finally someone again! He even managed to get me my favorite ice cream flavor! It was as if my luck had changed, and I felt so happy!! I never knew being cared for could make me feel this⊠warm! I couldnât believe that ANYONE could ever be that nice to me!! I could say that a million times, and I wouldnât get bored!!
- Eventually, we grew closer. I donât know if Accardi noticed⊠but I was too happy to care! I hope it stays like this forever, I really hope so! Do I miss Kit? Yeah, a little bit I admit⊠but I think itâs better this way. He has what he needs, and I have what I need!
I hope vix knows just how much Iâm grateful for him.
Side characters : Kit (brawl stars), V1r7x or Vix ( @cr3atorade )
TW: child neglect/abandonment, possible emotional abuse and favoritism
Chelsie POV:
- I had always been stuck in the shadows. Alone, watching my dad and brother thrive without me. It hurt seeing them so happy, so⊠perfect. It hurt so much. I hated how jealous I was, of my own brother, because HE always seemed to favor him more. Was it due to his success? Probably. I donât think Accardi ever felt genuine love towardsâŠanyone. Not that I know of, anyways.
I was suppose to be a side character for kitâs cartoon. But any time I tried, Accardi wasnât satisfied. He had me removed from the cast, and eventually I just became⊠Chelsie. Just Chelsie. I mean, itâs not like people loved me. I was too âscaryâ for their approval. Too⊠âout of the ordinaryâ, which is funny, considering EVERYONE I know in Starr park is out of the ordinary. Guess thereâs a different line when it comes to me, huh?
I found it unfair, of course i did. But I didnât dare to say a word. It was already bad enough.
- Home life wasnât better, either. While kit was off, doing whatever famous celebrities do, I was stuck with accardiâs yelling and complaints. I tried helping him, to maybe finally prove I was worth, that I was still his creation, still his daughter, stillâŠhis.
But it wasnât enough. Everything I did, no matter what it was, it wasnât enough. I always did something wrong, something that âkit wouldnât doâ (which he probably would.)
I remember how he always said things that hurt. Things I canât get out of my head. He always managed to bring the sensitive, emotional side of me. I learned to burry my emotions, hiding the tears in my eyes so that I wouldnât get more angry.
- The breaking point was when he kicked me out of the studio, claiming he âdidnât recognize meâ. He dragged me out and forcefully pushed me outside, locking the door behind him. I can still hear that sigh. That sigh of relief, like he had finally got ridden of something he has been wanting to throw out for a long time.
It felt like hours, walking around aimlessly without any sense of direction. Starr park was so big, it was as if I was walking through an endless hallway.
I finally let some tears go, not much cause i didnât wanna draw attention, especially to security.
Instead, the attention was caught by someone else.
Him.
- I didnât know whether to trust, fight, or flee, but he seemed⊠kind. He took my hand and guided me somewhere, a part of park I hadnât seen before⊠which, to be fair, Iâve rarely seen half of the park in general. Youâd think that being left alone would mean Iâm free to explore? Think againâŠhaha!
- I eventually trusted him, and it felt like i wasnât alone anymore! I was finally seen, finally someone again! He even managed to get me my favorite ice cream flavor! It was as if my luck had changed, and I felt so happy!! I never knew being cared for could make me feel this⊠warm! I couldnât believe that ANYONE could ever be that nice to me!! I could say that a million times, and I wouldnât get bored!!
- Eventually, we grew closer. I donât know if Accardi noticed⊠but I was too happy to care! I hope it stays like this forever, I really hope so! Do I miss Kit? Yeah, a little bit I admit⊠but I think itâs better this way. He has what he needs, and I have what I need!
I hope vix knows just how much Iâm grateful for him.
Side characters : Kit (brawl stars), V1r7x or Vix ( @cr3atorade )
TW: child neglect/abandonment, possible emotional abuse and favoritism
Chelsie POV:
- I had always been stuck in the shadows. Alone, watching my dad and brother thrive without me. It hurt seeing them so happy, so⊠perfect. It hurt so much. I hated how jealous I was, of my own brother, because HE always seemed to favor him more. Was it due to his success? Probably. I donât think Accardi ever felt genuine love towardsâŠanyone. Not that I know of, anyways.
I was suppose to be a side character for kitâs cartoon. But any time I tried, Accardi wasnât satisfied. He had me removed from the cast, and eventually I just became⊠Chelsie. Just Chelsie. I mean, itâs not like people loved me. I was too âscaryâ for their approval. Too⊠âout of the ordinaryâ, which is funny, considering EVERYONE I know in Starr park is out of the ordinary. Guess thereâs a different line when it comes to me, huh?
I found it unfair, of course i did. But I didnât dare to say a word. It was already bad enough.
- Home life wasnât better, either. While kit was off, doing whatever famous celebrities do, I was stuck with accardiâs yelling and complaints. I tried helping him, to maybe finally prove I was worth, that I was still his creation, still his daughter, stillâŠhis.
But it wasnât enough. Everything I did, no matter what it was, it wasnât enough. I always did something wrong, something that âkit wouldnât doâ (which he probably would.)
I remember how he always said things that hurt. Things I canât get out of my head. He always managed to bring the sensitive, emotional side of me. I learned to burry my emotions, hiding the tears in my eyes so that I wouldnât get more angry.
- The breaking point was when he kicked me out of the studio, claiming he âdidnât recognize meâ. He dragged me out and forcefully pushed me outside, locking the door behind him. I can still hear that sigh. That sigh of relief, like he had finally got ridden of something he has been wanting to throw out for a long time.
It felt like hours, walking around aimlessly without any sense of direction. Starr park was so big, it was as if I was walking through an endless hallway.
I finally let some tears go, not much cause i didnât wanna draw attention, especially to security.
Instead, the attention was caught by someone else.
Him.
- I didnât know whether to trust, fight, or flee, but he seemed⊠kind. He took my hand and guided me somewhere, a part of park I hadnât seen before⊠which, to be fair, Iâve rarely seen half of the park in general. Youâd think that being left alone would mean Iâm free to explore? Think againâŠhaha!
- I eventually trusted him, and it felt like i wasnât alone anymore! I was finally seen, finally someone again! He even managed to get me my favorite ice cream flavor! It was as if my luck had changed, and I felt so happy!! I never knew being cared for could make me feel this⊠warm! I couldnât believe that ANYONE could ever be that nice to me!! I could say that a million times, and I wouldnât get bored!!
- Eventually, we grew closer. I donât know if Accardi noticed⊠but I was too happy to care! I hope it stays like this forever, I really hope so! Do I miss Kit? Yeah, a little bit I admit⊠but I think itâs better this way. He has what he needs, and I have what I need!
I hope vix knows just how much Iâm grateful for him.
Side characters : Kit (brawl stars), V1r7x or Vix ( @cr3atorade )
TW: child neglect/abandonment, possible emotional abuse and favoritism
Chelsie POV:
- I had always been stuck in the shadows. Alone, watching my dad and brother thrive without me. It hurt seeing them so happy, so⊠perfect. It hurt so much. I hated how jealous I was, of my own brother, because HE always seemed to favor him more. Was it due to his success? Probably. I donât think Accardi ever felt genuine love towardsâŠanyone. Not that I know of, anyways.
I was suppose to be a side character for kitâs cartoon. But any time I tried, Accardi wasnât satisfied. He had me removed from the cast, and eventually I just became⊠Chelsie. Just Chelsie. I mean, itâs not like people loved me. I was too âscaryâ for their approval. Too⊠âout of the ordinaryâ, which is funny, considering EVERYONE I know in Starr park is out of the ordinary. Guess thereâs a different line when it comes to me, huh?
I found it unfair, of course i did. But I didnât dare to say a word. It was already bad enough.
- Home life wasnât better, either. While kit was off, doing whatever famous celebrities do, I was stuck with accardiâs yelling and complaints. I tried helping him, to maybe finally prove I was worth, that I was still his creation, still his daughter, stillâŠhis.
But it wasnât enough. Everything I did, no matter what it was, it wasnât enough. I always did something wrong, something that âkit wouldnât doâ (which he probably would.)
I remember how he always said things that hurt. Things I canât get out of my head. He always managed to bring the sensitive, emotional side of me. I learned to burry my emotions, hiding the tears in my eyes so that I wouldnât get more angry.
- The breaking point was when he kicked me out of the studio, claiming he âdidnât recognize meâ. He dragged me out and forcefully pushed me outside, locking the door behind him. I can still hear that sigh. That sigh of relief, like he had finally got ridden of something he has been wanting to throw out for a long time.
It felt like hours, walking around aimlessly without any sense of direction. Starr park was so big, it was as if I was walking through an endless hallway.
I finally let some tears go, not much cause i didnât wanna draw attention, especially to security.
Instead, the attention was caught by someone else.
Him.
- I didnât know whether to trust, fight, or flee, but he seemed⊠kind. He took my hand and guided me somewhere, a part of park I hadnât seen before⊠which, to be fair, Iâve rarely seen half of the park in general. Youâd think that being left alone would mean Iâm free to explore? Think againâŠhaha!
- I eventually trusted him, and it felt like i wasnât alone anymore! I was finally seen, finally someone again! He even managed to get me my favorite ice cream flavor! It was as if my luck had changed, and I felt so happy!! I never knew being cared for could make me feel this⊠warm! I couldnât believe that ANYONE could ever be that nice to me!! I could say that a million times, and I wouldnât get bored!!
- Eventually, we grew closer. I donât know if Accardi noticed⊠but I was too happy to care! I hope it stays like this forever, I really hope so! Do I miss Kit? Yeah, a little bit I admit⊠but I think itâs better this way. He has what he needs, and I have what I need!
I hope vix knows just how much Iâm grateful for him.
Side characters : Kit (brawl stars), V1r7x or Vix ( @cr3atorade )
TW: child neglect/abandonment, possible emotional abuse and favoritism
Chelsie POV:
- I had always been stuck in the shadows. Alone, watching my dad and brother thrive without me. It hurt seeing them so happy, so⊠perfect. It hurt so much. I hated how jealous I was, of my own brother, because HE always seemed to favor him more. Was it due to his success? Probably. I donât think Accardi ever felt genuine love towardsâŠanyone. Not that I know of, anyways.
I was suppose to be a side character for kitâs cartoon. But any time I tried, Accardi wasnât satisfied. He had me removed from the cast, and eventually I just became⊠Chelsie. Just Chelsie. I mean, itâs not like people loved me. I was too âscaryâ for their approval. Too⊠âout of the ordinaryâ, which is funny, considering EVERYONE I know in Starr park is out of the ordinary. Guess thereâs a different line when it comes to me, huh?
I found it unfair, of course i did. But I didnât dare to say a word. It was already bad enough.
- Home life wasnât better, either. While kit was off, doing whatever famous celebrities do, I was stuck with accardiâs yelling and complaints. I tried helping him, to maybe finally prove I was worth, that I was still his creation, still his daughter, stillâŠhis.
But it wasnât enough. Everything I did, no matter what it was, it wasnât enough. I always did something wrong, something that âkit wouldnât doâ (which he probably would.)
I remember how he always said things that hurt. Things I canât get out of my head. He always managed to bring the sensitive, emotional side of me. I learned to burry my emotions, hiding the tears in my eyes so that I wouldnât get more angry.
- The breaking point was when he kicked me out of the studio, claiming he âdidnât recognize meâ. He dragged me out and forcefully pushed me outside, locking the door behind him. I can still hear that sigh. That sigh of relief, like he had finally got ridden of something he has been wanting to throw out for a long time.
It felt like hours, walking around aimlessly without any sense of direction. Starr park was so big, it was as if I was walking through an endless hallway.
I finally let some tears go, not much cause i didnât wanna draw attention, especially to security.
Instead, the attention was caught by someone else.
Him.
- I didnât know whether to trust, fight, or flee, but he seemed⊠kind. He took my hand and guided me somewhere, a part of park I hadnât seen before⊠which, to be fair, Iâve rarely seen half of the park in general. Youâd think that being left alone would mean Iâm free to explore? Think againâŠhaha!
- I eventually trusted him, and it felt like i wasnât alone anymore! I was finally seen, finally someone again! He even managed to get me my favorite ice cream flavor! It was as if my luck had changed, and I felt so happy!! I never knew being cared for could make me feel this⊠warm! I couldnât believe that ANYONE could ever be that nice to me!! I could say that a million times, and I wouldnât get bored!!
- Eventually, we grew closer. I donât know if Accardi noticed⊠but I was too happy to care! I hope it stays like this forever, I really hope so! Do I miss Kit? Yeah, a little bit I admit⊠but I think itâs better this way. He has what he needs, and I have what I need!
I hope vix knows just how much Iâm grateful for him.
Side characters : Kit (brawl stars), V1r7x or Vix ( @cr3atorade )
TW: child neglect/abandonment, possible emotional abuse and favoritism
Chelsie POV:
- I had always been stuck in the shadows. Alone, watching my dad and brother thrive without me. It hurt seeing them so happy, so⊠perfect. It hurt so much. I hated how jealous I was, of my own brother, because HE always seemed to favor him more. Was it due to his success? Probably. I donât think Accardi ever felt genuine love towardsâŠanyone. Not that I know of, anyways.
I was suppose to be a side character for kitâs cartoon. But any time I tried, Accardi wasnât satisfied. He had me removed from the cast, and eventually I just became⊠Chelsie. Just Chelsie. I mean, itâs not like people loved me. I was too âscaryâ for their approval. Too⊠âout of the ordinaryâ, which is funny, considering EVERYONE I know in Starr park is out of the ordinary. Guess thereâs a different line when it comes to me, huh?
I found it unfair, of course i did. But I didnât dare to say a word. It was already bad enough.
- Home life wasnât better, either. While kit was off, doing whatever famous celebrities do, I was stuck with accardiâs yelling and complaints. I tried helping him, to maybe finally prove I was worth, that I was still his creation, still his daughter, stillâŠhis.
But it wasnât enough. Everything I did, no matter what it was, it wasnât enough. I always did something wrong, something that âkit wouldnât doâ (which he probably would.)
I remember how he always said things that hurt. Things I canât get out of my head. He always managed to bring the sensitive, emotional side of me. I learned to burry my emotions, hiding the tears in my eyes so that I wouldnât get more angry.
- The breaking point was when he kicked me out of the studio, claiming he âdidnât recognize meâ. He dragged me out and forcefully pushed me outside, locking the door behind him. I can still hear that sigh. That sigh of relief, like he had finally got ridden of something he has been wanting to throw out for a long time.
It felt like hours, walking around aimlessly without any sense of direction. Starr park was so big, it was as if I was walking through an endless hallway.
I finally let some tears go, not much cause i didnât wanna draw attention, especially to security.
Instead, the attention was caught by someone else.
Him.
- I didnât know whether to trust, fight, or flee, but he seemed⊠kind. He took my hand and guided me somewhere, a part of park I hadnât seen before⊠which, to be fair, Iâve rarely seen half of the park in general. Youâd think that being left alone would mean Iâm free to explore? Think againâŠhaha!
- I eventually trusted him, and it felt like i wasnât alone anymore! I was finally seen, finally someone again! He even managed to get me my favorite ice cream flavor! It was as if my luck had changed, and I felt so happy!! I never knew being cared for could make me feel this⊠warm! I couldnât believe that ANYONE could ever be that nice to me!! I could say that a million times, and I wouldnât get bored!!
- Eventually, we grew closer. I donât know if Accardi noticed⊠but I was too happy to care! I hope it stays like this forever, I really hope so! Do I miss Kit? Yeah, a little bit I admit⊠but I think itâs better this way. He has what he needs, and I have what I need!
I hope vix knows just how much Iâm grateful for him.
Side characters : Kit (brawl stars), V1r7x or Vix ( @cr3atorade )
TW: child neglect/abandonment, possible emotional abuse and favoritism
Chelsie POV:
- I had always been stuck in the shadows. Alone, watching my dad and brother thrive without me. It hurt seeing them so happy, so⊠perfect. It hurt so much. I hated how jealous I was, of my own brother, because HE always seemed to favor him more. Was it due to his success? Probably. I donât think Accardi ever felt genuine love towardsâŠanyone. Not that I know of, anyways.
I was suppose to be a side character for kitâs cartoon. But any time I tried, Accardi wasnât satisfied. He had me removed from the cast, and eventually I just became⊠Chelsie. Just Chelsie. I mean, itâs not like people loved me. I was too âscaryâ for their approval. Too⊠âout of the ordinaryâ, which is funny, considering EVERYONE I know in Starr park is out of the ordinary. Guess thereâs a different line when it comes to me, huh?
I found it unfair, of course i did. But I didnât dare to say a word. It was already bad enough.
- Home life wasnât better, either. While kit was off, doing whatever famous celebrities do, I was stuck with accardiâs yelling and complaints. I tried helping him, to maybe finally prove I was worth, that I was still his creation, still his daughter, stillâŠhis.
But it wasnât enough. Everything I did, no matter what it was, it wasnât enough. I always did something wrong, something that âkit wouldnât doâ (which he probably would.)
I remember how he always said things that hurt. Things I canât get out of my head. He always managed to bring the sensitive, emotional side of me. I learned to burry my emotions, hiding the tears in my eyes so that I wouldnât get more angry.
- The breaking point was when he kicked me out of the studio, claiming he âdidnât recognize meâ. He dragged me out and forcefully pushed me outside, locking the door behind him. I can still hear that sigh. That sigh of relief, like he had finally got ridden of something he has been wanting to throw out for a long time.
It felt like hours, walking around aimlessly without any sense of direction. Starr park was so big, it was as if I was walking through an endless hallway.
I finally let some tears go, not much cause i didnât wanna draw attention, especially to security.
Instead, the attention was caught by someone else.
Him.
- I didnât know whether to trust, fight, or flee, but he seemed⊠kind. He took my hand and guided me somewhere, a part of park I hadnât seen before⊠which, to be fair, Iâve rarely seen half of the park in general. Youâd think that being left alone would mean Iâm free to explore? Think againâŠhaha!
- I eventually trusted him, and it felt like i wasnât alone anymore! I was finally seen, finally someone again! He even managed to get me my favorite ice cream flavor! It was as if my luck had changed, and I felt so happy!! I never knew being cared for could make me feel this⊠warm! I couldnât believe that ANYONE could ever be that nice to me!! I could say that a million times, and I wouldnât get bored!!
- Eventually, we grew closer. I donât know if Accardi noticed⊠but I was too happy to care! I hope it stays like this forever, I really hope so! Do I miss Kit? Yeah, a little bit I admit⊠but I think itâs better this way. He has what he needs, and I have what I need!
I hope vix knows just how much Iâm grateful for him.
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