Artistic And Werid

I’m a autistic fan of anime, a writer, a rights advocate, pure hearted, and a weirdo. my whole life I’ve felt like my brain is half computer. I have a deep passion for helping others, writing, and technology. Very kind hearted and accepting of lgbtq and other controversial groups. extroverted and mellow personality, but still a gogogo

[hearththesillywolf]

I feel everyone needs to hear this now and then this message is for those feeling defeated or victims of harassment or other similar things: remember this true strength is not hitting the hardest in a fight someone else will always hit harder someone else will always have more brawn… but brute force is not strength… the ability to persevere the ability the rise once fallen will always win in the end, even in defeat you can always win the rematch. This is the same for life your success doesn’t matter life will always come around with a bigger punch but just like a fight the hardship is temporary the ability to get back up perseverance will win in the end as long as you keep fighting you will win. After all I’m not sure where this came from a quote a song but regard of original source take this quote with you: “what doesn’t kill me just makes me stronger”. Keeping fighting keep living and you will win. Let me be clear I’m aware there’s caveats there’s always caveats but they’re not the point in my words.

I’m not really sure how to end this so to quote fuegoleon from black clover honestly one of the best quotes I’ve heard in any media “There’s no shame in being weak the shame is in staying weak”. I know quoting an anime may seem cringe to some but the way I see it the source shouldn’t matter a good quote is a good quote.

[fleetways-universe]

I feel it’s safe to share here. It’s an update on my legal campaign and battle. I’ve filed an RO against one of the people who’s tried to run my name into the mud..and attempting to ruin my life. It’s going on for way too long, over a year with this specific person. I must hand over my reasons on paper to the court to determine if an RO is necessary. It’s time to fight..fight to close this door in my life and get a lock and key, then never look back.

[hearththesillywolf]

When someone is pushed to take legal action despite a difficult financial situation… let this be a lesson being accused does not mean guilty. I had to reblog because it’s the most I can do to help. the difference between someone filing legal action that has the money and someone that has to work their butt off to afford it is simply the reason behind it: someone with money could just be pushing a narrative but someone without isn’t going to work their butt off to push a false narrative. it’s a show of genuine fear and the need to protect themselves you can’t believe something just because someone says it. This is why I always base my statements in logic, reasoning, and why I never take a statement at face value. I don’t care that you say something I care what is done to prove the statements validity. Don’t forget my past makes me view things very differently I’ve seen the darkest side of people first hand so I don’t just believe a statement without reason. I hope for some this whole situation can be a learning experience to remember the way court even works… stop acting like it’s guilty until proven innocent even criminal justice is the opposite it’s innocent until proven guilty.

[randombatdoesart]

I love when someone who claims to listen to victims ends up ditching you the moment you have even the slightest controversy. Like god forbid a victim isn’t a perfect person, and… heavens to betsy! Why would you ever listen to their side of said controversy if it is being perpetuated by said abuser you’ve been warned about? That’d be just absurd, right?!

[hearththesillywolf]

It’s a sad reality that most people aren’t good for good’s sake, this is a rare breed. most of the time it’s a positive outcome from a terrible trauma. I’m rebloging and saying this because people need to hear and accept this no matter how difficult it is. sure outliers can exist, but their rarer than a customer first company. take me yes I try to help often at the cost of my OWN mental health, but it’s because I have a relentless drive to prevent my trauma from happening again I know I can’t stop it however I can mitigate the damage. yes I am this way because I never had the hero I needed that can’t happen again. While I have a good nature and pure heart my driven was learned not given.

[fleetways-universe]

So my ex parter pinged a lot of you. I’m so sorry about that. I know what they’ve shown IS very questionable and does paint me in a bad light. But it didn’t go any further than that. If you’re uncomfortable being around my blog and block me, I won’t be upset. It’s your choice. However.. my ex has been harassing me for over a month now and I’m just trying to lay low and do my own things in privacy. If they, or I make you uncomfortable, you can block us both. Not worth your energy. I’m still going forward with my legal fees regardless because this has farther extended from YouTube to Tumblr. Gone too far really. Again I apologize for any inconvenience.

@kittygamer2888 @smolldust @couch-house @multiisketch @fleetwayzzider @paintedcherry @smallpwbbles @weirdozjunkary @zeiktreats

[randombatdoesart]

The ex quite literally is showing how crazy they are. They have NO MOTIVATION to bring this to Tumblr outside of forcing Grey out of every single space she’s in.

They are the definition of a stalker and it is important that Grey gets those legal fees so that this person can leave her alone.

@smolldust @kittygamer2888 @couch-house @elithecomicdubber @fleetways @goget413 @multiisketch @naamahdarling @fleetwayzzider @paintedcherry @smallpwbbles @thatshadowcomic @weirdozjunkary @zeiktreats

[hearththesillywolf]

Enough is enough these people are straight psychotic… they are trying to defame grey into bankruptcy and ruin their life. if you actually do research and don’t take everything at face value you’ll see there’s zero evidence of any wrong doing. they are just using emotionally charged language to defame and discredit. grey has gotten attacked for years at this point and what evidence has been brought against her: ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. fact is when there’s evidence people use it. twisting words to your own end IS NOT EVIDENCE cutting counter arguments to suit your position IS NOT EVIDENCE. you know your wrong but don’t care because you can hurt someone that HAS HELPED YOU BEFORE that you now hate. I’m done staying out of this… I will help where I can. I actually have morals I care about justice… defamation is illegal YOU ARE CRIMINALS FOR THIS ATTACK. I don’t care if I get attacked for this because honestly it proves anyone who supports truth and justice will be attacked to support your narrative. I’d say stop before it’s too late but you’ve already dug too deep. grey and friends have only fought defensively never attacking. while you are going out of your way to slander all involved… I’ve finally had enough and said my piece.

[fleetways-universe]

Post from Fleetway Super Sonic

Here you go! The MyGoFund me is now available and I can begin my battle against defamation 💥👩‍⚖️ https://gofund.me/330a364c

Hi I’m so sorry to bother all of you, would you help me share this? I’m trying to fight my way through a severe case of defamation that I’m unable to continue being publicly on YouTube. Sharing is more than enough for now.

@abcitycake @brosif40 @couch-house @fleetways @fleetwayzzider @goget413 @hearththesillywolf @mercurio-shadowz @thesuperzzero @naamahdarling @novurxge @nova-rpv @n0v4hub @multiisketch @smallpwbbles @rotshi @themetalvirus @weirdozjunkary

[hearththesillywolf]

Wish I could do more but at least I can reblog to my tiny following

[kalina-c]

fuck em up gang

[puzzledjay]

Here's information and a script to use when calling!

[hearththesillywolf]

This has to be stopped. The least I can do is reblog

[kiioki11]

Typing at the speed of sound

[hearththesillywolf]

This is non ironically me weird out literally anyone I text

[sentiearksys-deactivated2025050]

lavender is a comforting scent — ⛧

[hearththesillywolf]

I’ll admit this is pretty wholesome

[hearththesillywolf]

Happy new year everyone. I wish you all a very happy year. Giving my past posts most of the few who follow me are likely different in some way as such I wish you luck in all your endeavors, we have to work harder than most and deal with harassment others do not. just remember you have value, no matter what anyone says you matter. Have a great year and know there’s others like me that got your back.

[hearththesillywolf]

It’s sure been awhile since I posted anything and the truth is I just haven’t had anything to post about. The point of this post is quite simple a confession… it’s nothing serious just need to say this: while through fandom I’ve pieced a fair bit together and grown attached to Fleetway super sonic as a character I resonate with and have a fair bit in common with, I have not ever actually seen his original canon story. It’s not an issue of lack of interest or that I don’t know where he’s from. I simply don’t know how to see it. I needed to say this just bothers me that this character I have such a strong connection to I don’t really know for real.

[hearththesillywolf]

As a writer I’d like to quickly share how I see myself as a literary artist. I write solely for fun and entertainment if I enjoy writing it and others enjoy the story mission bloody accomplished. As for my writing style, my stories are always a psychological roller coaster ups and downs, hardship and accomplishment. I aim to make the reader feel and understand what the characters are experiencing in order to immerse themselves into the story, I try to write in a variety of ways but typically I write dark psychological action and psychological horror. Now I say psychological like I have a psychology degree let me be clear I do not… my meaning is that I try to make this connection between reader and character to make this relationship of creator and character translate and be reinterpreted into reader/character.

My philosophy: well i like to focus on the characters and creating this bridge. So many writers get so caught up in the world around the characters the action the spooks whatever but forget that there is a psychological element to story telling the character is trying to seem like a person with thoughts feelings and emotions but just slapping a role and cookie cutter personality on them just doesn’t sit right with me to experience what the character does leads to a deeper immersion and grows a unique feel instead of oh fighting is done time to find another story it’s more of something you feel and it touches you to your very core making this sense of anticipation grow you want to know what is next for the character what challenges they now face what wall they must climb and the way it makes them feel.

I know i should really check my punctuation and everything right after saying I’m a writer but this is just a chill post and besides my tumblr doesn’t have dark mode I’ve been staring at this eye bleach long enough. So until next time see you everyone.

[kagulyhan]

Fleetway works btw

[hearththesillywolf]

Great work I always thought your art style was unique but cool

[hearththesillywolf]

Follow up post, I wanted to keep this separate… normally I’d vent to only close friends not publicly, but this was a important message. I’m gonna try to find some more wholesome and happy things to post about not just a anti ableism movement from now on I’ve made my point that’s all I wanted. I hope I’ve done my part for equality.

[hearththesillywolf]

⚠️WARNING ABLEISTS⚠️

I’ve had it up to here with ableism it’s something that’s caused me legitimate ptsd and stole my ENTIRE CHILDHOOD FROM ME!I’ve had it with the stereotyping, it’s essentially racism at this point. The next time you come at me I’ll warn you one time to back the hell off. I don’t get pissed off by much, back the fuck off! Either accept everyone and thier differences or at least fucking hide it in public. I am scared for life I’ll never fully recover from the trauma you’ve caused! We are all human beings we are all different I’m all for growth mindset however some people physically can’t do some things get that through your thick skulls. I don’t like aggressive messages, but it’s the only thing you people listen to.

[hearththesillywolf]

I wanted to share a little something I wrote it’s too short to post on YouTube I apologize for any grammar or punctuation errors just a quick story I wrote to spread positive vibes the other day a heart to heart between Hearth and the Fleetway in my AU

Short story, fleet helps Hearth

(Context: after Hearth comes to mobius to stop his own father from destroying mobius and fights alongside Fleetway Sonic and friends Ebony t

[hearththesillywolf]

This will be a pretty neutral statement on ships so please understand my position.

I just want to be clear I’m not into most ships, but I’m also not against most. the only exception is morally wrong ships I’m talking stuff like suggestive ships involving minors. say in sonic tails x vanilla if you like such ships ok. stay away from me, I won’t have it!!!

There are a couple though that bother me for other reasons. I have to use this as an example Fleetway x ebony. Please stop ebony is more of a mother to fleet then anything. thier affection is purely mother/son treat it as such

[hearththesillywolf]

Just a little post about Fleetway sonic who in a lot of ways actually inspired hearth. First off I’m not talking about psycho fleet the only side anyone ever cares about. I’m talking about the whole character, the reality to them and how I share a lot in common.

So when I first discovered Fleetway it was through art so at first I did believe they where a psycho then as I dug deeper I found how truly wrong I was… Fleetway is a scared kid afraid of himself and struggles to understand why he has to live like this. To him it feels like he’s the monster that dwells inside.

There was a time when I felt just like that I got bullied for being different so much I finally snapped I decided to survive I had to become the monster people saw in me… no matter how much I felt like that was truly who I was… deep down a voice was telling me otherwise, deep down I knew I was lying to myself.

Hearth was inspired by a combination of things myself being a big one, but having been born from a literal demon king harassed by his dark form feeding him lies. his good Mobian side wouldn’t let him believe it. Hearth is a empath(powers related to emotions like a telepath to mind) with a very special power his emotions and intent control his powers and he can be anything from a indestructible shield to a demon of destruction wielding hellfire. Finally a special power think like ghost rider’s penance stare, Hearth can see deep within negative emotions and see exactly where they came from. In my AU when he met Fleet, he was able to see exactly what happened in his past.

So you see me, Fleet, and Hearth all share a lot in common and I really have @fleetway-super-sonic to thank for first showing me what the character really was.