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you can not fathom who i was, what i have been through, and who i have become. you can not imagine the place you hold in my heart, the way i feel when i see you, the physical ache in my chest when you leave. you will never know the way you made me whole again through all our struggles and problems you held me together like glue, you saved me, you saved me in every way you can save a person. you are my home, wherever i end up years from now i will always be home if you are by my side. i want to be with you through the good, the bad, even when its more than we can take. you are special in every way i can explain, to bear with my through my battles, physical and mentally, to love with my with all of you and to devote yourself to me is more than i deserve. i have made many mistakes and have many regrets, but they have led to you, my love. i will love you in every way you can love someone until i can no longer love anymore. be still my heart, this is forever.

I love you more than anything - your dove

you ❤

you are art, you are beautiful & extravagant, exquisite & unique. you are poetry, so easily misunderstood, requiring the deep examination and delicate analysis, once understand, beautiful beyond belief. you are a song, the good kind, the kind that brings back memories, ones that make you smile and day dream, the kind that sometimes hurt but neverless warming. you are a story, a long, hard & beautiful story, the one where the pages don't stop turning, one with long chapters & that requires wild imagination. you are you, perfect & amazing.

I cannot tell you the truth. I cannot tell you I am scared, terrified, that someday you will not want me nor need me. I cannot tell you I am hurting, everyday without you is killing me, you are my home. I cannot how attached I am to you, because I am too attached, if I were to lose you it would break me in everyway possible you can break someone. I cannot tell you how much you mean to me, because you mean the world to me, you are my world, my entire reason of living. I cannot tell you how much I trust you but I still sit around worrying, I worry you will find better because I am not much, I am average, I have nothing special to offer. I cannot tell you what this relationship is to me, it is everything to me, it completes me and makes me whole, it makes me happy, and nothing else matters. I cannot tell you I fear one day I will drive you away, my temper, my jealousy, my insecureness, my clingyness, my sarcasm, my inability to not get hurt so easily, I fear it will become too much, or it will make me someone you don't want. I cannot tell you any of this because I am scared, I fear you won't feel the same, I fear you're not afraid to lose me. So I cannot tell you.

You are my home.

❤ he knows

Home isn't a place, it's not your hometown, it's where the heart is, it's who it's with.

M e

Some of y'all aren't ready for a relationship. A relationship is sacrificing and compromising. A relationship is staying home with your partner on the weekend it's not going and out partying with the boys/girls. A relationship doesn't include doing what you want. A relationship doesn't include getting mad because they want you home or don't want you hanging out with certain friends that party and get drunk/high. Don't complain about not having a relationship if you don't want to have a real relationship. Y'all are on some childish shit if you think you're gonna have a good guy/girl who's also gonna wanna be with you if you constantly want to party and do stupid shit. Some of y'all aren't ever going to grow up or become anything because you're stuck in this mindset that life is about partying every weekend, and that a relationship isn't gonna include compromise. Grow up.

Baby I don't understand it, you're changing I can't stand it. My heart can't take this damage. You're making it hard for me.

Me to me

I don't know how much time we got, I don't know how much to say. I don't know, tell me what you want. I want you to want me to stay.

💔

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I can't let you go.

Heart

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How did I mess up again? I love you, I don't know how to explain that to you. You are my fucking world. I make mistakes I'm human. I'm not perfect. If I lose you, I'll lose myself. I love you, you're my person, you're my world, my heart, the reason I believe this life is worth living. Please don't leave me. You're my home. I'm sorry my love, I'm sorry I messed up, please don't let go.

To my dove who will never see this lol