MY MIND IS A MESS

Dear Person reading this, I use this Blog as a kind of Diary, it helps me with the healing process. Tumblr is the only platform, where I feel confident enough to share my thoughts and feelings, because it's so anonymous. If you need somebody to talk to, always feel free to message me. I kinda never sleep and my inbox is open. PS: you're doing great!

[heartoftheraven]

I'm so grateful for the lovely human beings around me. Doesn't matter if we know each other for years. I feel your love and i hope you feel mine.

[heartoftheraven]

[heartoftheraven]

Why do you hate, if you can love instead? Be f*cking human is so hard in this society.

[heartoftheraven]

I am looking up to you guys, even a bit of your fate would be overwhelming for me.

[charl0ttan]

i wish i was born as someone who could handle life

[eisblaue-lippen]

mein kopf ist voller gedanken, aber ich kann sie nicht in worte fassen.

[heartoftheraven]

Brainrot and self hate <3

[denkstduauchdaruebernach]

„Glaub gefälligst endlich an dich! Los! Sofort!“, schreie ich mich an. Ich erschrecke mich so sehr, dass ich nur noch flüstern kann: „Ich kann nicht. Du machst mir Angst“.

[denkstduauchdaruebernach]

Wiederholt die guten Worte.

Mein Herz hat sie noch nicht verstanden.

[detached0l]

[floral-souls]

[caruccio]

Wanna hug her so tight until our hearts become one.

[fraaxfra]

Wahre Worte sind nicht immer schön. Schöne Worte sind nicht immer wahr.

[eisblaue-lippen]

vielleicht bin ich auch einfach zu viel.

[tiredsavage]

“Ich weiß nicht, was ich nach all dem für dich bin. Bin ich nur Lückenfüller? Oder bedeute ich dir wirklich was? Ich wüsste es zu gern.”

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[sly-soull-deactivated20180225]

Lets talk about how hard it is to open up to someone about being sad for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to explain to your friends and family that you have this heavy feeling in your chest for no reason. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand why you’re having a panic attack while just taking a walk back home. Lets talk about how hard it is to understand your own self and how scary it is to feel like the whole world is falling on your shoulders and you have no idea why .

[faridaspeare]

OK but falling asleep to someone's heartbeat though