Looking for love in the ocean

Kaoru Hakaze || Playboy with a heart of gold || Ensemble stars indie roleplay || Mun is 18+ || Loved by Kitkat

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“You like it when I grind my ass against you cock?”

“Wa- S-senacchi…” his breath hitched and he gulped back hard, the feeling of Izumi’s plump cheeks around his cock almost enough to make him lose his head. Hands in mid-air as he tried to decide where should he put his hands, were every part of Izumi’s body seemed so dangerous…

He just wanted to grab at his hips and pull him down on his dick… fuck him hard against the closest horizontal surface…

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"Kao'!" When she found him, the Knights prducer didn't hesitate to walk toward the Undead's member. Alexandra really thought about making him sweets ever since he asked if she could bake. Some peoples will think it was stupid to give him this when she ignores it. She had made a little strawberry shortcake even if it means a few cuts by accident or when she burned herself like a newbie. Handing him the box, she looked away with slight blush. "Here. For you ... I-I hope you'll like it.."

"mn?” the blond turned around as he heard his name being called, a flirty smile showing on his lips as he noticed the pretty girl that was approaching him “Oh, if it isn’t Alexandra-chan~ Do you need me for something?”

His dumb smile lowered a lit as she presented a small box to him, he blinked, perplexed by this forward action, hazel eyes shifting from the box to her face a couple of times.

“Really? For me?” he questioned, spirits raising right away “Wah~ getting something from a pretty girl like you this must be my lucky day~ what is it? Is there a love letter in here? Just joking~... unless?”

he was mostly playing along, a bit too excited about this present. He opened the lid to peek inside, eyes widening a bit at the sight of the dessert. It looked very homemade...Now that he thought about it... she did mention she could bake a bit?

“Wait... did you make this for me? Wah, I think I might be the happiest man alive~”

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She is going to join him in the couch, at first simply sitting then she leant her head resting on his shoulder before she moves a bit to hug him and nuzzle his neck.

It was his free day from work, so he decided to watch a movie. he’d always liked doing that, and unlike the work freak that Izumi was, he knew how to relax on his days off.

Leaning back into the couch with a small bowl full of popcorn, and a blanket, he put some action movie that seemed to be getting popular on netflix.

He wasn’t expecting Elyon to want to watch the movie, but he easily accepted her company, a smile painting his lips as she leans against him.

“...that tickles Elyon-chan” he whispers, a small chuckle mixing along at the feeling on her nose brushing his neck. He soon hugs her back, kissing her hair ever so tenderly before whispering again this time against her ear “Want to watch the movie with me, baby?”

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A message is sent to BlueWaver69, attached is a first look and test video at the vibrator unboxed before he does so on stream. The message sent with it reads " Thank you sooo much for being such a lovely viewer and buying this for me. As a reward, here's a video of me using this, just for you~ ♡⌒ヽ(〃◡ ε◡〃) Much love, Izunya xoxo"

To be quite honest... watching Izumi’s streams had become a bit of a guilty pleasure of his. He continued to act normally around the other when they met for club activities or other normal idol stuff... so probably Izumi himself wasn’t aware that Kaoru was one of his biggest followers, participating in almost ever lewd stream he did and constantly throwing money at his different accounts.

he had extra money and it felt like a good way to spend it, considering how often he used Izumi’s videos and photos to finish... what he didn’t expect was to get am unprompted message from the lewd side account of his close friend.

Opening it in a flash did he stare blankly at the attached video... gulping down he downloaded it to his pc and putting on his earphones he prepared to watch and delight himself. He was so glad he’d bought the extra large size... he couldn’t help to see Izumi stretching his cute little backside to fit it all.

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anomieheld

  Don’t mind him, he’s just enjoying watching them...

you just get a pout and a squint

He puts a hand under her chin to make her look up and leans over to give her a peck on the lips.

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Don’t mind him, he’s just enjoying watching them argue.

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ousamaleo‌:

Leo were shaking. Completely thrown into a spin by all of this. Were he going to be beat up? If that was the case then he surely deserved it. He had been horrible. But on the other hand, he felt so safe in this moment. 

Feeling the arms around him, and hearing the voice he could pick out in any crowd. It made him feel so easily at ease. He did not deserve to be here. Not when he knew he were the cause of all the pain of the beautiful angel before him. 

His mind told him to get up and run. But his body wouldn’t cooperate. Instead he found his hands reaching up to grab hold of Izumi’s shirt. Holding it tightly enough that his knuckles turned white. 

Leo was shaking, right in between his arms...clinging to him... instinctively did Izumi tightened his grasp against the shorter male, gently rubbing at his back with his hand. Tenderly... as if he was the single most precious thing in the world.

He had loved him... holding him like this a part of him wished he could still love him like that. That they hadn’t broke up, that they could still make things right... he wondered what life could have been if they’d continue to be together. To walk together... how different things would have been if they had fought together rather than each on his own.

“...Senacchi..." Kaoru’s voice sounded hurt, tight in the back of his throat. He hated hearing Izumi talk down on himself like that... he hated that the one that had made him think that way was now being hugged, while he stayed on the side like the bad one “...if he wasn’t able to love you that’s his fault. Not yours. You shouldn’t... shouldn’t be made to feel like you don’t deserve to have someone care for you... to not even give you a proper apology and act like nothing is wrong...”

He wasn’t sure what to say anymore, fists tightening and shoulders dropping.

Izumi didn’t knew what to answer either. He just couldn’t look away from Leo when he was shaking like this... it hurt though. To be this close. To be made to think of what ifs.

“... Kao-kun... Tsukinaga is scared because of you... can you step out for bit? I’ll... go talk to you later” he finally said.

Kaoru bit on his lip, still glaring at the trembling figure in Izumi’s arms.

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I... got one of those sexy girl bots messaging this account now...

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ousamaleo‌:

tsundere-model‌:

-Another day without practice. Another day in which his feet took him to the abandoned ‘Sena House’ before he could realize his mistake and make his way back out… another day of feeling like a failure.

It was all the same… until it wasn’t. A loud sound coming from one of the classrooms in his way making him turn towards it. Was that Leo’s laugh?… Kaoru’s voice?

A bit confused by the unlikely match of voices he moved closer, looking through the creak in the door… blue eyes opening at the sight of what was going on. Leo asking for mercy and Kaoru just raising his fist again.

“HAKAZE STOP IT?!” he found himself yelling, lunging forward towards the empty room and pushing the blond away.

He stumbled, clearly not expecting any interruption, and let go of Leo.

He was hurt… his face… instinctively did Izumi wrapped his arms around the shorter redhead, looking at Kaoru with fierce blue eyes “WHY WOULD YOU HIT HIM? WHAT’S WRONG WITH YOU??”

Every word the other said hit as hard as the punch, he knew Izumi deserved better, He knew he wasn’t good enough. His head and eye was pounding, not being ready to take anymore… But it never came. Everything seemed to have passed as his blinked. Hating how his body was visibly shaking in fear. “I apologize, this is my fault.. I brought this upon myself, Sena.” It was the only solution he would be able to come too. Of course he deserved the punches. He didn’t deserve the warm embrace there was around him, he didn’t deserve to be protected.

He stumbled to the side as he was unexpectedly pushed to the side, hazel eyes turning to look at the culprit. The model he was trying to protect so hard - wrapping himself around Leo as if saying Kaoru would have to hit him first if he wanted to get to Leo.

Even though there was no way he could do that...

“I... I was trying to get him to apologize to you! He hurt you! You were crying.” he tried to explain, feeling hurt and conflicted all over. Had he acted wrongly? No... Izumi was just being stubborn. Leo needed to apologize.

“Hah? What the hell? I never asked you do any of this.” Izumi shouted, his hands tightening around the shaking boy in his grasp, lips shaking as he heard Leo’s words “I broke my own heart... It’s not Tsukinaga’s fault... I don’t blame him. No one could love me...”

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ousamaleo‌:

The contact of fist against his face were definitely unexpected. So much so that he staggered backwards a few steps. The impact of the hit forcing him to do so. Luckily for him, he had the time to tilt his head just enough for the punch to miss his nose. However his nose were the only part of his face left unharmed. 

Bringing his hand to cover his eye and side of his head, he knew he would within minutes be swollen and bruised all over. It stung like crazy. Nothing he had ever felt before. He had gotten hurt before. But this? This were something different.  His other hand flying up to cover the rest of his head in pure reflex as the other third year step closer. Fearing for his life. It had been bad enough that a few days ago found out that him and Izumi apparently wasn’t dating, he was nothing but a failure as a king. Everything he tried was always turned against him. It was really his fault, he should had stayed in out of the country. “I will apologize.. Please.. Please just don’t hit me again.” His parade was down, couldn’t fake his smile anymore, he was a broken man. No the other was right he was nothing like a man.. Only a child

The hit originally helped him feel a bit better, but the sight of the scared ‘kid’ before him, raising his hands and pleading he’d apologize... not even because he meant it but just so he won’t get anymore hurt made his stomach churn.

“Senacchi deserves better than you” his thoughts came out as words without him trying, anger getting to his head again. He wanted to hit him again... make him understand in the flesh everything Izumi had gone through. To see him /cry/ like Izumi had cried just a few days before.

He reached forward, holding from Leo’s jacket and pulling him closer. His hand raising up for another hit.

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ousamaleo‌:

Did they even know the same Izumi. He could almost thing they would had mistaken it for someone else it there hadn’t only been on Izumi in his life.

It was hard to hold the laugh back there escaped him. “He wouldn’t think I mean it. I can’t do anything now. Sena have left Knights, I am nothing but a foolish king there bring nothing but ruin and is useless, annoying~.” He said, he could keep going with talking himself down, but the blond still seemed like a threat to him.

He could feel his throat tighten, his stomach curl over itself. The sound of laughter drilling into his ears painfully, making his head pound.

Why did Izumi have to cry for a man...no, for a child like this? He wasn’t worth it. He didn’t know a thing about him, but if he couldn’t take Izumi’s tears seriously, then he surely didn’t deserve being their cause.

Gritting his teeth, his hand moved before he could think. The next second, a tightly closed fist had hit the composer square in the face - hard enough Kaoru could feel his hand hurt too. His other hand releasing the jacket just in time to let the other step back from the hit.

“I didn’t come here to hear any excuses! I’m not one of your Knights and definitely not one of your friends. I don’t give a shit about you or how you feel!” he found himself yelling, anger growing wilder as something else seemed to overlap in his mind. Long strides as he approached Leo again, almost ready to hit him again if he dared look away from this “You have no right to suppose what he would or wouldn’t do! How can you say he wouldn’t believe you, if you NEVER apologized to him? That’s on you. Own up to what you did wrong and apologize like a man, if you really are one.”

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oniipyr‌:

Hearing that made his chest tighten. Ah so something did happen. The elder Sakuma’s expression faltered before reaching out and placing a hand on Kaoru’s shoulder cooly. ‘ Ah, is that so? ‘ That’s what….the second time now?

‘ I had a strong feeling something was going on, but Ritsu refuses to speak up. I will get through to him, I promise you that. ‘ He still wasn’t sure why all of this was concerning Kaoru….had he been covering for someone else?

He could almost feel his eyes narrowing at Rei’s unprompted contact, but he let it slide, instead crossing his arms over his torso.

“‘s that so? Well, good luck with that, Sakuma-san” he said lightly, trying to exit the conversation with that. He didn’t want too talk more about it. He got the answer he was looking for... and if Rei didn’t murder him first on crime of thought, he knew what he was doing once Ritsu was back to school.

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ousamaleo‌:

As calm as his expression had been just a moment prior. It were now replace with a look of very clear shock. Being yanked like that were definitely not on the top of his list of current expectations. And he were easily pulled to his feet in his state of confusion.

As much as confused and shocked he were, he also felt a little sense of fear creeping up on him. That the person before him had turned to force, were most definitely not a good sign. Was is necessary to feel scared? Should he fear for his life in this given situation? He honestly couldn’t tell. “Even if I apologize it will only fly into one ear and end directly in the void being his other ear.” It wasn’t like anything was gonna return back to normal or help if he even did. He already knew it was his fault. There was nothing to do but ignore it and act like normal.

At least he wasn’t smiling anymore. That was good. it made him feel just a bit less annoyed to see the other understanding the weight of this situation.

“Have you even tried to apologize? For real, I mean” he said, heavily “If he can’t trust you, that’s because you can’t even pull one good apology after everything that happened. And saying ‘it’s all my fault’ it’s not an apology.”

Izumi had the same problem. He never apologized either, he just took all the blame and punished himself in his lonesome. In a way this stupid asshole and Izumi might have a lot of things in common.

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ousamaleo‌:

Tilting his head slightly to the side, what was it with this attack? Green eyes squinting slightly at Kaoru. His lips forming a smile but his eyes didn’t quite follow.

“Hee? why does it interest you?” It took him a few seconds before really realizing what had been actually said, shaking his head. “ Well, good for him he have someone he can talk to, that makes me happy he have opened up to someone~” Ignoring what had been said too him, he knew it was his fault. Everything was serious, he had meant it all. Biggest problem was he couldn’t figure out what point of time that his words meant nothing to Izumi anymore.

“He is my friend, and he was crying because of you. Of course I care” he replied bluntly, noticing quite quickly that any type of beating around the bush would be useless with this weirdo.

Anger did boiled up as he completely avoided the question. Threw all the responsibility that corresponded him to the air, to whoever wanted to catch it.

He wondered if this is how people saw him before - irresponsible, annoying, uncaring.

Reaching forward he gripped at the front of Leo’s jacket, yanking him up hard enough to get him from the desk and on his feet.

“He has no one else he can talk to, and that’s all you guys’ fault” he spit the words “And, no amount of me listening will ever make it up for the guy he used to like being a complete ass. You made him cry. You apologize to him.”

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Hazel eyes narrowed dangerously at the cheery reply from the redhead ‘genius’. The complete disregard of the situation making Kaoru feel all the more inclined to do what Izumi had asked him not to.

So he tried to keep his cool, one slow breath dying out before he opened his mouth again.

“Stop it with that. I know you two dated last year, so you may as well admit the facts” he said clearly “Unless Senacchi was right and you were never serious about him. In which case you should clearly say so. It’ll save him some grievance to know the truth, instead of second guessing himself back and forth like he’s been doing”

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oniipyr‌:

Ah, just call it a lucky guess really - though Rei was extremely observant, and just naturally well at this sort of stuff. Especially when he got serious. Though it was a bit easier since this was simalar to something that happened with Ritsu in the past, so he could only make an assumption that in the end was right.

‘ Call it a hunch, I know my brother too well it seems. Though I still are unsure of why you’re asking about him? Have you heard something about Kights that I was unaware of? ‘

He really hated this feeling of being read like an open book. Usually, it wasn’t this hard to keep his facade up... his feelings were probably getting the best of him.

“Who knows? It sometimes seems like you know absolutely everything” he shrugged up a bit, a hand reaching up to massage at his neck. He was feeling tense “I just know they got in some sort of argument”

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oniipyr‌:

Giving  shake of the head would Rei let out a small chuckle. Ah, if it were really like that…honestly it’d mean the world to him. ‘ Ah, It’d be if Ritsu left his room. ‘ And with that did the ravenette give Kaoru a more serious look. Something was up, and Rei was so close to just getting to the point and not beating around the bush.

‘ I haven’t seen him this way since last year. I only suspect something must be going on with Knights. Tell me Kaoru-Kun, is this why you’re curious? ‘  Bingo.

This goddamn vampire! He got it in one shot! Just how cunning could he be?The mere feeling those crimson eyes glaring at him from the other side of the room as he spoke the words was enough to make a chill run down his spine. Gross.

“Waah... you found out? Is it like impossible to hide something from you?” he sighed, dejected. This was bad. if he had to speak about stirred him up Rei would probably also guess what his intentions were “So, what gave me away?”