﹠ * ʳᵉᵛᵉᶰᵍᵉ ⁻ ᶠᶦˡˡᵉᵈ !

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DECAY.  considering a revamp but i don’t know. i think i would rather write a noel about vi than play her but i’m also so awful at committing to novels.

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VI’S SOCIAL MEDIA EXTRAVAGANZA ft. @criedhard !  (  ♡   )

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♡ ⋅  ╯* ` ——    THE  PRINCE  .

❛ oh  ?   that’s….   egregious  not  to  mention  vile.    ❜   a  riddled  mind  seeks;  surely,  there  be  a  quip  to  her  statement.  why  then,  is  it  so  hard  to  decipher  the  line  between  this  and  the  earnest?       ❛ get  some  help before  you  choke  on  tar.    ❜  with  a  honed  smile,  he  brings  the  ash  flame over  his  nome;  engulfing  the  whiff   of  it.

                     ‘     getting  help  is  futile .   not to mention ,   a little  EXTREME                    i speak naught but the  truth .   even if it appears to be a little  morbid  to others .     ’

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*jumps in to say * omf your oc is super cool??? i love this concept/idea! <3

DECAY.    uhm my whole heart just exploded okay?? thank you so so much!! this means the world to me! ♥

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Tom Cavanagh talks about the challenges of playing different version of the same character.

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I was wondering how Violet was able to go to middle school? Did her kidnapper allow it? Since she was probably in second grade when she was taken?

DECAY.    yeah sorry about that plot hole, i totally wasn’t thinking when i wrote that into the bio. i was rushing that portion of it, but it’s fixed! thank you for reminding me by the way, i’d been meaning to do that for a while now, but kept forgetting!!

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can u please give this post a like if you’re comfortable playing darker/sensitive themes such as non/dub-con, (mental) abuse, violence, gore, literally anything that can potentially trigger people? Because. I want to explore beyond the “everything nice and shiny”-border this community seems reluctant to cross, because standard-threads get boring with the time. Remember that /playing/ such topics does not make one a supporter of any of these listed above.

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❦, ❧, ✖, ⊗, ♱

❦ ,   FAVORITE  RESTAURANT .    not exactly a restaurant ,   but when james took her to  puerto rico  as a stop in their honeymoon ,   she tried their  church’s chicken  and instantly determined it was far better than anything in the u.s. ,   so it’s her favorite .

❧ ,   ACCENT .   her accent is hard to describe .   it’s an american one ,   but very specific ,   i guess .   i found the perfect voiceclaim  here  ( it’s carlson young ) ,   if you want to listen .

✖ ,   OPINION  ON  ERRORS .   being as her life has been a series of errors ,   she has a very mixed view on it all .   it was an error on her part that led her to lose everything ,   but it also led her to meet james years later .   so she’s very torn about them .

⊗ ,   OPINION  ON  FLAWS .   love isn’t the right word to describe it ,   but vi  appreciates  her flaws  ( externally ) .   or others’ flaws   ( externally only ;   but mental flaws can be appreciated ,   too ,   if they aren’t too extreme / dangerous ) .   she’s hardly in the position to judge others .

♱ ,   RELIGIOUS  BELIEFS .   throughout the years of capture and abuse ,   vi felt as if a higher power basically  condemned / forgotten  her .   so while she doesn’t believe in any religion herself ,   she doesn’t knock on those who do .

HEADCANON SYMBOLS MEME .   * ⋅ ╯ accepting .

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she ,   who watches the world drown in a sea of  blood  and  despair .   ♫ LISTEN .

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Why did you chose to include RAPE/tackle it, it's so harsh.

DECAY.   alright, so. rape is something very personal to me. a while back, i actually vented over on my other blog about this; but let me state this here, to sort of validate my knowledge, i guess: i am a victim of sexual assault. i have been, several times, unfortunately. so i know this topic well --  i, myself, having been dealing with it for years. it’s been rough.

now, the reason i bring this up, is because of your question: ‘ why? ’  well, i feel like rape is a sorely ignored topic. we only seem to talk about it when a character is subjected to it. but otherwise, a lot of rape victims never get justice, or are talked about.

so as somebody who has been on the receiving end of sexual assault, this topic is important to me. i’ve come to a place in my recovery where i’m learning to get comfortable with talking about my experiences, and writing vi is a big part of that. when i started thinking about her backstory, i knew it would include rape (especially since it is common with victims of kidnappings; and i know the topic well).

vi is an extension of me, to a point. we’re not alike in any way, but writing her helps me cope. acknowledging rape and sexual assault helps me cope. i don’t like skirting around huge topic like this, especially not when i know in-depth about it. so. yeah.

rape is “harsh” (literally one of the worst understatements, by the way). but it’s a harsh topic i know well, and i think it makes sense for me to incorporate it into my character, given what her backstory is, and given my experience.

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Which one of your OT3 is the bad ass, smart ass, and the great ass?

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Send me a symbol and I'll give a headcanon about my muse

♱: Religious beliefs

∞: Favorite number

♂: Sexuality

♀: Opinion on the opposite sex

☿: Opinion on gender

❤: Opinion on love

❥: Have they ever been in love?

❦: Favorite restaurant

❧: Do they have an accent

✖: Opinion on errors

✗: Least favorite color

✘: Do they like treasure hunting? (On the beach, with a map, etc.)

⊗: Opinion on flaws

♒: Do they like the ocean?

■: Favorite shape

□: Least favorite shape

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psa :    emily browning is vi’s face claim ,   not body claim .   also ,   their hair color is different as well .   while emily’s body is very thin ,   and her hair is brown ;    vi’s hair is auburn ,   and she’s actually a bit chubby   ( seen here ) ,   and has stretch marks ,   and scars ,   and thick thighs .   just a tiny clarification ,   for those of you who didn’t know !!

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Don’t kiss me if you’re afraid of thunder. My life is a storm.

Anita Krizzan  (via thekerridiaries)

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♡ ⋅  ╯* ` ——    MYRTLE  CORBIN  .

‘But who is anyone to question how you spend your time?’

[ myrtle’s in the process of making stew. it requires quite a bit of cutting  and no one gets hurt. she’ll leave the latter to vi, who she’s talking to.  there’s a dangerous glint in the younger girl’s eyes as she lays waste  to her carrots, turning them into fine discs with a bizarre ferocity. ]

‘I’d say you bloody well have the right to it. And people should be grateful you                 only massacre a fraction of the whole population. I mean, Jesus                 Christ, you do cover your tracks, though, right? I doubt the police                 share my sentiments and I won’t have them hauling you away.                 We’re having beef stew, not human, I’ve decided, and I won’t have                 nosy coppers tempting me.’

WINE - STAINED  LIPS  CURL  UP  INTO   a  small  smile .   slender digits are curled around the wine glass ,   and tipping it upward for another slow  sip .   the other’s slight  FURY  fills a normally  dormant  heart with a swelling sense of  love   ( for someone  other  than her james ) .

                     ‘     of  course  i cover my tracks ,   baby .   i always have  james  take care of the remains ,   and then  BURN  them up .   we’ve been doing this for a  long  while ,   we know how to get  away  with it .   there’s  NOTHING  to  worry  about .     ’