[heartswillrecover]

How’s everybody doing?

What’s quarantine/lockdown like where you are? How are you finding it? 

Let me know (and if you need to talk, rant or cry, feel free here!)

[emmanuelleriva]

La Collectionneuse (1967) dir. Éric Rohmer

[heartswillrecover]

I'm incredibly depressed and relapsed after 4 years 4 months clean. Fuck.

I’m sorry you’re feeling so low. It’s even harder at the moment to struggle with everything going on. 4 years and 4 months is amazing though, but I’m sorry you felt so bad that you relapsed after that time. Have you got support around you/are people aware of how you’re feeling? I’m always here too if you need to talk <3

[heartswillrecover]

Be patient with yourself (especially at the moment!). 

[heartswillrecover]

How is everyone finding things at the moment? I know it might be even more difficult at the moment, so if you need to talk, send a message (anon or not).

http://heartswillrecover.tumblr.com/ask

[heartswillrecover]

I have never been in a relationship and I'm 21 years old. I was really afraid of guys because of something that happened to me several years ago. I like a guy and he is one of my best friends and we are trying to make it work. It's going good but I'm scared and just I just want to run away and change my name and my existence!

It sounds like you’re doing great though! It’s ok that you’ve never been in a relationship, 21 is still young, but even if it wasn’t, it’s still ok! It’s understandable that past experiences have affected you, things can stay with us and change how we feel and act towards certain things. How’s it going now with him? I hope it’s going well!

[heartswillrecover]

I really want better friends that don't tell my fucking secrets to the whole school when they promised to keep quiet, but my social anxiety makes it god near impossible

i’m sorry your ‘friends’ have done this to you. Real friends wouldn’t do that and you deserve a lot better. Social anxiety can make things difficult but it will definitely be making your anxiety a whole lot worse having friends like this who tell your secrets - that’s not what friends do. You deserve better friends in your life and sometimes when you let go of so called friends who do you wrong, better friends come along who understand you (and your social anxiety), I know it’s hard to meet new people and friends, but the right people will find you at the right time, even if it feels scary. 

[heartswillrecover]

I'm not sure how old your last post is but I saw it in the tags and really needed to tell someone. Even if you don't answer. I slipped up tonight with this quarantine and my anxiety and cut myself, pretty good. And I'm terrified at how good it felt again, like I finally took a deep breath I didn't know I was needing, you know? And I'm pretty drunk and I have work tomorrow and my world goes on but now I have to try and fight this again.

Sorry for the late reply, I have only just come back online. How have you been since this? I know how hard quarantine is and how difficult it can be for your head. I’m sorry that you relapsed but I hope since you sent this things have been a little better for you. Let me know. I hope you’re ok, and I am here if you need to talk.

[heartswillrecover]

How are you all doing? The world has been a little crazy lately, so if you’re feeling it too please know you are not alone with it. My ask is always open (anonymously or not) if you are struggling, I’m always here to listen! Take care of yourself. 

[heartswillrecover]

I’m back!

It has been so long, too long, since I’ve been on here! But I’m back. Hope you’re all well!

[heartswillrecover]

[illinicoise]

“But if you forget to reblog Madame Zeroni, you and your family will be cursed for always and eternity.”

[spn-fandom-breathing-heavily]

not even risking that shit

[codyslipring-deactivated2015060]

scrolled past this, re-evaluated my life, then SCROOOLLLED back up and hit the damn reblog button. 

[tumblgang]

She ain’t no games in real life so I take her serious all the time

Anyone with a name that starts with a “Z”, ends with an “i”, and isn’t some kind of Italian pasta, IS SERIOUS

I’m not climbing no mountain with a pig on my back, 🙅🏽🙅🏾🙅🏿 Negative.

[skuubasally]

Nope. I know better, have your reblog Madame Zeroni.

[luckytaters]

who the fuck is Madame Zeroni

[saudadesinfinitas-deactivated20]

Look at these stupid children who don’t know who Madame Zeroni is

[drayaintshit-deactivated2019030]

☝🏾😂

[callmedeku24]

Man lissen if you don’t know you better ask somebody AFTER you hit the reblog button

[emeraldmercury]

Idk who she is but I have an exam today so I’ll reblog her

[haiku-robot]

idk who she is but i have an exam today so i’ll reblog her

^Haiku^bot^0.4. Sometimes I do stupid things (but I have improved with syllables!). Beep-boop!

[jacobmick]

Because wise, I am.

[seymonecristina]

Oh fucks no she’s back lmao must reblog. I’m sorry guys

[blackgirlart]

2 million people aren’t wrong

[chreative]

I think I’ve reblogged this 12 times this month. The way my life is going right now I can’t risk it 

[n0kiv]

Every time I see this post I say, “Ah shit”

[play6irl]

[thug-gifs]

Reblog in 40 seconds and you will be put on the path to achieve your dreams and find your fortune

[atsirhc-deactivated20230825]

WELP.

[xanadontit]

Can’t hurt.

[jigglyteenfeedee]

Bet

[arizonasugarbaby]

I’ve been rolling in the dough lately so it seems like these things are working 🙏🏻

[baddestheaux]

No they literally work

[lilyliqueur]

I reblogged this the other day and literally got a settlement check from an old job. like LMAO ?????????????????????????? 

[fixedhawa]

i’ve got nothing to lose lol

[rawkingbunny-deactivated2025071]

[heartswillrecover]

I fucking hate my life and i dont know what i want. Ive lost everything i worked for and im back at square one, everyday i wake up with no purpose I just want to be far away from my shitkick home town and live my life but no one is hiring me, everyday i sink further into depression. I could bust out in tears at any second. I have no one to talk to about it so i just suffer I feel like ill never be happy

Please don’t give up - I know it’s difficult to feel like you’ve lost everything that you’ve worked so hard for but (and I know you won’t believe this) things will work out in the end. I know when you’re at your lowest point it will seem ridiculous for me to say that, but I promise you it’s absolutely true. Things change and things will work out for the better when you’re least expecting it. I know when everything is going wrong it can be hard to believe but please try and believe me, I promise you it will get better. I’m always here if you want to talk, and please let me know how things are when you can. It will get better and you need to be here to see that happen <3

[heartswillrecover]

I feel suicidal right now. I keep reading things like "you want to end the pain, not your life" but?? I don't see why I have to keep living. It's not like I want to fight for life. I'm exhausted and just... feel like I don't wanna live one year more. I don't want to make efforts. I don't want to fight to live for my family and partner anymore. Living with people is hard, and so is living with myself. I probably won't act on it but it's tiring. Thank you for being kind. Have a nice evening/day!

I’m really sorry you’re feeling like this, I know how hard it is. I know when you feel like that, some things that people say just don’t help and I get that it seems like people just say things for the sake of it and sometimes it’s hard to believe, but things really do get better. Bad feelings and really bad times are temporary, however permanent they feel. Your family and your partner and so many other people care so much about you. You don’t owe anything to anybody, so please don’t feel like you need to constantly try and please people or make others happy - you matter and you deserve to feel so much better than this. I promise you it will get better, I know how exhausting and draining it can be to feel like this, but it does not last forever. Don’t give up and i’m here if you want to talk <3

[heartswillrecover]

To the last anon: I've struggled with suicidal thoughts since I was 12. I'm 21 now. I've been through so much and I assume you probably have too. But even though some things are still hard... I'm just so thankful too be alive. So please stay alive. Because I know one day you will be glad you did too.

[heartswillrecover]

To the last anon, please hold on. It will get better. Your life is worth living. You are worth every breath you take. You are a beautiful soul full of life and passion. Keeping going. Keep breathing. Show the world how strong you are. You are a light that shines bright within the darkness. You can do it. You are not alone in this fight. You are never alone. Keep going.